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I figured I should've uploaded this sooner?Anyways.
As for the picture. Mari, and Nolan are suposed to be brothers. There's a story of them (sort of) on my tumblr. Where Mari explains his side of the story. They're stepbrothers. Both their actual parents got divorced and Mari's mom got re-married with Nolan's rich dad.
Nolan is the star, and perfect son. While Mari is the outcast, a minority? Sort of? Nolan followed his dad's footsteps and became a psychologist with his own practice... Mari, isn't doing, anything.
He recently moved in with Nolan after what has been years.
The thing is, Nolan's dad, as well as Mari's mom (as she goes with everything the dad says) are extremely homophobic. And they both were actually together for quite some time. Without their parents knowing. And they still dont know. (dont go crossfaced with me, they're not blood related, so there)
They were together for a fair 3 years, at most. When they were a lot smaller. Nolan moved out eventually to chase his dad's dreams and become a loved and just as succesfull psychologist. And Mari was completely forgotten, in a way, that's where they both parted ways. And now, they're together again.
But this time just as 'family' or 'friends' but in the end, roommates.
Nolan is still as busy as ever, and Mari.. Well Mari is actually unsure about his life right now... His story makes me sad, but I love him dearly nonetheless.
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Pindakees In reply to ??? [2012-05-26 22:05:59 +0000 UTC]
Hmm well I could send you an example??? Perhaps? Im not gonna put certain stuff like... online because its rather graphic and sometimes very explicit to be honest. but yeah thats basically the main idea.
And its not like they own your character!! no no, YOU, and you alone play your character. YOU decide what he/she does. And not the other person that plays his own character.. dun worry haha dun get confused. its basically just a simple setting. for example, Mari is watching tv with his boyfriend. I play Mari, I decide what he does and how he converses. And the one that plays his boyfriend, the other owner. is in charge of her own character, and what he does. He never really has anything to say about Mari, only that what they perhaps talk about. That or perhaps her character picking up mine and carry him somewhere. for example. that can happen but only if both players agree to this.
Hahaha oh god XD...
But thats how we do it. For example Mari has his own Facebook, and he chats with his sort of, lover on there. And in private chat they 'hang out' with each other, we use it for rping purposes. I can send you an example if you like???
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Zimbl In reply to Pindakees [2012-05-27 19:20:37 +0000 UTC]
Graphic? Your "graphic" stuff got me into trouble yesterday when my brother visited me unexpected. x'D I was like: "Hey, I saw something funny on Tumblr recently... I'll show you... log in... Dashboard... must have been a few days ago..." *scroll* *scroll* *scroll* ".......... I can explain that!" >__> NSFF - not safe for family. x'DDD
Oh, if it's too graphic or personal, you don't have to show me. I think I can imagine a bit how you rp when you say you write each other facebook messages and chat. ^^ But if it's okay for you (and the other players), you can send me a short example in a personal note. ^_^
I just thought... when your character has a relationship with someone else's character - for example - and that someone else's character cheats on your character or leaves him, your character would be sad. ;_____; That way other people could make your character sad, even if you own him all the time.
Gosh, I listened to Alex Max Band for way too many hours today. >__> Quote of the day: "Cause we've got [...] one heart to break [...] only one."
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Pindakees In reply to Zimbl [2012-05-27 19:54:32 +0000 UTC]
oh god I know!!! I'm not sure but you follow Mari on tumblr right? Well my dad often checks my Ipad.. So sometimes he bumps into an open window on there thats on Mari's tumblr... haha woops.
No its okay, i can send you, the owner in question didnt mind either! ^^ I'll send a personal note.
Well..... Sad enough.. This happened before. Someone Mari was extremely in love with, well the man betrayed him really hard. So that was really sad indeed, and he's still recovering from that. thus why he cuts and all that. It left him pretty traumatized.
Awwww : /
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Zimbl In reply to Pindakees [2012-05-27 20:27:47 +0000 UTC]
Of course I follow him. xD Most entertaining and saddest account at the same time. ;__; Poor Mari. TT__TT Did you... did you make him scars? I made one of my dolls scars, but... I try to hide them on photos. It's none of other people's business. Though I found one photo in my gallery on which the scars can be seen. Didn't pay enough attention. >__>
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Pindakees In reply to Zimbl [2012-05-27 20:35:56 +0000 UTC]
Awwwww..... Well yeah now he has his new body. Yes, I did. I hide them unconsciencely.. Weird actually huh? I mean its just a doll, but somehow his scars. embaress ME... its weird, I try not to hide them anymore. its what he is, and what he's been thru, and still going through afterall. a friend told him that. He actually befriended the guy 'that other guy' left him for and hurt him so much. but they get along really well now.... sad, but beautifull in a way. cuz they understand each other.
