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full title: a good friend of mine once said something profound about smoking

I've been having a hard time lately trying to truly enjoy myself. maybe it is the pressure that I put onto my daily routine, sticking to my values and aspirations and living life up to the extent of that I can lie in bed in the evening and feel exhausted not only of smoothing the pillows and bed-sheet but actually adding up all the thoughts in my head and making something out of that. a good friend of mine once told me that if we did all the things we do the way I smoke my cigarettes, then we'd be finding the peace we are looking for. she said that we shouldn't only smoke cigarettes in that sense. we should smoke books and movies and tea and the sundown and all those things that we lose during the day. everyday's little things. another friend of mine wrote me a letter and as he was discussing his view on infinity, he wrote "the infinite is everyday's little things", and thinking about it, nothing is more endless than finding peace with that. I don't know if I should try to enjoy myself more. it's a hard thing to stand still when you are always on the run trying to be the first.

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full title: a good friend of mine once said something profound about smoking

I've been having a hard time lately trying to truly enjoy myself. maybe it is the pressure that I put onto my daily routine, sticking to my values and aspirations and living life up to the extent of that I can lie in bed in the evening and feel exhausted not only of smoothing the pillows and bed-sheet but actually adding up all the thoughts in my head and making something out of that. a good friend of mine once told me that if we did all the things we do the way I smoke my cigarettes, then we'd be finding the peace we are looking for. she said that we shouldn't only smoke cigarettes in that sense. we should smoke books and movies and tea and the sundown and all those things that we lose during the day. everyday's little things. another friend of mine wrote me a letter and as he was discussing his view on infinity, he wrote "the infinite is everyday's little things", and thinking about it, nothing is more endless than finding peace with that. I don't know if I should try to enjoy myself more. it's a hard thing to stand still when you are always on the run trying to be the first.