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Title: If you're not the one

I was just listening to it and I felt some strange feeling. I thought about my beloved OC and her partner for whole day.  So, here we go!

PS Sora Namikaze is my OC. I've drawn her already, but I don't have scanner, so sorry^^'.

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They stood in rain. Oh, why it is always raining? Raining. Rain. Like Whirlpool. Like in Kiri-Gakure, right? It felt so..., no it wasn't right. It was wrong. Why when they wanted to have a talk, it was always raining?

'I don't know what you're talking about, Sora-sama.' he was so cold. So damn cold like rain. Was there any hot rain, anyway?

'You dammit, know!' she cried. She was frustrated. She was hopeless. Always hopeless, he thought looking at her. She was hopeless, wasn't she? He was so cold.

Why he was cold?

'How could I know if you're not telling me, Sora-sama?' he was too polite. Idiotically, scoffingly polite.

'SCREW THIS IDIOTIC TITLES!' she was angry.

'What titles?' playing games, huh?

'Just stop calling me "Sora-sama"!'

'You're...'

'What?! What I am?!' she was willing. Willing to win. She was going to win this fight, she is going to be the winnner!

'Sora...' he said softly her name. She shivered. Her hard glare softened 'You know... it's impossible for us. We're just... not made for each other.'

'What the hell are you talking about?! WHAT ON EARTH ARE YOU SAYING?!' rain. Raindrops were lazily flowing down her pale face. Her eyes were so... determined.  She was so stubborn! When she wanted something really strongly, he knew she is going to have it no matter what.

'It's just...' he was looking shiftless 'I... I just... We're not destined...' thin excuse, Kakashi, thin escuse, you liar! she thought.

'There is nothing like "destiny", Kakashi.' she calmed herself.

'Of course there is. Something must lead us, Sora.'

'Good, then. There is destiny.' she agreed 'Then I guess we ARE destined to be.'

'No, we're not.'

'Then...  then...' has she lost her arguments? 'I know, that you feel love. I know that you love me, Kakashi!' she came back to her previous stadium.

'No, I do not.'

'You do. Otherwise you wouldn't care about me.'

'You're my sensei's daughter. How could I just ignore you?'

'Well, you could. But I know.' she looked at him with some... her face was emotionless. Oh, no! Kakashi was getting nervous 'I know, I can feel it.'

'Sora... You must understand that life is not a fairytale. It's not always happy ending.'

'Kakashi, don't play with me!'

'I am not. I am really serious. And I think... that you just made up our feeling, Sora.'

'No, I didn't.'

'You did.' there was a silence. They could here raindrops falling down on soft grass. On their clothes. So wet.

'You know what?' she was... smiling? 'You know what?' she repeated louder 'You simply forgot.'

'Forgot about what?' he frowned.

'To love. You totally forgot how it is to love.'

'No, I didn't'

'Yes, you did. And you know what? You can't understand when someone is loving you. You don't get it. Not love in the world, of course, but this that involves you and someone else.'

'No.' his voice was... stammering? Was he losing?

'Of course, you forgot. When my dad died, Rin and Obito died you forgot how to love.'

'I DIDN'T!' he shouted. He was nervous. What crap was she saying?! 'GOT IT? I DID NOT!'

'You did.'

'Did not!'

'We are made for each other, Kakashi. I can feel it. Whenever I look at you, you look away. Whenever I try to touch you... you hide away. Because you're a coward. You're simply scared of love.'

'NO, I AM NOT! WE'RE NOT DESTINED TO BE! SHUT YOUR SHITTY SELF UP' he was furious.

'We are.' now she was the calm one. Her calmness irritated him. Her emotionless look. He was getting mad. He was mad. 'You know that you love me and you just don't want to admit it.' he slapped her. She fell on her knees. It brought tears to her eyes. She felt... like everything was lost. Her tears were falling down with rain. He couldn't recognize her tears from rain. Like...

'No, we're not.' he returned to his old self. He was really... mercyless.

'Then... then if you're not the one for me... why it is so right to be by your side, Kakashi? Why it feels so right to be with you? To spend my time, to laugh with, simply to be with your DAMN STUPID SELF?!' she cried with a voice he never thought she could scream. She was so...

'I don't know.'

'If you're not the one... who it is...?' she didn't got up. She was just sitting on the grass, not being able to look at him. But she found courage. She found that she was stronger than him. She was the strong one and the winner. She was! 'If you're not the one... the one I should want, then who... who it is?'

'I don't know.' he lowered his head. 'Gomen nasai, Sora-sama.' he turned away and walked. Walked to his house, to the noisy town. To forget about her, to just put her aside. To put her gorgeous blue eyes aside. To put her smile and laugh aside. Beause he simply didn't love her.

He looked up. He finally lifted his head. And felt tear falling down his cheek. Funny, when it was him, he knew which was the rain droplet one, which one was his tear.

He knew why it was always raining, oh, he finally understood.

It was a help.

To not suffer while seeing your love of life being crushed, torn apart and crying. To not see her tears, that you don't deserve. Because you lost this fight.

Because you know that you love her.

