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If you want to know loneliness
live my life for a day
and before those twenty four hours of misery are over
you'll be begging to take the pain away
some ask me why I'm like this
for them I have no reason, nothing to prove to anyone
Everything I do is now for me
and I never look back at anything I've done
Because turning your head to the past only dooms you to repeat it
No one else will ever be involved in my revolution again
My own personal fuse has been lit
and I'm finally ready to let it all go
You can look at it as a personal renaissance
My much needed rebirth
You can write it in every way, using different words and fonts
But nothing has spoken to me, so I choose to speak to myself
I am alone, and I have accepted that
I used to think I was invincible
that nothing and no one could hurt me if I kept my distance
but this thing called life never faltered in it's persistence
I was never the type to invite people into my life
because my life is made of nothing but problems with no solutions
and questions with no answers
I used to ask myself everyday to regain the hope I once had
but once you're shattered, the pieces are hard to find
they go under everything, and you're forced to leave part of yourself behind
in untrustworthy hands and unfaithful hearts
and when we're young, we seem so unaffected
But as we age, and come to realizations and make descriptions of our own pasts, presents and futures
We realize that we lost vital parts
and we want to feel complete again, but we don't know where to start
we are spread out among the ashes and embers
as the whole world just moves on, and we are left in idle
wondering if we are the only one who remembers
I am lost, lost in a cascade of lies and deceit
I have never known truth or virtue
Or the feeling of someone's intentions being true
I am wrapped up in shield of mistrust
and I hate this feeling I have, it's pure disgust
disgusted of the burned bridges, and the never ending lies
the sleepless nights when I would wipe the tears from my eyes
Hoping that life was a dream, and that I was imagining every wrong turn
But, then, ten years later, I woke up and shed all my hopes of waking up from this nightmare
because in life, we need to learn that not everything is fair
and I guess some of us discover that truth the hard way
But, the important thing is to face it, and never run away.

Description
If you want to know loneliness
live my life for a day
and before those twenty four hours of misery are over
you'll be begging to take the pain away
some ask me why I'm like this
for them I have no reason, nothing to prove to anyone
Everything I do is now for me
and I never look back at anything I've done
Because turning your head to the past only dooms you to repeat it
No one else will ever be involved in my revolution again
My own personal fuse has been lit
and I'm finally ready to let it all go
You can look at it as a personal renaissance
My much needed rebirth
You can write it in every way, using different words and fonts
But nothing has spoken to me, so I choose to speak to myself
I am alone, and I have accepted that
I used to think I was invincible
that nothing and no one could hurt me if I kept my distance
but this thing called life never faltered in it's persistence
I was never the type to invite people into my life
because my life is made of nothing but problems with no solutions
and questions with no answers
I used to ask myself everyday to regain the hope I once had
but once you're shattered, the pieces are hard to find
they go under everything, and you're forced to leave part of yourself behind
in untrustworthy hands and unfaithful hearts
and when we're young, we seem so unaffected
But as we age, and come to realizations and make descriptions of our own pasts, presents and futures
We realize that we lost vital parts
and we want to feel complete again, but we don't know where to start
we are spread out among the ashes and embers
as the whole world just moves on, and we are left in idle
wondering if we are the only one who remembers
I am lost, lost in a cascade of lies and deceit
I have never known truth or virtue
Or the feeling of someone's intentions being true
I am wrapped up in shield of mistrust
and I hate this feeling I have, it's pure disgust
disgusted of the burned bridges, and the never ending lies
the sleepless nights when I would wipe the tears from my eyes
Hoping that life was a dream, and that I was imagining every wrong turn
But, then, ten years later, I woke up and shed all my hopes of waking up from this nightmare
because in life, we need to learn that not everything is fair
and I guess some of us discover that truth the hard way
But, the important thing is to face it, and never run away.