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orengel — How to Say Goodbye

Published: 2015-07-22 16:38:54 +0000 UTC; Views: 945; Favourites: 43; Downloads: 3
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Description Autumn, Year 753 of the New Age,
Glenmore, in the Glenwood,
Featuring Iandu  and Cadeyrn

It wasn't true. It couldn't be.

Iandu stared with wide eyes at his grim father, shaking his head slowly in mute disbelief.

Mama couldn't be gone. She was Mama. No doubt she'd be back soon, smiling and laughing at having tricked both her mate and her son.

She'd come back.

She had to come back.

But no pale gold doe came stepping through the gaps in the trees, and no emotion crossed his father's carefully expressionless face.

Iandu knew that look. That was the look his father had when something was wrong, and he was trying to pretend all was well.

But there was no reason for that look. Because Mama was fine. And she'd be back.

The world blurred around him, and it was at this point he heard his father draw in a heavy breath, the sound seeming to rattle through the older male's chest. Iandu felt his own breath catch in his chest, before it was let out in a rush as he felt his father drag him closer into a rough hug. Iandu stood limply, his still face pressed into Eadwig's furred chest as he tried to figure out what he was feeling. Dragging in a painful breath, the grey colt felt a sob tear out from him as he realised that he could smell Mama mixed in with Father's scent.

Unable to stop himself, Iandu ripped himself away from Eadwig's grip, his gangly, growing frame lending assistance to his escape attempt. His father's dark, blurred form stood frozen in shock before Iandu turned and darted off into the treeline, needing to get away from his father, from the truth, before either caught up with him.

He didn't know how long he ran for, however it seemed some part of him had subconsciously traced a path as, when he finally slowed to a stop, he found himself in a small glade he and Mama had often visited together to graze. Looking blankly at a nearby copse of trees, Iandu felt his knees give out beneath him, sending him down into the thick grass beneath him.

He'd just... wait. Here. For Mama. She'd know to find him here. This was their place, and she would know.

She would.... come...

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Iandu waited throughout the night, shivering alone amongst the trees as he hid and waited for his mother. He felt his stomach grumble discontentedly, however he could not make himself eat, even surrounded by lush grass as he was.

Perking up as he heard the rustle of movement, Iandu turned quickly to look with wide, hopeful eyes towards the sound.

But it wasn't Mama. It wasn't even anyone he knew.

Drooping once more, Iandu turned his face away and curled up into a tight ball, trying to block out the world around him. At that point, he did not -- could not -- bring himself to care about the presence of the large, dark stranger.

Iandu tensed up as he heard grass crunching under heavy hooves. Then, quite unexpectedly, a heavy warmth settled against his side. The stag said nothing, though Iandu felt the weight of the stranger's gaze on the back of his head. Closing his eyes, Iandu hunched down further as he felt the first tear slip down his cheek.

He couldn't let this stranger see him cry. Father would be so embarassed.

Lost in his own haze of anguish, Iandu didn't notice the tail that carefully curled around him, tucking in closer in a hesitant hold as he didn't react.

Together, the two lay in silence, each lost to their own thoughts, till their father came to find them.

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Just a little past!pic for Iandu, because I needed some Cad/Iandu cuddles in my life >u>
Also SilveringOak and I have gone around the concept before, but never got around to it xD SO HERE, DARLING <333

Cad is 9 here, while Iandu is around 3.

The way I see it, Cadeyrn knew of his younger brother's birth, however he and his mother never approached the grey colt or his lady mother. Despite Cad knowing of Iandu's existence, however, he had never actually met the runty little colt in person till then.

As for Iandu, he either did not know he had an older brother, or he abstractly knew an older brother existed, but never saw him. So essentially, this was their first meeting ;u;

And probably the only time Cad!hugs were ever given -- albeit reluctantly xDDD
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Comments: 34

salemtide [2015-10-20 19:58:55 +0000 UTC]

......... I'm not crying

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orengel In reply to salemtide [2015-10-21 16:20:16 +0000 UTC]

*subtly gives you tissues* <3

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Silver-Raven-Estate [2015-07-30 08:57:42 +0000 UTC]

;n; poor baby!

This is a gorgeous drawing though, your lineart is awesome!

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orengel In reply to Silver-Raven-Estate [2015-07-30 09:01:11 +0000 UTC]

Yessss, it's never easy to lose someone you love BUT it resulted in the elusive bigbro cuddles, so... Silver lining? ;u;

And thank you so much!

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DodgerMD [2015-07-28 18:18:32 +0000 UTC]

Awww, poor Iandu. :c

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orengel In reply to DodgerMD [2015-07-29 14:01:09 +0000 UTC]

It's, um. Character building. Mmhm >> 

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DatNachtmaehre [2015-07-22 17:38:02 +0000 UTC]

Iandu why are you so adorable when you are sad?

