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I don't usually draw dark things. Or at least I certainly don't share them. I'mma make an exception for this one though, since I went through the trouble of making it full detail instead of a doodly thing in a notebook. Blood on a knife doesn't count as mature content, does it? o_o

//Rant/explanation ahead.//

SO basically I wrote a lyricless song, originally tossed the title around between "Inner Demons" or "Demon Wings", and had NO idea what inspired it. :U Took... weeks. to figure myself out.

At first, I was like, "hey. freaking future makes me... ugh. Just no. Do not want." So I started with a picture of a girl resembling myself walking along a timeline, crying angrily with a knife in her hand. At this point the song was called "Hateful Trepidation"

THEN I was like, "Nah, it's just reality I hate so much. I live in my own made-up world, and now that I've reached 18, everyone's forcing me into reality and I hate it." So it was more of just someone looking angrily at the "camera" with a blue glowy thing behind her. That's when I titled the song "Portal to the Real World"

THEN I was having some very out-of-character violent fantasies, specifically about stabbing people to death, to the point where I was having dreams and uncontrollable fits of rage and depression. It was very unnatural to me, and... I guess it was distressing? I mean, I enjoyed the fantasies while I had them, but it was just so bizarre and out of character. That's when I called the song "Wretched Thoughs of Another Mind", and drew this picture, again with a subject resembling myself, for it. Wretched Thoughts of Another Mind is now the official title.

//End rant/explanation

...So yeah! The... style of 'creepiness' here reminds me of Soul Eater. But her face reminds me of Attack on Titan. I dunno guys. What am I doing.
o btw, if you read the rant, I'm doing mostly better. For now. :I

Song link
soundcloud.com/mystykness/wret…

Both the song and the picture are quite experimental, so feedback on both is appreciated. :>

Please do not use or redistribute my art in any way, shape or form without my permission! Thanks!
Also, anyone got a program that can add "sound wave" video effects? I wanted that for a YT vid for this. |D

EDIT: OGOSHwhathappenedtohertearsandstuff. howdidthatlayergetmoved. nooooooidontthinkicanfixit. Imsosorryyyyyivefailed.

Description

See prices in Journal!
(song link at bottom of desc.)
UHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
I don't usually draw dark things. Or at least I certainly don't share them. I'mma make an exception for this one though, since I went through the trouble of making it full detail instead of a doodly thing in a notebook. Blood on a knife doesn't count as mature content, does it? o_o

//Rant/explanation ahead.//

SO basically I wrote a lyricless song, originally tossed the title around between "Inner Demons" or "Demon Wings", and had NO idea what inspired it. :U Took... weeks. to figure myself out.

At first, I was like, "hey. freaking future makes me... ugh. Just no. Do not want." So I started with a picture of a girl resembling myself walking along a timeline, crying angrily with a knife in her hand. At this point the song was called "Hateful Trepidation"

THEN I was like, "Nah, it's just reality I hate so much. I live in my own made-up world, and now that I've reached 18, everyone's forcing me into reality and I hate it." So it was more of just someone looking angrily at the "camera" with a blue glowy thing behind her. That's when I titled the song "Portal to the Real World"

THEN I was having some very out-of-character violent fantasies, specifically about stabbing people to death, to the point where I was having dreams and uncontrollable fits of rage and depression. It was very unnatural to me, and... I guess it was distressing? I mean, I enjoyed the fantasies while I had them, but it was just so bizarre and out of character. That's when I called the song "Wretched Thoughs of Another Mind", and drew this picture, again with a subject resembling myself, for it. Wretched Thoughts of Another Mind is now the official title.

//End rant/explanation

...So yeah! The... style of 'creepiness' here reminds me of Soul Eater. But her face reminds me of Attack on Titan. I dunno guys. What am I doing.
o btw, if you read the rant, I'm doing mostly better. For now. :I

Song link
soundcloud.com/mystykness/wret…

Both the song and the picture are quite experimental, so feedback on both is appreciated. :>

Please do not use or redistribute my art in any way, shape or form without my permission! Thanks!
Also, anyone got a program that can add "sound wave" video effects? I wanted that for a YT vid for this. |D

EDIT: OGOSHwhathappenedtohertearsandstuff. howdidthatlayergetmoved. nooooooidontthinkicanfixit. Imsosorryyyyyivefailed.