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... and she was born from suffering, revelled in weakness and cherished other's pain.. to be cursed to walk among the every day life upon Earthen realm, she despised such a place, and her inner demons plauged her existence every day, every hour, every minute. She hated this place, hated where her travels took her, her only pleasure.. was others' pain, other's torture and loss...... years go by and she still travels acrossed life giving Gaia, nose a quiver with scents and sights, life was abundant here, and though there were the ones she relished in tormenting, feeding off of dreams, twisting a beings soft mind with nightmares and plauges, the DarkWolf lived on in such a state, she felt dead, though she was very much alive. ...
... Over these past three years, friends have been made, a family.. has been found, a heart of pure ice begins to melt, and a heart beats freely, with these bonds, grows heartache, five such heartaches tearing away at her very existance upon this plain of life, eating away at her cold soul, five prescious lives, one more so than any, leaving an everlasting impression.. These, are her scars.
... with each passing, she closed her eyes and allowed the scars to appear, ripping and pouring her dark blood, immortal being once, now living flesh, living to die, just like the rest. No pain is felt here, for this plauged mind is only feeding off of the love of five past companions...
*For the love of Kiki, a loyal friend, rescued and loved, taken from me early, to you, I bear the scar crossing one way over this weary eye..
*For Cleo, beloved cat rescued from the shelter at only a weanling stage of life, life passing in surgery to remove a cancerous tumour, the other half of the scar that hatches over weary eye.
*For Orion, clever and wise old horse that you were.. ended prematurely in life by another of your kind, beaten and battered, I carry the scar acrossed my ankle, where you were brutally kicked.
*Tabikan.. the most loyal, and loved of all, I carry the scar acrossed my heart.. over my chest and side. Absorbed within me, the pain you had to endeur for so long, I only greive, you had to enduer such a pain.
*The newest scar, little Kipcha, whisperer and loving baby, a bad heart wisked you away from me forever, and I am sorry. Another scar that hatches its way over Tabikan's scar, another over my heart, let it be forever a reminder, and my burden to bear, for you, little girl, rest in peace.. you were takin far to young...
My dearest of friends, I bleed for you, for all of you, this day.
... with these wounds I shall remember, always, what you did for me, and for the years to come as I grow old, and someday die, I long, long for the day I can touch noses with you again...
One day, I will truly, be home again.
(c) Rachel 2004
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Comments: 49
crystalanddog18 [2007-07-24 08:59:51 +0000 UTC]
Nice picture, but is there a particular reason memory is spelt incorrectly?
~Sara-Hime
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NightTracker In reply to crystalanddog18 [2007-07-24 16:27:45 +0000 UTC]
Because it was mispelled, and ive never gone back to fix it, is all.
Thankyou for the comment.
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VelvetWhispers [2006-08-07 17:28:51 +0000 UTC]
I like this alot. But "memmory" has one "m" in it. "memory"
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NightTracker In reply to VelvetWhispers [2006-08-09 04:52:51 +0000 UTC]
I know that now.. I never edited this image. ^.^; lol. I used to spell memory wrong all the time.
thankyou. ^^
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Khaose81 [2004-10-14 00:53:16 +0000 UTC]
::slumps back into chair:: wow... rarly am i moved by anything. That, touches me in some fasion. So mutch pain. And to refuse to let go, my heart gose out to you. I only hope you do not bear thease things alone.
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NightTracker In reply to Khaose81 [2004-10-14 03:03:34 +0000 UTC]
thankyou so much Khaos, your comment really, actually means a lot to me, the fact that I actually touched somthing in you, makes me feel my goal with this piece was a success, this is probablyt the most meaningful image in my gallery, just rereading the description again and thinking of the animals I represent here, I cried again, but only for a moment.
Im glad this meant somthing to you, because you have no clue how much it means to me. I do not travel the path alone anynore, I have my close friends to share tales and misfortune, my family would never understand such feelings towards my furry family, so I can not and will not go to them.
Thankyou. Peace.
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cinith [2004-05-17 23:16:31 +0000 UTC]
Wow. that is so beautiful and sad all at once. I wish there were more ppl like you in this world. Our fellow creatures could use more of your kind.
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NightTracker In reply to cinith [2004-05-18 03:20:50 +0000 UTC]
I know... I wish there were.. seems more animal -haters- are popping up, and not enouph animal souls. ><; Its sad. But, atleast theres us. *Nods and nuzzles on you*
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cinith In reply to NightTracker [2004-05-19 21:33:16 +0000 UTC]
thanks! I always appreciate a good nuzzle *nuzzles back*
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wolfenashes [2004-04-06 23:40:19 +0000 UTC]
That was very beautiful,the meaning and the picture. It all makes you stronger though,and they all know the great things you did for them
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Shadow-the-Wolf-Dog [2004-01-15 15:09:43 +0000 UTC]
Very sad and yet, so very beautiful. The picture is awesome, I love your style and the fur. as for the writing, simply amazing. I feel your pain Night. AMESOME WORK!!!
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naphtali [2004-01-14 20:13:44 +0000 UTC]
Wow, great job on this! I love what you've written up as the description. Well done!
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Wolfdog [2004-01-12 17:10:13 +0000 UTC]
*Hugs*
That's so beautiful, yet so sad. These are.. the scars you carry with you.... instead of remembering the pain remember the happy times... then you can find peace.