Aww well dont be so afraid of showing his (he or she?) scars.. I try not to anymore either. to be hones.t I might even upload a pic some time soon with his scars.... just to throw it out there. I have a pretty sad picture of Mari.. I can show you.. [link] these are photoshopped on. But, he does have them now on his actual new body. cuz on tht pic hes on his old body and i didnt want to paint them on cuz he;d switch bodies any time soon anyway.
This is rather bloody and such, so i wont ever upload it. but if your boy/girl has tiny scars or not too bad, or even if he/she does... just show it or carefully and slowly ease it in.
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Zimbl In reply to Pindakees [2012-05-27 21:32:28 +0000 UTC]
No, it's not weird, hiding becomes a reflex some day. And I don't think it's "just" a doll, when they have a story and so much personality. Damn society, makes people think this is something one should be ashamed of. Something "crazy". Your photo made me cry. ;__; It's so incredibly beautiful and touching. The whole situation is. You made a wonderful emotional photo. Thanks for sharing, it means a lot to me.
With my doll it's a very personal thing, I don't want to display him, don't want to get labeled myself and I heard of certain dA rules. The scars are several years old now, they are completely white. Like I said: I always try to make him happy. ^_^ This photo is so blurry, almost nothing to see on it: [link] This was on purpose tbh: [link] >__>°
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Pindakees In reply to Zimbl [2012-05-27 21:44:29 +0000 UTC]
Yeah well okay I guess you're right, but when it comes to certain stuff I rather say that, then to get butthurt people asking dumb questions ofc. true about society tho.
What!? Noo.. dont cry... damn. Haha, well I guess I'm flattered. It's just basically a daily thing for Mari, well not so much. He managed not to harm himself for more then a week now. good boy.
Oh you can hardly see them, I had to look really close.
Awww that is so cute, but yeah I get when they're white they're mostly rather old. it looks good nonetheless to be honest. so sweet.
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Zimbl In reply to Pindakees [2012-05-28 00:39:57 +0000 UTC]
I hope he has someone who takes care of him and that one day he won't need it anymore. ♥(;__;<)
Nah, I cry all the time. ^^° When I'm sad, angry, desperate, and even when I'm happy or touched. And I love to be emotionally touched. Oohh, thanks for your kind words. o(^___^)o
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Pindakees In reply to Zimbl [2012-05-28 11:38:44 +0000 UTC]
Yeah he has someone like that. Though they hardly talk about it together, which makes Mari rather confused. Even when they're clearly out there. And someone else does, help him in ways, but he's not around enough.
Aww thats sweet haha, I mostly cry at sad animal stories hahaha. But not really because of pictures tho its sweet noetheless
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Zimbl In reply to Pindakees [2012-06-04 20:31:11 +0000 UTC]
Damnit! >_< I "found" your Tumblr today - can't remember how and why anymore, wasn't on purpose o_O - however, so many beautiful photos of Mari and then I read this letter from Mari to Nolan and was crying again. It was so sad and genuine, so touching. Last time I suffered so damn much with another person's character was when I read the third part of Adrian Mayfield. Gosh, something inside of me must have died on that day. >____>
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Pindakees In reply to Zimbl [2012-06-04 21:52:15 +0000 UTC]
Woah its so much cooler when you "find" something haha. On accident.
NOES XD.. Dont cry.. HAHA.. Aw, well that is SO.. so old though. my god. He wrote that when they were apart.. And missing him. When I got MAri, storywise he was still in love with Nolan. Untill he realized it was better just to let him go and find someone else for him.
Awww no way.. That is so sweet. XD
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Zimbl In reply to Pindakees [2012-06-05 20:44:07 +0000 UTC]
It was... February? You live fast. He lives fast. xD May the second part of the saying not come true. >__>
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Pindakees In reply to Zimbl [2012-06-06 17:14:03 +0000 UTC]
No no, it was suposed to be like "he wrote it a long long time ago"
But I posted it on February, yeah ^^
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manda-j-panda [2012-05-22 04:11:07 +0000 UTC]
Mari is gorgeous! Love this photo, and the story that goes with it!
