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why is it that i longed for you so bad?
that i craved your touch for so long
but now that it is back
all i can do is doubt
im so on edge with you
im terrified it will happen agian
are you just useing me?
i just dont know
i dont know how i feel anymore
i dont know what is inside of my anymore
do i even have a soul?
or has the devil stolen that from me aswell?
i want to curl up and fall asleep
never to wake up
this way i will never have to be broken again
do you really not see the pain behind my eyes?
have you fooled yourself so badly that you cant see my depression and hurt
have you mistaken my tears for happiness once again?
they are flooding rapidly down my cheeks, but you are unaware of their presence
im scared khalil
im scared that you dont love me
that it was just a moment of pitty
i close my eyes and whisper to myself
that everything will be alright
that one day everything will just be alright
here's my xox

Description
why is it that i longed for you so bad?
that i craved your touch for so long
but now that it is back
all i can do is doubt
im so on edge with you
im terrified it will happen agian
are you just useing me?
i just dont know
i dont know how i feel anymore
i dont know what is inside of my anymore
do i even have a soul?
or has the devil stolen that from me aswell?
i want to curl up and fall asleep
never to wake up
this way i will never have to be broken again
do you really not see the pain behind my eyes?
have you fooled yourself so badly that you cant see my depression and hurt
have you mistaken my tears for happiness once again?
they are flooding rapidly down my cheeks, but you are unaware of their presence
im scared khalil
im scared that you dont love me
that it was just a moment of pitty
i close my eyes and whisper to myself
that everything will be alright
that one day everything will just be alright
here's my xox