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A/N: Another version. Better, I think.

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It was already dark, it was raining and it was really cold. Both of them wished that it could end quickly and harmlessly. But no. Both too stubborn, too proud, too hurt and not willingly to understand their own faults. Because it's always your fault.

'I don't know what are you talking about,' he said coldly, daring to look at her. Yes, he said it. She couldn't believe her ears.

'You what?!' She nearly screamed. No, gain your cool. He's just testing you. Show him that you're not some worthless idiot, some worthless princess who thinks she can always get what she wants (not forgetting that she always did).

'I said that I don't know what you are talking about, Sora-sama,' ouch. He his the soft spot.

'Screw the titles, Kakashi! How can you be like this? Like hell, you're behaving like a fucking pity little shit who only cares about his own dirty skin! I can't understand how dad could let you take care of me,' she said angrily, not caring about the words. He wasn't, was he?

'Don't you dare judge Yondaime-sama!'

'Oh, and now you're fucking "don't dare you" me, right? Shit, he was my father, not yours! And he told me to look after you. He knew you're always mourning at yourself, behaving like a hurt prince and not even treying to fight!'

'Oh, yeah, you're the one to talk! Who was the one blaming everyone about her father's death? Haven't you noticed how many other parents have died? And I am fighting! Maybe not as much and as well as other, but at least I am doing it! Look at yourself!'

'Oooh, now you're saying that I am not fuckin' fighting?! AND WHAT DO YOU THINK I AM DOING IF NOT FIGHTING FOR YOU?!' She didn't mean to say it aloud.

'Fighting for me?' He said surprised. Somehow all anger vanished.

'Well... first you had your damn way with me, next time you are cold, then you come back crying and now you turn your back to me! So what am I doing if not fighting for you?'

'You got it all wrong, Sora,' he smiled cruelly. 'I've never thought of you as a life-partner,' that was it. That was it. He's done it.

'You didn't?' She blinked at him. 'You fucked me, you lied to me, you offended me, you tried to seduce me and now you're telling me that you never thought of me as your life-partner?' Silence. 'You damn bastard! I never understood why my dad liked you so much. If he'd known that you used me...' She stated looking dangerously.

'Because I never wanted a relationship in the first place,' the rain wasn't stopping.

'You never wanted it? What a joke, Hatake. Yeah, so what was that with bringing me fucking flowers, telling me idiotic sweet words? You tell me that it's my fault? That I forced you into it?!'

'You always jump to wrong conclusions but this time you're right.'

'You fucker! Idiot! Fucking bastard!' She cried. She was choking. Her illness kicked her and a shot of pain ran through her body. She cuddled her, wrapped herself, trying to stand on her own. Blood from her mouth slipped outside. He looked at her horrified. He had to end it now. God, forgive me. Minato-sama, forgive me. I never intended to hurt her like this but... She clutched herself tightly and looked at him. 'So... you used me. You despise me. You've got no right in the first place to even look at my feet!' She scramed. Blood was running through her lips wildely. She turned even more pale. 'You're worthless! You should be kicked out of society like your father but your father never ever wasn't at fault! You fooled everyone with your attitude!' She coughed strongly. Pity, she didn't look up now, because she would see true worry in his eye, love, care and self-devotion.

'We're just not... destined to be together,' what? Is she hearing right or is her illness just playing with her mind?

'We what? WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU SAYING?' She wasn't controlling herself anymore. Her eyes were full of pain, hatred and rage.

'We are just not meant to be toge...'

'SHUT YOURSELF UP!' She calmed down strangely. 'I know why you're denying me. You love me.'

'What?' Fuck, he forgot how observant she was. He had to end it quickly, but how?!

'You forgot how to love, you forgot how it is to be loved.' She coughed. Her whole chin was in her blood. She was at pain, why isn't he reacting?

'What shit are you saying?!' He cried. He was scared. She noticed how fast he lost his calmless. This must be it, she smiled in her mind.