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Title: If you're not the one

I was just listening to it and I felt some strange feeling. I thought about my beloved OC and her partner for whole day.  So, here we go!

PS Sora Namikaze is my OC. I've drawn her already, but I don't have scanner, so sorry^^'.

- - - -

They stood in rain. Oh, why it is always raining? Raining. Rain. Like Whirlpool. Like in Kiri-Gakure, right? It felt so..., no it wasn't right. It was wrong. Why when they wanted to have a talk, it was always raining?

'I don't know what you're talking about, Sora-sama.' he was so cold. So damn cold like rain. Was there any hot rain, anyway?

'You dammit, know!' she cried. She was frustrated. She was hopeless. Always hopeless, he thought looking at her. She was hopeless, wasn't she? He was so cold.

Why he was cold?

'How could I know if you're not telling me, Sora-sama?' he was too polite. Idiotically, scoffingly polite.

'SCREW THIS IDIOTIC TITLES!' she was angry.

'What titles?' playing games, huh?

'Just stop calling me "Sora-sama"!'

'You're...'

'What?! What I am?!' she was willing. Willing to win. She was going to win this fight, she is going to be the winnner!

'Sora...' he said softly her name. She shivered. Her hard glare softened 'You know... it's impossible for us. We're just... not made for each other.'

'What the hell are you talking about?! WHAT ON EARTH ARE YOU SAYING?!' rain. Raindrops were lazily flowing down her pale face. Her eyes were so... determined.  She was so stubborn! When she wanted something really strongly, he knew she is going to have it no matter what.

'It's just...' he was looking shiftless 'I... I just... We're not destined...' thin excuse, Kakashi, thin escuse, you liar! she thought.

'There is nothing like "destiny", Kakashi.' she calmed herself.

'Of course there is. Something must lead us, Sora.'

'Good, then. There is destiny.' she agreed 'Then I guess we ARE destined to be.'

'No, we're not.'

'Then...  then...' has she lost her arguments? 'I know, that you feel love. I know that you love me, Kakashi!' she came back to her previous stadium.

'No, I do not.'

'You do. Otherwise you wouldn't care about me.'

'You're my sensei's daughter. How could I just ignore you?'

'Well, you could. But I know.' she looked at him with some... her face was emotionless. Oh, no! Kakashi was getting nervous 'I know, I can feel it.'

'Sora... You must understand that life is not a fairytale. It's not always happy ending.'

'Kakashi, don't play with me!'

'I am not. I am really serious. And I think... that you just made up our feeling, Sora.'

'No, I didn't.'

'You did.' there was a silence. They could here raindrops falling down on soft grass. On their clothes. So wet.

'You know what?' she was... smiling? 'You know what?' she repeated louder 'You simply forgot.'

'Forgot about what?' he frowned.

'To love. You totally forgot how it is to love.'

'No, I didn't'

'Yes, you did. And you know what? You can't understand when someone is loving you. You don't get it. Not love in the world, of course, but this that involves you and someone else.'

'No.' his voice was... stammering? Was he losing?

'Of course, you forgot. When my dad died, Rin and Obito died you forgot how to love.'

'I DIDN'T!' he shouted. He was nervous. What crap was she saying?! 'GOT IT? I DID NOT!'

'You did.'

'Did not!'

'We are made for each other, Kakashi. I can feel it. Whenever I look at you, you look away. Whenever I try to touch you... you hide away. Because you're a coward. You're simply scared of love.'

'NO, I AM NOT! WE'RE NOT DESTINED TO BE! SHUT YOUR SHITTY SELF UP' he was furious.

'We are.' now she was the calm one. Her calmness irritated him. Her emotionless look. He was getting mad. He was mad. 'You know that you love me and you just don't want to admit it.' he slapped her. She fell on her knees. It brought tears to her eyes. She felt... like everything was lost. Her tears were falling down with rain. He couldn't recognize her tears from rain. Like...

'No, we're not.' he returned to his old self. He was really... mercyless.

'Then... then if you're not the one for me... why it is so right to be by your side, Kakashi? Why it feels so right to be with you? To spend my time, to laugh with, simply to be with your DAMN STUPID SELF?!' she cried with a voice he never thought she could scream. She was so...

'I don't know.'

'If you're not the one... who it is...?' she didn't got up. She was just sitting on the grass, not being able to look at him. But she found courage. She found that she was stronger than him. She was the strong one and the winner. She was! 'If you're not the one... the one I should want, then who... who it is?'

'I don't know.' he lowered his head. 'Gomen nasai, Sora-sama.' he turned away and walked. Walked to his house, to the noisy town. To forget about her, to just put her aside. To put her gorgeous blue eyes aside. To put her smile and laugh aside. Beause he simply didn't love her.

He looked up. He finally lifted his head. And felt tear falling down his cheek. Funny, when it was him, he knew which was the rain droplet one, which one was his tear.

He knew why it was always raining, oh, he finally understood.

It was a help.

To not suffer while seeing your love of life being crushed, torn apart and crying. To not see her tears, that you don't deserve. Because you lost this fight.

Because you know that you love her.