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Sometimes I am gagged and blindfolded by my own expectations. I have to be this and I have to be that and at the end of the day, I don't even know why anyway.

I love the sky. But I must spend too much time indoors behind my fogged window. The condensation stops me seeing the stars. And the demons. They're out there, you know. Everyone has demons; they'll get you sooner or later. I'll be writing when they come and my scrawl will lengthen on the page and then there will just be three letters written in blood. HEL. We'll never know what the last one would be. The place for a damned or the plea from a damned...? My half-drawn face will be scribbled over in the dark. I wasn't enough. I wasn't good enough. I wasn't... Right.

Please close my mouth before I poison your ears, your thoughts. Write all over my face and hold the mirror to my shame. Please cover my eyes when I beg and plead for more. Leave me in the dark. Leave me surrounded.
Sing me a lullaby and send me off to sleep.
I need to close my eyes.
I need to close my eyes.

Description
Sometimes I am gagged and blindfolded by my own expectations. I have to be this and I have to be that and at the end of the day, I don't even know why anyway.

I love the sky. But I must spend too much time indoors behind my fogged window. The condensation stops me seeing the stars. And the demons. They're out there, you know. Everyone has demons; they'll get you sooner or later. I'll be writing when they come and my scrawl will lengthen on the page and then there will just be three letters written in blood. HEL. We'll never know what the last one would be. The place for a damned or the plea from a damned...? My half-drawn face will be scribbled over in the dark. I wasn't enough. I wasn't good enough. I wasn't... Right.

Please close my mouth before I poison your ears, your thoughts. Write all over my face and hold the mirror to my shame. Please cover my eyes when I beg and plead for more. Leave me in the dark. Leave me surrounded.
Sing me a lullaby and send me off to sleep.
I need to close my eyes.
I need to close my eyes.