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OdinGray — I Miss the Music

Published: 2011-05-19 20:08:58 +0000 UTC; Views: 249; Favourites: 5; Downloads: 0
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Description Standing at the table trying to build something. Crystals lie in patterns, balanced on objects to keep them in position.

"Which would normally come first? The music, or the lyric?

It can start with a note... Which can become a phrase. And then, you try hanging words off each branch, like trimming a tree."

Listening to a song I like from a broadway show I saw a long while ago. [link]

Maybe if I build something that glows brightly enough, I'll feel complete. I'll forget about all the difficult stuff every time I glance at this glowing masterpiece that I see in my dreams, right? I'll make art, I'll sell it, it'll be fine!

"I miss the music... I miss the song. Since she's not with me, it comes out wrong.

It doesn't matter how hard I try... I've lost the music. I don't know why."

Fumbling around with seemingly little motor skill, I knocked a box of crystals from the table. They scattered about. I started picking them up, and then I just dropped it again. Started thinking. Too much.

"When you're writing a song, and you've a partner, the room is filled with jokes and chatter! She says something, you say something. She writes a line, you play a vamp! But when you're writing a song without a partner, that's a completely different matter. No one tells you "That's not funny!" No one says "Let's cut that bar!" No one makes you better than you are."

Assembling stones into a circular pattern, I figure I'll just pick up a small crystal from the pile on the floor if I really need one. I definitely know I'm missing something. Is it the right kind of glue? Is it a batch of prettier quartz? Is it a better place to live? Is it a different job? Is it a motorcycle? Is it another mask or shield or costume to hide behind?

Ah... I have a hunch.

"I can't pretend. I miss the music. I miss my friend. No need to ask me what I prefer.

I choose the music I wrote with her.

I loved the music I made with her."
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Comments: 3

squeechee [2011-06-18 21:31:03 +0000 UTC]

crap well this isn't facebook so i can't favorite a caption so I'll give you this little orange instead.

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OdinGray In reply to squeechee [2011-06-19 08:37:06 +0000 UTC]

I like oranges. They have dietary fiber and stuff.

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Macen-Gregora [2011-05-20 16:49:42 +0000 UTC]

With me, it's easier to make the music, then the lyric.

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