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Published: 2015-06-26 06:07:09 +0000 UTC; Views: 1550; Favourites: 79; Downloads: 30
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Trixie is back in her punk outfit, but this time not as happy. She hides her "punk" side from all of her friends and such at school because she is scared that people won't accept her for who she is. Everyday she hides behind a fake dim-witted smile and slips into her cheer leading outfit to fit in with everybody she knows. On the inside she yearns to just be herself, but just can't bring herself to stand up for what she likes. Sometimes she gets really upset and frustrated about all of this, but has no one to talk to....maybe a new friend will help her slip out of her shell?Commission info- octavariumguy.deviantart.com/a…
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Comments: 9
I always feel so bad for Trixie, how she has to hide herself [and constantly deal with Flow]
I really like this one a lot, you keep making me jealous of your coloring abilities ;[[ I'm glad you started using the tablet more for this one, too, I feel like it really helped you. I hope to see more "dramatic" pictures like this Maybe another epic or something dark for one of your neglected characters?? :33
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Got it! Epic, dark picture for Stefan, coming up!
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Thanks a lot, I appreciate that! Was really trying to step it up with the shading on this one
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Very nice to see you experimenting with lighting more. I like the look of it, I have an easy BG in mind you could have done but I don't think it would fit what you are looking for lol. It looks like she was caught doing something at night time, and a guard is pointing a flashlight at her, so I was gonna say a brickwall or something. Maybe she was doing graffiti lol. The hair shading is done well, its not over done but you can notice it. The inner detail lines are bugging me a bit though, I think they should be a softer color than black to go with the soft coloring. I would keep the other lines black though, it helps give a comic look to it and I like that. I think her eyebrows are the best any of us has done so far, which I know is a small detail, but I feel like mine are too plain on my girls. The description gives me some ideas. Could Trixie be playing the "stupid blonde" around Taylor to because that's what Trixie thinks Taylor likes? Her having a big crush on Taylor and going onto flat out being in love with her could be due to the fact that Taylor ends up liking her for who she really is. This is almost making me wanna do a new free write lol.
Another point is that I think her eyes should look a little more angry or sad. If you just change the mouth to a smile, it would look like she's trying to seduce somebody.
I think some of the silliness should stay with Trixie's character, I always thought some of the things she did was really cute. Like trying to insult Taylor to fit in, but it actually being a compliment...thinking the other girls aren't going to catch onto it lol. Or how she was playing with Yumi to tease people, I think she was actually having fun with that and not putting on a show.
Also, "back in her punk outfit", don't throw away the off the shoulders hoodie, skirt, and leggings!
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Maybe I could take a look at the inner lines some time soon. I'm glad you liked the picture that much and you are really that into Trixie's character. I feel like you are right about how she acted towards Taylor and everything, but I'm not so sure about the Yumi thing lmao. She likes Yumi as a friend and they were having a lot of fun trolling people, but the kind of feelings she had towards Taylor is what would make her gay.
The guard idea would have been funny as fuck, but I guess it wouldn't fit with what I was going for...a brick wall or something might have made it look like I wasn't being lazy or something. Everyone seemed to agree that it should just stay black, so that's what I did lol.
As for the punk outfit, don't worry, the hoodie and stuff isn't going anywhere!
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I think you misunderstood me. I meant she had fun trolling people with Yumi, not that she was gay for Yumi lol.
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