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Murtletheturtle — my mistake
Published: 2005-06-05 10:52:50 +0000 UTC; Views: 41; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 1
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Description the sky is blue today
unusual
at least for me
to think that i
could be
a shadow
of what i am deep inside
horrible really
what i have done
i stand here
my sister cries
my lover laughs
my friend looks on
unemotional
cold
and my true self?
my shadow?
he stands behind me
and judges me from there
he wont face me
for if he does
i will die inside
to look upon your own shadow
the shadow of your deepest secrets
your deepest fears
will kill you
for their face will betray
even their deepest
darkest secrets
troubles
and no mortal is ready for that
and neither
am i
but...?
i still turn around towards him
i still look into the hooded face
i still stare into those haunted eyes
and what do i see?
myself
as i was when i was a child
my wings fall
tearing my back apart
causing me to scream
and what does my shadow do?
laugh
what does my lover do?
nothing
what does my friend do?
cry
and what does my sister do?
judge
their roles have changed in my life
i am broken
a fallen angel
torn away from everything i know
and shoved into
insanity

my mistake?

playing god

who am i?

the first
fallen angel

my name?

you tell me
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Comments: 2

fredandgeorge [2005-06-06 02:24:41 +0000 UTC]

wow............. deep.............. amazing...........

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Murtletheturtle In reply to fredandgeorge [2005-06-06 03:55:36 +0000 UTC]

thanking you

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