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nuclearflytrap In reply to Nothing250 [2013-11-10 00:15:19 +0000 UTC]

tthannnkkssss

missed you, how are you doing?

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Nothing250 In reply to nuclearflytrap [2013-11-10 13:33:03 +0000 UTC]

I'm doing ok I guess . w . I'm always tired but that's normal( though in the past month or so I've been getting more tired, probably school )

How have you been?( missed you too btw )

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nuclearflytrap In reply to Nothing250 [2013-11-12 17:38:19 +0000 UTC]

That's some ...weirdly good news? I'm tired, too, though, I must say that after 9 hours of life spending at school , sitting on chairs made of steel - um - everything has already been said.

School always be part of our dark, obnoxious memories. Duh.. I've been studying now for 12 years and um- no, I can't imagine life without this daily going-to-school-and-almost-never-come-back-home routine.

I'm ...I'm ok, I'm living and I can't complain as long as I'm alive - haha 

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Nothing250 In reply to nuclearflytrap [2013-11-12 20:50:54 +0000 UTC]

-hugs- yea, I really couldn't imagine my life without school, mainly because I prefer staying there then coming to the hell hole known as my home. But sometimes coming home isn't that bad( though it's rare that it is) 

Anyway, it's great to hear from ya again. ^^

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nuclearflytrap In reply to Nothing250 [2013-11-12 21:23:12 +0000 UTC]

naaa I love my home. Only at home I feel safe, I feel hungry, I feel way much better, comfortable. 

For me being outside in general or sitting in class rooms - being watched permanently - makes me feel very awkward. I  frequently used to drink black coffee in short breaks until I have figured out that this caffeine causes serious hyperventilation, irregular heartbeats - strangely enough this only happens in public. At home I drink lots more. As already mentioned, at home I feel safer, I feel healthy. 

Good to know someone to have a good cry on. 

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Nothing250 In reply to nuclearflytrap [2013-11-12 22:16:01 +0000 UTC]

Eh, kinda the opposite for me, home is almost a hell for me most of the time. On top of that, I have to deal with constant noise, getting yelled at, the works pretty much. I snapped one time, and ended up making my sister cry which is why I'm not exactly fond of being at home most of the time. 

I don't drink caffeine or coffee related stuff. Coffee tastes really nasty to me and has a worse smell, so I've never been that fond of coffee. Plus I kinda have asthma so drinking it wouldn't exactly help me XD. I haven't had a attack since I was a kid but still.

I'm always here for me friends. Especially close ones like you

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nuclearflytrap In reply to Nothing250 [2013-11-13 17:41:08 +0000 UTC]

that's not good poor Sir. Nothing ): 

Asthma isn't funny... 

I don't know, maybe for you it is not that hard to go out, to spend time with your friends while EATING. I have an eating disorder and I'm still struggling against my anorexic thoughts which are annoying for me and somehow burdening for my acquaintances ... my family knows that I'm eating well, I don't lose weight any more and it is good so far, though, I have already reached the body level of illness, further on I will keep it because of anxiety.

 My fursona makes it clear.

Gawd, melancholic atmosphere here. 

I like noodles .

Thanks ;-;

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Nothing250 In reply to nuclearflytrap [2013-11-13 21:47:44 +0000 UTC]

I know asthma isn't funny, truth be told my mom told me that I almost died from it when I was a baby, right when I was being born apparently. Obviously I don't remember that, but the doctors gave some sort of shot to treat it. I had to have a machine and everything when I was a kid for my asthma, no inhaler, a machine that treated it day by day. I have a scar on my leg to provide how severe it was.

Well my mom just told me, the scar is because apparently when I came right out I was having breathing problems that somehow left a permanent scar on my leg because my body was shriveling up.

I've never dealt with anorexia though I've had a few friends who got over it. And I'm hoping it gets better for you.

Tbh, I hardly eat anymore. I'm getting to the point in my life where I'm just not hungry, where I'll just sit and work, draw, animate, or just go on the computer. Not even that, I don't really eat that much anymore, I use to be a glutton but now I just don't like eating anymore. And I'm more of a person who tends to avoids everyone, that includes friends.

I love ramen, and hoodies 

Anytime ^^

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