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Idk what to do. Idk what this feeling is and it's making me think so much crap tonight. I'm not sad, mad (kinda am but not at myself...)) or broken, I'm confused and worried what's gonna happen.

If I choose the left path; I would probably be happier but I would be scared of what's coming next. I would feel safe and learn to trust this new person. Problem is; What if me and them start dating in the future and then suddenly, my ex would come along and want me again and I have to experience this ALL over again?!

If I choose the right path; Things have changed and we won't be talking that much cause we live so far away. I would keep trying and my ex would either love me for it or distance from me more. I would be dealing with crap that gives me insanity but I would learn how to get used to it. I would occasionally feel like I'm loved and then I would feel empty some time later. I would have to get used to the fact that she's not that happy self anymore and just get used to the new.....her.

Which one would I do; Left or right path? That's only up to me and God only. God knows what I will choose . I hope I don't make the same mistake like before that led me to pain and misery...

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Idk what to do. Idk what this feeling is and it's making me think so much crap tonight. I'm not sad, mad (kinda am but not at myself...)) or broken, I'm confused and worried what's gonna happen.

If I choose the left path; I would probably be happier but I would be scared of what's coming next. I would feel safe and learn to trust this new person. Problem is; What if me and them start dating in the future and then suddenly, my ex would come along and want me again and I have to experience this ALL over again?!

If I choose the right path; Things have changed and we won't be talking that much cause we live so far away. I would keep trying and my ex would either love me for it or distance from me more. I would be dealing with crap that gives me insanity but I would learn how to get used to it. I would occasionally feel like I'm loved and then I would feel empty some time later. I would have to get used to the fact that she's not that happy self anymore and just get used to the new.....her.

Which one would I do; Left or right path? That's only up to me and God only. God knows what I will choose . I hope I don't make the same mistake like before that led me to pain and misery...