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Description Have you seen my scars?
How many have you seen?
Do you know how I got them?
Do you know what they mean?

Do you know how it feels,
To truly hate yourself,
To be afraid to open up,
Though you know that you need help?

Have you ever felt the pain,
Of being left behind,
As one by one your friends disappear
And dark thoughts fill your mind?

Have you ever confided in,
A friend you thought was true,
Only to realize you scared her away,
And she no longer talks to you?

Have you ever blamed yourself,
For simply being you,
For all those stupid things,
You always seem to do?

Have you ever been called ugly,
By some guys you barely knew,
And started to believe,
That what they said was true?

Do you ever wonder,
That if you were not there,
If those people you call friends,
Would notice or even care?

If you looked into my eyes,
Could you understand,
That all I've ever needed,
Was for you to hold my hand?
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n1saxmds In reply to ??? [2010-10-21 23:21:04 +0000 UTC]

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jadedravin In reply to ??? [2010-10-16 19:19:41 +0000 UTC]

Many people have scars, yours are unique. With time, you'll see them as a part of your beauty. I enjoyed reading your work.

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n1saxmds In reply to jadedravin [2010-10-17 04:48:01 +0000 UTC]

thank you i hope you are right, but right now, i dont see much beauty in my scars
Thanks for the comment i'm glad you liked it

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RaeShane [2010-10-16 16:07:27 +0000 UTC]

this poem is really good and personal. I hope you dont feel this way much longer.

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n1saxmds In reply to RaeShane [2010-10-16 16:24:48 +0000 UTC]

thanks
i'm slowly getting better

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doodler89 In reply to ??? [2010-10-16 15:07:28 +0000 UTC]

I sincerely hope that you never have to think like this again.

The poem I found emotional, and I really love how you ended it.

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n1saxmds In reply to doodler89 [2010-10-16 16:25:37 +0000 UTC]

thanks im glad you liked it

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doodler89 In reply to n1saxmds [2010-10-16 17:24:35 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome.

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painful-life In reply to ??? [2010-10-16 14:11:44 +0000 UTC]

expeat for the BOYS part you got it all right

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n1saxmds In reply to painful-life [2010-10-16 16:26:57 +0000 UTC]

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celestial-elevator In reply to ??? [2010-10-16 10:10:29 +0000 UTC]

Wow. This got mem right in the heart. It actually gave me goosebumps. I can relate so much, specially in the lines
Have you ever confided in,
A friend you thought was true,
Only to realize you scared her away,
And she no longer talks to you?
Although in my case it was two guys.

Great work, all the way through. I love this.

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n1saxmds In reply to celestial-elevator [2010-10-16 16:28:25 +0000 UTC]

wow thanks im glad you like it

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celestial-elevator In reply to n1saxmds [2010-10-16 17:00:09 +0000 UTC]

I sure do. You're welcome.

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gower09 In reply to ??? [2010-10-16 07:56:13 +0000 UTC]

I have, and you illistrate it beautifully. Bravo! Don't go anywhere because you contribute great art to the world.

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n1saxmds In reply to gower09 [2010-10-16 16:30:40 +0000 UTC]

wow thanks so much i think thats one of the greatest compliments i've ever received im glad you like it

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gower09 In reply to n1saxmds [2010-10-18 04:35:13 +0000 UTC]

Your welcome.

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succubolilith In reply to ??? [2010-10-16 05:12:39 +0000 UTC]

This is beautiful, even though is full with sad emotions.. i can understand you... you have a really beautiful way of expressing yourself
Just keep on fighting against the dark thoughts!

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n1saxmds In reply to succubolilith [2010-10-16 05:23:16 +0000 UTC]

thanks so much i'm getting there

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regatta-red In reply to ??? [2010-10-16 04:06:53 +0000 UTC]

I do understand this, sadly enough. I just make a bargain with myself to go through one more day, and by the time I've done that, I begin to see things in a more realistic light.

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n1saxmds In reply to regatta-red [2010-10-16 05:25:02 +0000 UTC]

yeah, i'm slowly getting better thanks for the comment

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RingoKitsune In reply to ??? [2010-10-16 03:23:45 +0000 UTC]

oh my god, this is amazing. it's beautiful and honest and emotional, something hard to find these days in such an unforgiving world.
i'm sorry that you've had to deal with such pain. i know that some people think that people who write things like this are starving for attention. i disagree.
when i write, i just want to be understood, because almost no one understands the pain that other's words and actions can truly cause.
thanks for sharing this.

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n1saxmds In reply to RingoKitsune [2010-10-16 05:27:04 +0000 UTC]

wow thanks so much i feel the same way about when i write i'm glad you like it!

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dreamofmemory In reply to ??? [2010-10-16 02:47:16 +0000 UTC]

It made me cry, I....I know how you felt. So beautfully written!!

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n1saxmds In reply to dreamofmemory [2010-10-16 05:30:12 +0000 UTC]

wow thanks so much i had no idea my writing could have such an effect on someone it's nice to know there are people who understand where im coming from

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dreamofmemory In reply to n1saxmds [2010-10-20 05:27:15 +0000 UTC]

Oh forsure remember you are never alone in the world on how you are feeling in tha moment. There will always people who wll understand were you are coming from.

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n1saxmds In reply to dreamofmemory [2010-10-20 06:10:29 +0000 UTC]

thanks i really appreciate it

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suemao In reply to ??? [2010-10-16 01:48:51 +0000 UTC]

It's beautiful, and raw, and honest, and I do know how it feels, hun.
I'm really sorry that you've felt that way, and if you ever need to talk, I will be here for you.

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n1saxmds In reply to suemao [2010-10-16 02:24:47 +0000 UTC]

thanks, i very much appreciate it

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suemao In reply to n1saxmds [2010-10-16 04:47:32 +0000 UTC]

You're very welcome!

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onkwehonwe-okwaho In reply to ??? [2010-10-15 21:40:20 +0000 UTC]

Yes, I have.

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n1saxmds In reply to onkwehonwe-okwaho [2010-10-15 21:57:40 +0000 UTC]

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