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Ok so I haven’t posted anything in about a month and I don’t even talk to people often anymore. Despite the fact that I’ve basically isolated myself from everyone, this is probably the happiest I’ve been in awhile. Yeah sure I think about how I miss talking with you guys every so often, but overall things have improved for me (at least mindset-wise)

Not too long ago I was really dependent on the idea of having someone just show up into my life and me not having to think about how I’m of less value to them then they are to me because we’d be equal. And this was till a point that whenever I felt like everything was against me I’d tell myself “it’s okay one day someone will think I’m someone worth being around.” Don’t get me wrong it’s not that I don’t believe it’s possible, it’s just that I don’t see it happening anytime soon so I’ve decided to focus more on myself instead of other people.

So because I’m doing better will I be more active here? Nah.
Why? Because honestly just being here is tiring and it just reminds me how long it’s been since I’ve last talked to people lmao

anyways enjoy the wonky drawing of Ren and well done you got to the end of my speech- Ty for listening.

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Ok so I haven’t posted anything in about a month and I don’t even talk to people often anymore. Despite the fact that I’ve basically isolated myself from everyone, this is probably the happiest I’ve been in awhile. Yeah sure I think about how I miss talking with you guys every so often, but overall things have improved for me (at least mindset-wise)

Not too long ago I was really dependent on the idea of having someone just show up into my life and me not having to think about how I’m of less value to them then they are to me because we’d be equal. And this was till a point that whenever I felt like everything was against me I’d tell myself “it’s okay one day someone will think I’m someone worth being around.” Don’t get me wrong it’s not that I don’t believe it’s possible, it’s just that I don’t see it happening anytime soon so I’ve decided to focus more on myself instead of other people.

So because I’m doing better will I be more active here? Nah.
Why? Because honestly just being here is tiring and it just reminds me how long it’s been since I’ve last talked to people lmao

anyways enjoy the wonky drawing of Ren and well done you got to the end of my speech- Ty for listening.