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Published: 2006-11-15 05:33:53 +0000 UTC; Views: 62; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 0
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Description YOU RUN
AND SCREAM
AND HIDE AWAY!
KILLING THE THOUGHTS OF ANOTHER DAY!

SAVE THE BITCHING
SAVE IT!
I DARE!
YOU NEVER STOP BEFORE GIVING INTO DESPAIR!

DESTROY ALL LOVE
IS THAT YOUR WHOLE POINT?
YOU CAN’T EVEN HANDLE THIS BURNING FEELING,
YOU SIT IN A CORNER AND PLAY LIFE OFF AS NOT WORTH DEALING!!!!

YOU KNOW I CAN SEE
RIGHT THROUGH YOUR DAMN SHEET!
OF PAIN AND LIES AND UNMISTAKABLE FAKE!
YOU PLAY LIFE OFF AS A FUCKING MISTAKE!

SAVE YOUR TEARS,
AND SAVE ANOTHER!
YOU MAY KNOW HEARTACHES!
BUT JUST KNOW LIFE IS FULL OF MISTAKES!!!
And I was one…
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Comments: 6

mage-006 [2006-11-16 08:00:08 +0000 UTC]

and I am tired of your anger. next time you block me on messenger than I will see at as you not wanting to talk to me ever, and I will oblige...but I wont block you, so you can either keep sending messages or choose to ignore me... it may be childish, but nowhere near as childish as blocking someone because you are angry. get over it, I have no sympathy for those that turn on their friends.

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onlyonereasonforthis In reply to mage-006 [2006-11-16 22:11:01 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry that you think I turned on you. I was just upset....yes childish...but I also didnt want MYSELF to say anything....That was who I wanted to shut up more...not you...I was a making myself furious by even talking....I apologize...I didn' mean to make you think I never wanted to talk to you again.....

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mage-006 In reply to onlyonereasonforthis [2006-11-17 03:45:53 +0000 UTC]

I was saying it in a general term about not having sympathy for those that turn on their friends, it doesnt matter much to me whether you want to block me or not.

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onlyonereasonforthis In reply to mage-006 [2006-11-17 21:34:45 +0000 UTC]

You don't trust anyone do you....?

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mage-006 In reply to onlyonereasonforthis [2008-10-22 11:48:44 +0000 UTC]

Again, I realize you are right. I can't trust. I can tell people my secrets, reveal my entire life, but I now realize that isn't trust. I always safeguard myself. I make sure I am prepared to be hurt if I let someone know how I feel. That isn't trust, that is tricking myself into thinking I trust... But then I did trust someone, and then my life ended... almost. Oh well, I live on now, and getting better I believe. I want to trust, but I am still trying to figure out what it really means...

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mage-006 In reply to onlyonereasonforthis [2006-11-18 06:25:09 +0000 UTC]

of course I do, just not anyone that hasn't proven their trust to me. but I will not trust easily as I once did, I saw where that got me.

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