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The phrase "in the middle of the crowd".
It doesnt describe me.
For I am the centre of no one's world,
I am never in the middle of things
even if they are insignificant,
even if it is only people making their way to what actually matters to them.
And that is not me either.
I don't matter to people,
they could all go on without me.
I stick around
but if I didn't?
There wouldn't be too much change.
things would start out strange
for a little while
but everyone would move on.
I would serve to be nothing but a faint memory.
Tnat is all I see,
and all they see.
At least we see the same,
for in this game
I often feel like i've been blindfolded, spun around and let loose.
Is it fair, I think not.
But who cares.
they just want to see if after being spun to such an extent,will I fall over?
I am still standing but for how long?
I long for that hand to reach out,
but in this darkness ,
no light, nor a hand approaches.
Stumbling,stumbling
but not ready to fall.

Description
The phrase "in the middle of the crowd".
It doesnt describe me.
For I am the centre of no one's world,
I am never in the middle of things
even if they are insignificant,
even if it is only people making their way to what actually matters to them.
And that is not me either.
I don't matter to people,
they could all go on without me.
I stick around
but if I didn't?
There wouldn't be too much change.
things would start out strange
for a little while
but everyone would move on.
I would serve to be nothing but a faint memory.
Tnat is all I see,
and all they see.
At least we see the same,
for in this game
I often feel like i've been blindfolded, spun around and let loose.
Is it fair, I think not.
But who cares.
they just want to see if after being spun to such an extent,will I fall over?
I am still standing but for how long?
I long for that hand to reach out,
but in this darkness ,
no light, nor a hand approaches.
Stumbling,stumbling
but not ready to fall.