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Published: 2014-12-03 23:58:49 +0000 UTC; Views: 735; Favourites: 23; Downloads: 0
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         I am the hurt, I am the abused, I am the lonely, I am the scarred.


         I am the boy hiding from the alcohol on daddy's breath.


         I am the girl weeping alone on the bathroom floor, her only friend slashing through her skin.


         I am the molested, I am the raped, I am the judged, I am the misunderstood.


         I am the girl in the rumpled nightgown, crying late at night because daddy said, "It's our secret, honey."


         I am the boy whose mother slapped his face when she saw him use her makeup and called him, "Fag."


         I am the girl who brings up dinner so the mirror will love her.


         I am the screaming, I am the wailing, I am the tears, I am the bitten lips.


         I am the woman who wakes shaking and shrieking from abuse long ago, told to calm her "hysterics".


         I am the man who fights to hold in his tears because he was told they were not "manly".


         I am the enslaved, I am the oppressed, I am the targeted, I am the bullied.


         I am the woman who looks up at her new owner, terrified, and whispers, "Master."


         I am the boy with bruises on his arms and cuts on his back from too many beatings to count.


         I am their hatred, I am their sorrow. I am their pain, I am their despair.


         I am the courage in their suicide, I am the weakness in their tears. I am the fear in their eyes and the desperation in their screams. I am the relief in their cuts and the solace in their pills.


         I am the mother that should have loved them, I am the mother that should have cared for them.


         I am the father that would have never laid a hand on them, I am the father that should have been there.


         I am the result of their anger, I am the result of their fears. I am a black thing of pain and sorrow. I am their contempt for the world and their contempt for themselves.


         I am the one that waits down below to punish the ones that hurt them.

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Comments: 31

SueJO [2015-01-12 02:09:58 +0000 UTC]

You got me again.

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Notebook0601 In reply to SueJO [2015-01-12 02:11:34 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad you liked this piece again

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SueJO In reply to Notebook0601 [2015-01-18 22:35:27 +0000 UTC]

  You can use what I posted on my site as a writing credit.

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DoveAngel8 [2014-12-28 19:22:32 +0000 UTC]

Wow!
Thank you

And "a black thing of paid and sorrow. "
I think maybe you mean pain?

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Notebook0601 In reply to DoveAngel8 [2014-12-29 02:29:49 +0000 UTC]

Oh! Thank you for catching that!

That's what I get for using my tablet to type

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DoveAngel8 In reply to Notebook0601 [2014-12-29 02:44:14 +0000 UTC]

It's cool auto correct stinks

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Notebook0601 In reply to DoveAngel8 [2014-12-29 02:48:27 +0000 UTC]

Very much so haha

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ZenAllen2 [2014-12-27 01:01:47 +0000 UTC]

Wow that was amazing
I'm speechless

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Notebook0601 In reply to ZenAllen2 [2014-12-27 22:24:50 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much

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ZenAllen2 In reply to Notebook0601 [2015-01-01 16:16:33 +0000 UTC]

Ur welcome
Are you a professional at making poems like this?

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Notebook0601 In reply to ZenAllen2 [2015-01-01 23:36:38 +0000 UTC]

Professional?

No, not at all , but thank you very much for thinking that

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ZenAllen2 In reply to Notebook0601 [2015-01-09 02:31:25 +0000 UTC]

Ur welcome

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ohmygoskjackfrost [2014-12-06 02:19:29 +0000 UTC]

wow..
...............

good job.

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Notebook0601 In reply to ohmygoskjackfrost [2014-12-06 02:21:34 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much

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RakketyTamTheBrave [2014-12-06 02:16:35 +0000 UTC]

So how about you tell us how your really feel.

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Notebook0601 In reply to RakketyTamTheBrave [2014-12-06 02:19:45 +0000 UTC]

haha

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RakketyTamTheBrave In reply to Notebook0601 [2014-12-06 02:36:11 +0000 UTC]

(really though, good stuff, keep it up

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Notebook0601 In reply to RakketyTamTheBrave [2014-12-06 02:39:07 +0000 UTC]

Thank you

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Sparkleydoggy [2014-12-04 00:08:34 +0000 UTC]

Oh man... I got chills... That was really sad but it was beautiful!

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Notebook0601 In reply to Sparkleydoggy [2014-12-04 00:16:02 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much

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Sparkleydoggy In reply to Notebook0601 [2014-12-04 00:22:29 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome~

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TheKindredMasks [2014-12-04 00:01:36 +0000 UTC]

Woah. This is so deep...

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Notebook0601 In reply to TheKindredMasks [2014-12-04 00:03:57 +0000 UTC]

Thank you

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TheKindredMasks In reply to Notebook0601 [2014-12-04 00:04:53 +0000 UTC]

You‘re welcome!

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Notebook0601 In reply to TheKindredMasks [2014-12-04 00:05:36 +0000 UTC]

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TheKindredMasks In reply to Notebook0601 [2014-12-04 00:07:02 +0000 UTC]

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Notebook0601 In reply to TheKindredMasks [2014-12-04 00:08:24 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad you liked it, I wasn't sure how people would feel about it.

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TheKindredMasks In reply to Notebook0601 [2014-12-04 00:11:35 +0000 UTC]

You DO touch delicate stuff, but since you dont mention a name, people cant b*tch around! Yay for loopholes!

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Notebook0601 In reply to TheKindredMasks [2014-12-04 00:17:06 +0000 UTC]

He he yes, most of the topics are likely to strike a nerve. Thank you for the favorite by the way.

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TheKindredMasks In reply to Notebook0601 [2014-12-04 00:19:38 +0000 UTC]

No problem!

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TheKindredMasks In reply to Notebook0601 [2014-12-04 00:17:26 +0000 UTC]

No problem!

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