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TaliC-os [2012-05-22 03:24:19 +0000 UTC]
Mari is so damn cute ;-; And I love the story, it is sad ._.
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cddmanful In reply to ??? [2012-05-21 21:44:25 +0000 UTC]
Had to look at this for several moments before it dawned on me they were dolls....
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Pindakees In reply to cddmanful [2012-05-21 22:07:47 +0000 UTC]
HAHA! Thats a big big compliment! thanks!
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Tea-and-me In reply to ??? [2012-05-21 21:31:48 +0000 UTC]
God... are these dolls?
So beautiful and life like. I would have SUCH a great time playing dolls with them!
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Pindakees In reply to Tea-and-me [2012-05-21 22:08:38 +0000 UTC]
They're often mistaken for cheap dolls. They're not, in fact in hundreds of dollars of Resin dolls. These in fact are above 60cm too.
I do ^^ and photographing them.
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Tea-and-me In reply to Pindakees [2012-05-22 20:58:28 +0000 UTC]
I would find it really hard to find them cheap. They look very expensive and definitively out of my grasp, but cheap or not, they look very breath taking, and very delicate too. Like those china-faced dolls.
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AraDiaTerror In reply to ??? [2012-05-21 21:13:11 +0000 UTC]
Wait
are these two boys?
Pretty sure there are girls by judging the body shape on their faces and limbs and their face features.
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Pindakees In reply to AraDiaTerror [2012-05-21 22:07:01 +0000 UTC]
Hurrhurr... They're guys.
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Mae-ril In reply to ??? [2012-05-21 20:08:29 +0000 UTC]
oh god, the story was so touching. I love these dolls! saving to buy two to incarnate my two babies, actually.
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Miharu-Miracle In reply to ??? [2012-05-21 20:00:26 +0000 UTC]
I think, Mari is definitely the most beautiful doll I've ever seen *o* great picture and story, just..awesome!
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Pindakees In reply to Miharu-Miracle [2012-05-21 22:10:55 +0000 UTC]
For real!? Woah, thank you so much dear
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beccalendsahand In reply to ??? [2012-05-21 19:12:37 +0000 UTC]
Love the dolls and story is cute. Which one is which?
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Pindakees In reply to beccalendsahand [2012-05-21 19:17:32 +0000 UTC]
Oh I'm sorry, haha Mari is the redhead, and Nolan is the blonde with the glasses.
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SoftPoison In reply to ??? [2012-05-21 19:02:51 +0000 UTC]
dwahhhh super cute!! I totally love the picture! They seem so alive. Awesome job!
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MarilynJay [2012-05-21 16:28:23 +0000 UTC]
Love it! The scene is so believable Looks totally like something they would be doing. And Mari's gaze and expression are just right for the feelings that he must still have...
But tell me how the story eeeeeends!!!!
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Pindakees In reply to MarilynJay [2012-05-21 19:20:58 +0000 UTC]
Thank you so much!
Er how the story ends?... Well sadly, its pretty but not so pretty. Its what the present looks like. Mari got together with someone, who end up hurting him and violating his trust badly.. He started to self harm and went down a very depressing spiral... Nolan could sit and watch, though ofcourse he tried to help since it's his job. And Mari is prety much his family, there's only so little he can do.
He then ended up with his best friend, er I mean Mari... but the guy who hurted him so much, has eventually decided he made a mistake and wants Mari back badly. Mari knows the most stupid thing to do is to go back to the other asshole, but ofc.. as its a human trait, its hard and he cant make up his mind. And thats pretty much the present, he's still very self destructive and a constant downer : / .... Sorry, that prolly made the story worse..
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MarilynJay In reply to Pindakees [2012-05-21 21:12:16 +0000 UTC]
Sounds like Nolan should chase him more! If Nolan cared about him more, then Mari wouldn't have a hard time making that choice >( Why doesn't Nolan like him too much? Because he's not successful? I guess that's valid if he's not even trying though.
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Pindakees In reply to MarilynJay [2012-05-21 22:13:47 +0000 UTC]
Huh? No no... you're getting it wrong. Nolan and Mari do really love each other. But not like... 'lovers' anymore. Nolan does the best he can to try and help. But, he cant be there 24/7... And it's Mari's choice who he'll choose from the two men he likes. Nolan's not included.. It's about two outsiders, both are not my own dolls.
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