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Published: 2004-11-02 00:34:59 +0000 UTC; Views: 2873; Favourites: 29; Downloads: 207
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sometimes, all i can do is hang onto the receiver and pray i won't cry when he starts to yell.....if you actually can read what i'm writing, i was jotting down some of the things me and my best friend was saying over the phone one night. kinda got me down.
i left out my stripes and glassess so the kids at school wouldn't know who i was drawing.
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You're a gorgeous girl, and I don't think anyone has the right to bring you down like that. But this is such a good picture, the terrible handwriting actually makes it feel more hopeless, if you know what I mean. It's a really good good picture.
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lol, my usual handwriting brings around the sense of hopelessness. man, am i good or what?
i get what you mean, it's as if my scrawling is all messed up and out of conrtol cause it's how i feel, my mind's hectic, there's to much stuff, and my hand can't stay straight, and the lines i make are lost, confused, barely making out the most audible thigns in my heart in the chaos. i noticed i accidently put some of the words in caps. ah well.
i borrowed the idea from jameta, putting the words in an aura around it. mainly cause i still remebered them. and thanks a bunch my lil pedophile. *glomp* n_n
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aww ... Pe! 
Inspite of the painful emotion in this piece is really wonderful & Really is pouring with emotion!! (nothign like being my boring redundant self, eh?)... Anyhowz... 
-P.A.
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lol, you're not redundant.
glad to hear that you care enough to post it. n_n as it is *i'm responding to this like, three days later from when this was submitted?* anyways, as it is, i can't do anything. so i'm just letting it lay low, and stuff. but, i dunno, i don't feel sad anymore. i know i'm nto over it, i'm worried to death, but the depression is gone. wheew, and it only took three days...
ah goodness, what the hell am i saying? thanks loads, pa, i'm pretty sure if we knew each other i'd hug ya. n_n
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-P.A.
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aww, thank you. i feel better now, i slept most of it off. n_n
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wow.....its like I can feel emotion emitting from ze drawing..... goood job
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you can? i'm glad i could pull it off. n_n
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OMG, I'm sorry you and your BF were yelling at each other...I hate that....
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n_n;;;;; i hope by BF you mean best friend, cause i don't got a boy freind....
and it's okay now, i think. n_n thanks.
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Yeah, when I say BF, I mean best friend. Me and my friends call boyfriends fuzzies...
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awww, that is probably one of the best thigns i've heard all my life. said to me, no less.
defintiely some inspriing words, was speechles at first when i read. thanks so much, girl, didn't know you coudl make me feel tons better. n_n much obliged, and thanks for all the love!!!!
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But of coruse, sweetheart.
You living in California, near DL to boot, makes everything easier.
I'm glad I made your day, too- I enjoy helping others. It's the little light I can bring to the world.
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awww, you always do! you always got soemthing to say to make me feel loads better. n_n and thanks much, maybe more than i can express with words. i kidna suck at them. n_n;;
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The aunt I'm named after is a shrink, for crying out loud.
Anyways, I'm really glad your feeling better.
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awwwwww.... dont bad so sad. *hug*
now go get em, tiger!
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rar! n_n
can't reall attack him. but i try my best not to be down anymore.
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get over it...damn women always crying about something!!
...just kidding...
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dark, and intensive. a soulful meaning of fear, rejection and hate, powered by the black inner rage. It's foul stench kills all tact and sense of restraint for oneself and others...so black is this enemy that it consumes all colour in it's path, a void of destruction.
and all we can do? stand in front of it and say
'fuck you, you ass-fucking rapist retard bastard bitch.'
or something to that effect.
i have fought it pechan. i have fought it alone, and i'm still FUCKING HERE!
it will not break me...don't let it break you. fight back.
...
glad i got that out...i haven't had reason to think like that in a while. thank you.
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wow. that is some pretty damn powerful sh!t.
i love the way you feel about my pic, i'm glad ya'll aren't thinking "stupid teenagers, think they know pain" cause, ehhh, i feel bad complaining. n_n;;
thanks so so SO much for saying that. was feeling down, sluggish, not really caring at all. so glad you feel like i can like, you know, not let it get to me as hard as it does. n_n but, i can't really fight. it's kidna my best freind here. i just gotta get around it.
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i see... that's more difficult. is a problem of comprimise? of mistakes made that need correcting? or is it just routine irritation spiralling into the nether regions of internal hell?
i hate situations like that. and i usually set them up.
don't feel bad complaining. yes it can't rain all the time, but when it does, shout, abuse and curse the sky to your hearts content for soaking you...it did it to you, so it needs telling off... it depends how you see the rain, but that's a different story.
i may be nuts, somewhat crazy and a rather sad git with a heart of iron, but i'm completely impartial and i know what shit feels like when it's raining down on you like a sewage plant. you wanna talk to anyone, i'm a dev note away.
your not a stupid teenager, and you do know pain. i only have 2 years on you, but i'm more at your age emotionally than you think. 'hang in there' and bring it round, because i know you can... i apologise for the cliche but my imagination abandoned me there for a moment.
always here.
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oh goodness.... that is honestly one of the most uplifting things i've heard. 'i'm only a dev-note away.' mainly cause i only really opened up to ummm, one person, but he's not always home and he's mad now. such a lovely feeling theres another one i can call for...
but, well, it's been a few days, i've just been thinking alot, but i think i'm okay. it's teetering, but i'm okay, i don't think i'll collapse just yet. gotta tough it, ya know? n_n;;
but i thank you deeply, because you've always been paying attention to the little things i say. and thanks, man. thanks more than you can know. n_n
*btw, you ain't nuts. but then again, those that truly appreciate the stuff i do has gotta be nuts. 
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it's no problem. i enjoy getting replies from you, you've always got something good to say back. personally, i've had an odd week, but i'm starting to feel now that self hatred's not worth it, i can do better things with my undirected anger. toughing it will get ya thru, but only so far...you have to feel better for toughing it, ya know? man i hate depressed feelings. makes me hate me more.
he'll come round as well. he'll miss your voice and your presence, and be a little sheepish about being mad.
i gratiously accept your thanks. i must have been a little chivilaric (spelling very bad) in my past life, i feel endeavored to protect and assist those who need it...wierd really.
as one nut to another, call on me anytime. i check this stuff usually once/twice a day. you can have my email address if you want it as well (my hotmail one, the one i check.)
speak soon. 
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