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In the life I've lived to age eighteen,
I have no regrets--or so it may seem.

But deep down I know that this is a lie
Because the day I left her was the day that I died..

For days I tried to tell myself, "This is for the better."
But how can this be right when she's stolen my heart forever?

And now with this regret comes nothing but pain.
Because when you've lost the world, there's nothing to gain..

I know I have family and friends that truly care,
But I must do this alone for this burden is mine to bare.

So I hide my feelings--no emotions do I show.
For the things I feel inside are for me only to know.

And I know this is my fault because I'm the one who left.
But I thought it was good for us--For you, I thought it was best.

I couldn't stand to argue or bear to see us fight,
SO I thought that by ending this I was doing what was right.

But now that you're gone, I can't seem to focus on life.
Because in my heart,and in my mind, there's never-ending strife.

I can't possibly move on; I know my heart is true!
And every time I close my eyes, all I dream about is you.

But I see, now that I'm gone, you're finally happy.
So if this is what it takes for you to find joy, I'll gladly leave you be!

Yet no matter what comes, just know I'll always be true.
And if there's one thing that you remember, let it be that I Love You.