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NoxidamXV — Why Can't I Do Anything Right?

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Published: 2017-05-17 07:50:15 +0000 UTC; Views: 1353; Favourites: 17; Downloads: 0
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I made this on May 9th, the day after the most stressful day of my life.

I was at work, I had the 2:00 pm to 10:30 pm shift, then Danielle (the closer) called in because she was throwing up (She wasnt feeling well) and I had to close for the night. I had to close the deli early (like at around 9:00 pm because we usually close at 10:00 pm), and I couldn't even get everything done on time. I was stressing over what to get done first and I was so worried that I was going to get fired. I stayed up most of the night panicking about it, I was crying. I was all by myself and I hated it. I couldn't even remember how to close the deli...
Thus stress leads me to sadness and sadness leads me to self-doubt.

Anyway, what's done was done, cant change the past. Its done and over with, its not like it'll happen again. Luckily and thankfully, my manager understood and I did not get fired, I had only closed the Deli once and that was back in November.

Art (c) NoxidamXV
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Comments: 10

Imagi77 [2017-05-22 04:41:51 +0000 UTC]

You did your best. There are always days like that but I think you did well.

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Nycteabean [2017-05-18 07:19:41 +0000 UTC]

it wasn't your fault.

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JIMENOPOLIX [2017-05-17 16:06:00 +0000 UTC]

*virtual hug*

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Barricade379 [2017-05-17 14:26:32 +0000 UTC]

Sorry

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CarmenVE [2017-05-17 13:48:15 +0000 UTC]

I am so sorry amigo 

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Sunstar-Of-The-North [2017-05-17 13:00:04 +0000 UTC]

I'm so sorry that happened to you.  I'm glad though it all worked out.

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DazzlingGirl16 [2017-05-17 12:16:05 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry that you had to go through this.
 

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Jazzlednightmare16 [2017-05-17 08:51:03 +0000 UTC]

Im sorry to hear that ! Its completely understandable to get stressed like that. Atm Im off my head with stress coz I need to fill out so much paper work for my job! ;-; help...

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NoxidamXV In reply to Jazzlednightmare16 [2017-05-17 09:07:04 +0000 UTC]

What kind of job makes you fill out a lot of paperwork??

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Jazzlednightmare16 In reply to NoxidamXV [2017-05-17 09:22:49 +0000 UTC]

Mine, apparently. I also have a boatload of daily planning to do hahaha

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