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Description
Misguided.
My emotions have nowhere to go.
They land on each new person I meet,
and entangle themselves until it is too late.
I am their slave.
Something I hoped to never be.
Feelings screaming "jump!" in my head,
and unknowingly asking "how high?"
I do as they wish in hopes the defiant urges will stop,
and I can enjoy the ride....
And I do... for a while.
But then he kicks in.
LOGIC.
Telling me I am never to be reciprocated.
Laughing at my hope and naivety.
Logic tells me what I know.
And logic is telling me that my emotions are making a fool of me.

Description
Misguided.
My emotions have nowhere to go.
They land on each new person I meet,
and entangle themselves until it is too late.
I am their slave.
Something I hoped to never be.
Feelings screaming "jump!" in my head,
and unknowingly asking "how high?"
I do as they wish in hopes the defiant urges will stop,
and I can enjoy the ride....
And I do... for a while.
But then he kicks in.
LOGIC.
Telling me I am never to be reciprocated.
Laughing at my hope and naivety.
Logic tells me what I know.
And logic is telling me that my emotions are making a fool of me.