Abd big Cad is just cute. *hides from Cad*

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orengel In reply to DatNachtmaehre [2015-07-22 22:54:38 +0000 UTC]

Poor Iandu might get thrown into sad past stories just for the sheer sad!Iandu kick xD Poor baby.

And oh I knooooow <3 MEATLOAF!CAD IS WIN.

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MoonShinersDaughter [2015-07-22 17:34:40 +0000 UTC]

  Fina will cuddle you Yahn! Poor sweet baby 

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orengel In reply to MoonShinersDaughter [2015-07-22 22:52:58 +0000 UTC]

Awwwww, Fina <333 Iandu will pick up on all the cuddles in present time, to be sure!

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Dappleclaw [2015-07-22 17:10:33 +0000 UTC]

*deds*
Iandu why you gotta be so sad-cute?
Cade's being nice which is like... XD

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orengel In reply to Dappleclaw [2015-07-22 22:50:43 +0000 UTC]

*revives*

Sad!Iandu is huggable!Iandu. Take full advantage!

And yesssss, how strange, amirite? XD Perhaps this is before Cad develops a specific dislike of Iandu >u>;
Or, y'know. Sad!Iandu is huggable!Iandu xD

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Dappleclaw In reply to orengel [2015-07-22 22:55:35 +0000 UTC]

ehehehehhehehehe yes. all the yeses.

*attack hugs sad!huggable!Iandu*

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purpleshadowbooster [2015-07-22 17:07:04 +0000 UTC]

poor thing  D:

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orengel In reply to purpleshadowbooster [2015-07-22 22:48:39 +0000 UTC]

Yeah

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purpleshadowbooster In reply to orengel [2015-07-22 23:35:42 +0000 UTC]

:c  He need same hugs.

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DonPurrleone [2015-07-22 17:05:58 +0000 UTC]

Asdffafafagagafaf <333
So perfect omg ;u; *rip me*

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orengel In reply to DonPurrleone [2015-07-22 22:48:27 +0000 UTC]

Eeeeeeheeheeeheeeeee <3

Hope Cad isn't too out of character >u>;

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DonPurrleone In reply to orengel [2015-07-23 09:37:14 +0000 UTC]

He isn't! Cad's very capable of being compassionate believe it or not XD He just has to uphold his stonecold facade haha XD

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orengel In reply to DonPurrleone [2015-07-23 11:38:51 +0000 UTC]

Excellent! I was counting on that <3 I always figured that his emotions were just very pronounced; so when he's angry, he's really angry. And he loves just as fiercely, just on the down low ;D

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DonPurrleone In reply to orengel [2015-07-27 09:00:29 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, he's extreme in every way, extreme love, extreme anger etc. XDDD

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brytewolf [2015-07-22 16:52:19 +0000 UTC]

OMG, what did you do to my poor sweet Iandu D8

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orengel In reply to brytewolf [2015-07-22 22:47:49 +0000 UTC]

I'M SORRY. But, um. All the better to comfort afterwards? XD;

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brytewolf In reply to orengel [2015-07-23 03:43:06 +0000 UTC]

This is a concept I can get behind 8D

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White-storm4 [2015-07-22 16:48:03 +0000 UTC]

Poor little guy I just wanna cuddle him!

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orengel In reply to White-storm4 [2015-07-22 16:53:08 +0000 UTC]

He's definitely available for cuddles
Iandu:

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White-storm4 In reply to orengel [2015-07-25 14:34:49 +0000 UTC]

I should really give the fawnling thing a go lol looks fun!

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orengel In reply to White-storm4 [2015-07-29 14:07:52 +0000 UTC]

YAS DO IT. If you want to get started, and have any questions, I'm happy to help <3

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White-storm4 In reply to orengel [2015-07-29 22:42:48 +0000 UTC]

Thank you <3 I'm thinking of trying my luck with the design pool!

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orengel In reply to White-storm4 [2015-07-30 03:50:26 +0000 UTC]

DO IT!

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White-storm4 In reply to orengel [2015-07-30 15:17:38 +0000 UTC]

I'm typing up my application as we speak!

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orengel In reply to White-storm4 [2015-07-30 16:04:44 +0000 UTC]

Ffffft, awesome! All the best! <3

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White-storm4 In reply to orengel [2015-07-30 16:48:17 +0000 UTC]

I just sent it off! Fingers crossed!

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orengel In reply to White-storm4 [2015-07-31 01:08:27 +0000 UTC]

*crosses all fingers and toes!*

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