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Published: 2012-12-02 11:25:47 +0000 UTC; Views: 776; Favourites: 28; Downloads: 10
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I think I'm in a similar position to many of you deviants out there. I'm about to leave school, jump into the real world and begin the infamous 'art career'. I find myself in this awkward position where I know I must make art worthy of a portfolio. I know I can no longer get away with just being decent at drawing, or making something just good enough for an A in a class. I have to make REAL art, or even better an entire series of REAL art, and making anything else is just an waste of my time.So, I promised myself sometime over the past four years that I had to stop my Disney fan art, my prismacolour sketches, and my scene-less horse drawings. For the most part, I focused my attention on what I thought was Fine Art, and I have now ended up with these questions: Are my ceramic pieces, my oil paintings, or my intaglio prints any better than the horses I drew in my spare time in high school? Have I really gotten any better? Are my oil paintings any more meaningful than my old fan art? I don't know.
I've decided to stop worrying and second guessing myself. If I feel like spending 20+ hours on a horse drawing with no background, I'm going to do it. At least I'll get better at drawing horses.
Done with graphite on bristol.
Photo from *venomxbaby
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ronkedoor [2014-12-07 22:25:48 +0000 UTC]
I realise that i already commented on 2 of your artworks just now, but when i read your description i just had to comment again ,
i so agree with the doubting yourself, and i am still not over that phase. it has come to a point that nearly every time i draw i get frustrated and this makes me feel horrible since i used to love doing it, now i feel like i don't have my own style and i am constantly looking for one. and thats probably exactly what i am doing wrong.
but just want to say , keep on doing what you are doing , because honestly , this looks amazing.
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PaperIz [2013-09-18 23:39:38 +0000 UTC]
This is so good! I just tried to draw a horse and it's very difficult so I applaud you lol.
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PaperSpiders In reply to Karaoke [2012-12-02 22:33:39 +0000 UTC]
Thank you!
I miss you? What are you doing this winter?
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Karaoke In reply to PaperSpiders [2012-12-04 06:21:22 +0000 UTC]
Aw i miss you too! Hanging out in livermore haha. What about you??
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fawnmaiden [2012-12-02 17:32:28 +0000 UTC]
I've had several such crises during my time at college. I lean towards making fantasy art and illustration, but have decided to go into a fine art program. It often feels limiting, because I know that my whimsical fantasy subjects are not considered worthy of "fine art", and I wonder if I should force myself to paint portraits and still life-s and MEANINGFUL CAREFULLY COMPOSED things instead of fun, story telling, imaginative things.
I came to the same conclusion you have. But also realized that they build on each other--there is an importance to stretching yourself to do things you wouldn't normally do. Those things lead you to improving what you LIKE to do.
And, just as a side note, considering how incredibly real and wonderful this horse looks, I'd say you're doing just fine.
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PaperSpiders In reply to fawnmaiden [2012-12-02 22:32:58 +0000 UTC]
Ah, it's so reassuring to know that I'm not alone, and I think you're right. I just need to keep trekking on.
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PaperSpiders In reply to misiek100 [2012-12-02 12:02:56 +0000 UTC]
Thank you! I'm so glad you like it!
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misiek100 In reply to PaperSpiders [2012-12-02 20:20:19 +0000 UTC]
I don't like it,I love it
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