'You know that you love me but something in you don't want to admit it. Yeah, relationship makes people weak and all that jazz. But I don't believe you. Do you really think that I haven't noticed all those your glances? That I missed this trembling fo yours whenever I touch you? You fool...' she stood up.

'I don't love you, when you will understand it? I don't! I NEVER DID!' He shook furiously.

'You do,' he just walked away. He had to otherwise he was too afraid that he wouldn't last any longer without giving his life for her.

'You coward,' was he mishearing? Did she call him a coward?

'Coward!' He turned around. He was a coward? After nearly giving whole village just to save her, after he nearly went back on his comrades she calls him a fucking coward? It was too much for him. First, this village, Konoha. Then seeing Naruto and othert youngsters in pain. Next torturing himself in order to get her safe.

'Coward!' She cried and suddenly everything became quiet.

He slapped her.
He was panting with anger, he was furious and mad.

It hurt. The impact, hardness of his hand and her blood still running out of her mouth.

'Don't you dare calling me a coward, Namikaze Sora,' he said coldly and disappeared. She dropped on to her knees. Tears were running down her face like never ending. Her eyes wer widened and she was all in her blood.

'Why? Why it turned up like this? You can't deny it, Kakashi, we love each other!' She cried. She thought she was alone but in the darkness there were two people hiding. 'You can't deny it! It must be a reason why we are this close! Why were like this... if you're not the one, then who is?!' She suddenly felt another shot of pain and tried to wrap herself tighter. She was sobbing madly, crying for her loss, weakness and...

and for what?
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He stood in the darkness, feeling unable to speak seeing her in this condition.

'Are you enjoying it?' Silver-haired jounin gritted his teeth. 'I've done it, I broke her! Now keep your promise. Go away from the village.' His voice shakened. He felt like drunk.

'Of course, I won't. Now as I made you hurt your little love it's time to next move. Unless you want me to....?' Kakashi knew the threat.

'What do I have to do now?' He took one last glance at her. She was still paining. How he wished he'd comfort her.

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A/N: Another version. Better, I think.

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It was already dark, it was raining and it was really cold. Both of them wished that it could end quickly and harmlessly. But no. Both too stubborn, too proud, too hurt and not willingly to understand their own faults. Because it's always your fault.

'I don't know what are you talking about,' he said coldly, daring to look at her. Yes, he said it. She couldn't believe her ears.

'You what?!' She nearly screamed. No, gain your cool. He's just testing you. Show him that you're not some worthless idiot, some worthless princess who thinks she can always get what she wants (not forgetting that she always did).

'I said that I don't know what you are talking about, Sora-sama,' ouch. He his the soft spot.

'Screw the titles, Kakashi! How can you be like this? Like hell, you're behaving like a fucking pity little shit who only cares about his own dirty skin! I can't understand how dad could let you take care of me,' she said angrily, not caring about the words. He wasn't, was he?

'Don't you dare judge Yondaime-sama!'

'Oh, and now you're fucking "don't dare you" me, right? Shit, he was my father, not yours! And he told me to look after you. He knew you're always mourning at yourself, behaving like a hurt prince and not even treying to fight!'

'Oh, yeah, you're the one to talk! Who was the one blaming everyone about her father's death? Haven't you noticed how many other parents have died? And I am fighting! Maybe not as much and as well as other, but at least I am doing it! Look at yourself!'

'Oooh, now you're saying that I am not fuckin' fighting?! AND WHAT DO YOU THINK I AM DOING IF NOT FIGHTING FOR YOU?!' She didn't mean to say it aloud.

'Fighting for me?' He said surprised. Somehow all anger vanished.

'Well... first you had your damn way with me, next time you are cold, then you come back crying and now you turn your back to me! So what am I doing if not fighting for you?'

'You got it all wrong, Sora,' he smiled cruelly. 'I've never thought of you as a life-partner,' that was it. That was it. He's done it.

