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i was extremely sad in today's university lessons=[
In the lessons, we're asked to make a short presentation prepared. i was not feeling well and was very dizzy. Actually, i was sick on these days but I KNOW "SICK SHOULD NEVER BE AN EXCUSE!!!!!!!!!I KNOW!!!!!!!!!!! but i just failed to do it well and i exceeded the time allowed.....
The professor used me as a negative example and said "wow, it's great that i have chosen you as the last one to present(that no one was disadvantaged<--- i think that's what he meant)
hey! that hurts, man!!!! that really hurts!!!!
i went home and cried for a really long time. i know it's my fault! i know! but there're too many unhappy things happening around me that i can't resist crying.

Actually, what i am studying is Bachelor of Business Administration(BBA). i really hate it T^T and it's really difficult for me (a pure science student) to study it well. I hope that these three years of study can pass quickly so that i can go to study design. I WANT TO DRAW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really hope that i can become a designer or an illustrator T^T
(i know it's blissful for me to have a chance to study in a university but you know, everyone has their dream that need to be fulfilled deep in their heart)
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i did this drawing in one and a half hour and i wanted to reflect my persistence of becoming a designer but the first thing to do is to 'defeat' the 'enemy' in front of me!!!

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i was extremely sad in today's university lessons=[
In the lessons, we're asked to make a short presentation prepared. i was not feeling well and was very dizzy. Actually, i was sick on these days but I KNOW "SICK SHOULD NEVER BE AN EXCUSE!!!!!!!!!I KNOW!!!!!!!!!!! but i just failed to do it well and i exceeded the time allowed.....
The professor used me as a negative example and said "wow, it's great that i have chosen you as the last one to present(that no one was disadvantaged<--- i think that's what he meant)
hey! that hurts, man!!!! that really hurts!!!!
i went home and cried for a really long time. i know it's my fault! i know! but there're too many unhappy things happening around me that i can't resist crying.

Actually, what i am studying is Bachelor of Business Administration(BBA). i really hate it T^T and it's really difficult for me (a pure science student) to study it well. I hope that these three years of study can pass quickly so that i can go to study design. I WANT TO DRAW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really hope that i can become a designer or an illustrator T^T
(i know it's blissful for me to have a chance to study in a university but you know, everyone has their dream that need to be fulfilled deep in their heart)
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i did this drawing in one and a half hour and i wanted to reflect my persistence of becoming a designer but the first thing to do is to 'defeat' the 'enemy' in front of me!!!