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daniii [2004-01-12 16:16:03 +0000 UTC]
Very emotional...Almost cried with your last sad pictures *stays silent in memory of your close pets*
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oldspiritwolf [2004-01-11 22:04:19 +0000 UTC]
Beautiful Rachel. I hope you got some catharsis out of this. *snuggle*
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silvermoonfox [2004-01-11 04:46:07 +0000 UTC]
Its so wonderfully touching. I can feel the current and the emotion. Its so beautiful
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Mutley-the-Cat [2004-01-11 01:25:24 +0000 UTC]
THAT is sexy! sad + blood + wolf beautiful. I don't often draw emotional stuff, usually only to insult stupid ppl..... but this inspires me. I could try it, see if I like it......... I donno. NICE.
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Bear-hybrid [2004-01-11 00:55:09 +0000 UTC]
Beautifully, descriptive and creative writing nighttracker... Iv has many such close pets die, its always the ones with the most character that are taken from you first.. ;~;
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wielderofthewind [2004-01-10 21:24:26 +0000 UTC]
*nuzzles* Just remember you don't carry such scars alone. Many of us have walked the path you are on and understand..live...your pain. You can seek fellowship now...if that helps.
ON the art, beautiful piece.
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spiritfox04 [2004-01-10 20:14:13 +0000 UTC]
Wow! Beautiful as always - both the drawing and the writing! Terribly sad, but gorgeous *huggles* Poor you! That is so creative, though...
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AngelTigress03 [2004-01-10 19:01:18 +0000 UTC]
Nicely written, and nicely drawn. I love the emotion in this picture. This is very touching indeed..
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northern-image [2004-01-10 18:56:35 +0000 UTC]
Very emotional writing, your a strong writer. The drawing is very emotional as well.
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SpiritWolfen [2004-01-10 18:14:59 +0000 UTC]
Very very nice work.. That looks like it hurts though :/ *whimpers*
-= Spirit Wolf =-
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Ell-Cee-Dee-Tea [2004-01-10 17:58:01 +0000 UTC]
That is so amazing....The writing..... The blood.....The emotion. I....I *is lost for words* I'm spirited away.
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sunwolf89 [2004-01-10 17:09:57 +0000 UTC]
It's sad, but it's beautiful. Both story and the picture.
--Pain is a friend.
Nice effects on blood.
It's sure nice to hear that you've feeling better n__n
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sunwolf89 In reply to sunwolf89 [2004-01-10 17:13:40 +0000 UTC]
*of corse I mean, you're. duhh.... x.x
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Ochiba [2004-01-10 17:07:51 +0000 UTC]
Truly emotional, not to mention your words up there. I love the blood effect, it flows perfectly. Great job as always!
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AvivaShywolf [2004-01-10 16:44:15 +0000 UTC]
wow, VERY nice, love the poem/story/thingy that I dont know the word for *gets out dictionary* ill find it!!! hopefully!!!
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NightTracker In reply to AvivaShywolf [2004-01-10 16:54:34 +0000 UTC]
its her life story Aviva, theres your word, past life ^.^
thankyou so much for the comment. *Snuggleswith*
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AvivaShywolf In reply to NightTracker [2004-01-10 18:05:35 +0000 UTC]
ha ha, but trakker, thats TWO words!!! ::dramatic gasp:: YOU LIED lol jk jk jk you know your one of my favorate wolves ::snuggles::
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Original-Wolfhusky [2004-01-10 14:25:57 +0000 UTC]
mmm..I know the feeling. Of course if Husky had to bear the scar of every lost pet, there wouldn't be any fur left o.x Therefore she only bears the scar of that one heartbreak...loving the fur and blood in this as usually...definitely can feel the emotion in it
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NightTracker In reply to Original-Wolfhusky [2004-01-10 16:52:26 +0000 UTC]
oh, this isnt for every lost pet, just the ones that meant everything to me, the ones I felt closest to
Thankyou Husky
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Original-Wolfhusky In reply to NightTracker [2004-01-10 16:59:32 +0000 UTC]
*nods* I'm sure...but still, I've lost a lot of animals that were close to me...right now off the top of my head I can think of 7 o.o Kudos to you for unique scar designs...
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NightTracker In reply to Original-Wolfhusky [2004-01-10 17:06:05 +0000 UTC]
heh, thanks ^.^ yeah, iv had tons of animals, as you know, but.. I cant remember alot about my past so.. the animals I had for the past 15 or so years that were takin from me early, those are the ones I remember like this, the others I never really befriended as well, though it id hurt when they left. 7? wow.. just three more than moi. *Snugs again*
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wolfenashes [2004-01-10 10:44:06 +0000 UTC]
sad but very deep and expressive, you have an amazing way with detail, i should comment more on your stuff.. but theres the big fact there that i SUCK :/
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NightTracker In reply to wolfenashes [2004-01-10 16:55:58 +0000 UTC]
you are FAR FROM sucking my dear Ashes ^.^
heheeeee. I absolutely <3 your stuff thankyou for the kind comment
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wintersphoenix [2004-01-10 10:12:07 +0000 UTC]
Wow. Beautiful picture. Even more beatiful writing.
--drowns in all the blood--
You have a thing for morbid, don't you? xD
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NightTracker In reply to wintersphoenix [2004-01-10 16:56:55 +0000 UTC]
not really.. >.> well, yeah ^.^; lol
only when the mood calls for it though, i dont draw angsty bloody stuff constantly
thankyou for the compliment s
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metaharpy [2004-01-10 10:04:51 +0000 UTC]
Awesome picture, as always, wonderful fur and blood effects, and the text is very touching...
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