'You didn't?' She blinked at him. 'You fucked me, you lied to me, you offended me, you tried to seduce me and now you're telling me that you never thought of me as your life-partner?' Silence. 'You damn bastard! I never understood why my dad liked you so much. If he'd known that you used me...' She stated looking dangerously.

'Because I never wanted a relationship in the first place,' the rain wasn't stopping.

'You never wanted it? What a joke, Hatake. Yeah, so what was that with bringing me fucking flowers, telling me idiotic sweet words? You tell me that it's my fault? That I forced you into it?!'

'You always jump to wrong conclusions but this time you're right.'

'You fucker! Idiot! Fucking bastard!' She cried. She was choking. Her illness kicked her and a shot of pain ran through her body. She cuddled her, wrapped herself, trying to stand on her own. Blood from her mouth slipped outside. He looked at her horrified. He had to end it now. God, forgive me. Minato-sama, forgive me. I never intended to hurt her like this but... She clutched herself tightly and looked at him. 'So... you used me. You despise me. You've got no right in the first place to even look at my feet!' She scramed. Blood was running through her lips wildely. She turned even more pale. 'You're worthless! You should be kicked out of society like your father but your father never ever wasn't at fault! You fooled everyone with your attitude!' She coughed strongly. Pity, she didn't look up now, because she would see true worry in his eye, love, care and self-devotion.

'We're just not... destined to be together,' what? Is she hearing right or is her illness just playing with her mind?

'We what? WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU SAYING?' She wasn't controlling herself anymore. Her eyes were full of pain, hatred and rage.

'We are just not meant to be toge...'

'SHUT YOURSELF UP!' She calmed down strangely. 'I know why you're denying me. You love me.'

'What?' Fuck, he forgot how observant she was. He had to end it quickly, but how?!

'You forgot how to love, you forgot how it is to be loved.' She coughed. Her whole chin was in her blood. She was at pain, why isn't he reacting?

'What shit are you saying?!' He cried. He was scared. She noticed how fast he lost his calmless. This must be it, she smiled in her mind.

'You know that you love me but something in you don't want to admit it. Yeah, relationship makes people weak and all that jazz. But I don't believe you. Do you really think that I haven't noticed all those your glances? That I missed this trembling fo yours whenever I touch you? You fool...' she stood up.

'I don't love you, when you will understand it? I don't! I NEVER DID!' He shook furiously.

'You do,' he just walked away. He had to otherwise he was too afraid that he wouldn't last any longer without giving his life for her.

'You coward,' was he mishearing? Did she call him a coward?

'Coward!' He turned around. He was a coward? After nearly giving whole village just to save her, after he nearly went back on his comrades she calls him a fucking coward? It was too much for him. First, this village, Konoha. Then seeing Naruto and othert youngsters in pain. Next torturing himself in order to get her safe.

'Coward!' She cried and suddenly everything became quiet.

He slapped her.
He was panting with anger, he was furious and mad.

It hurt. The impact, hardness of his hand and her blood still running out of her mouth.

'Don't you dare calling me a coward, Namikaze Sora,' he said coldly and disappeared. She dropped on to her knees. Tears were running down her face like never ending. Her eyes wer widened and she was all in her blood.

'Why? Why it turned up like this? You can't deny it, Kakashi, we love each other!' She cried. She thought she was alone but in the darkness there were two people hiding. 'You can't deny it! It must be a reason why we are this close! Why were like this... if you're not the one, then who is?!' She suddenly felt another shot of pain and tried to wrap herself tighter. She was sobbing madly, crying for her loss, weakness and...

and for what?
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He stood in the darkness, feeling unable to speak seeing her in this condition.

'Are you enjoying it?' Silver-haired jounin gritted his teeth. 'I've done it, I broke her! Now keep your promise. Go away from the village.' His voice shakened. He felt like drunk.

'Of course, I won't. Now as I made you hurt your little love it's time to next move. Unless you want me to....?' Kakashi knew the threat.

'What do I have to do now?' He took one last glance at her. She was still paining. How he wished he'd comfort her.