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Sorry for being offline for a long time, I'm going through a bad moment and i'm physically and mentally exhausted I'll just tell a single part because this situation is very personal: I have a friend irl (I don't want to say his name and i will only call him "b") we used to talk but he became more distant until he deleted his discord account (the only way we could talk virtually) and then, I didn't hear from him until December 28 my mother wasen't and I was coming back after a few hours but when I return I see the window is open and the television is lying on the floor, I go to my room and MY MONITOR disappeared but i found a paper note that It said that my pc was in my grandfather's yard for some reason (I don't even know how "b" did to get in and not get kicked out of there) I was desperate and ran to my grandfather's house as fast as i can, and there was "b" with my monitor on the edge of an empty pool (that pool was deep and came installed in the yard) "b" told me that if I wanted my PC I should leave all this tk community thing, we started arguing and he tells me that i didn't belong there and he was tired of trying to get me out of that place, until he told me that the only way I would understand is with a bare fist and and then I started to physically fight against "b", it hurt me a lot...like, a lot, mentally and physically, after a minute I already felt tired but I fought him until the end and (surprisingly) I ended up winning, although I was almost bleeding and feeling to tired, With the last bit of strength I lowered the monitor and sat on the edge of the pool to rest for a while, at the last moment "b" sat down next to me and we talked about the "supposed" bad things I was doing and that I should change my mind, and we began to discuss but "calmly" and I told him that he also does what I do buy without the "tk" community thing we kept talking until the conversation became more serious and aggressive, he started blackmailing me saying that I wouldn't have to do this and that my life would be better without "that", I was already tired of this and I yelled at him that if he didn't like me then go fuck himself i take my pc and leave him, while I was waiting for a taxi "b" came and told me to consider what I'm doing and wished me luck to take the "good path" , I returned home tired and exhausted, sorry if it was a lot of text...was an experience that has exhausted me to this day and I wasen't in the mood to make art or interact with people, am questioning myself if I really want to be here or leave it, I have no idea what to do with my life now, I just need some time, thanks for reading this.

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Sorry for being offline for a long time, I'm going through a bad moment and i'm physically and mentally exhausted I'll just tell a single part because this situation is very personal: I have a friend irl (I don't want to say his name and i will only call him "b") we used to talk but he became more distant until he deleted his discord account (the only way we could talk virtually) and then, I didn't hear from him until December 28 my mother wasen't and I was coming back after a few hours but when I return I see the window is open and the television is lying on the floor, I go to my room and MY MONITOR disappeared but i found a paper note that It said that my pc was in my grandfather's yard for some reason (I don't even know how "b" did to get in and not get kicked out of there) I was desperate and ran to my grandfather's house as fast as i can, and there was "b" with my monitor on the edge of an empty pool (that pool was deep and came installed in the yard) "b" told me that if I wanted my PC I should leave all this tk community thing, we started arguing and he tells me that i didn't belong there and he was tired of trying to get me out of that place, until he told me that the only way I would understand is with a bare fist and and then I started to physically fight against "b", it hurt me a lot...like, a lot, mentally and physically, after a minute I already felt tired but I fought him until the end and (surprisingly) I ended up winning, although I was almost bleeding and feeling to tired, With the last bit of strength I lowered the monitor and sat on the edge of the pool to rest for a while, at the last moment "b" sat down next to me and we talked about the "supposed" bad things I was doing and that I should change my mind, and we began to discuss but "calmly" and I told him that he also does what I do buy without the "tk" community thing we kept talking until the conversation became more serious and aggressive, he started blackmailing me saying that I wouldn't have to do this and that my life would be better without "that", I was already tired of this and I yelled at him that if he didn't like me then go fuck himself i take my pc and leave him, while I was waiting for a taxi "b" came and told me to consider what I'm doing and wished me luck to take the "good path" , I returned home tired and exhausted, sorry if it was a lot of text...was an experience that has exhausted me to this day and I wasen't in the mood to make art or interact with people, am questioning myself if I really want to be here or leave it, I have no idea what to do with my life now, I just need some time, thanks for reading this.