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Plush-Bean — My Angel and Devil With In

Published: 2019-07-30 20:27:34 +0000 UTC; Views: 305; Favourites: 30; Downloads: 0
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Description I have never posted art of these particular Sonas of mine. So let me fill in one where they started and what they are now!

What they used to be: 
these two originally were abstracts of myself, like the angle and devil on your shoulders! As time went on i started to notice the angel looked very feminine was the push over, what i was brought up to be. A proper girl. the Devil on the other hand started to look more and more male, had many "improper" interests? love of insects, and would be more free with their emotions. when i had them like this i did not even realize myself what i was really expressing. Now as finally coming out as Agender/nonbinary i see why i had these two sides that were abstracts of myself change and fight in the ways i drew them to be. 

In the last few years i randomly decided to draw the angel with the head cut off and the devil with a hole in their heart. As in the story i had them be soulmates(platonic) in a sort of sense. But the devil wanted something from the angle to show the devotion of that promise. so the angel said that they could not give them their body but could give them their mind, and the devil could not give them their mind but their body was free to take. 

"I will give you my mind and you will give my your heart." 


Now:
this is still some what of a sona of mine but mostly show as a pair. showing more of my inner war of my sexuality and gender, and also my acceptance of it in the end! these are very special to me and are an OC pair that is around 8ish? years old is my best guess. 

i can try and look and find my progression of art of them! 
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Comments: 9

TheForeverAgainQueen [2021-05-05 17:01:09 +0000 UTC]

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Neon-and-on [2019-07-30 22:43:49 +0000 UTC]

Loooove this explanation so much!! Makes me realize I used to do something similar when I was younger! I love how you've developed them as you've developed yourself!! ♡

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Plush-Bean In reply to Neon-and-on [2019-07-31 00:05:01 +0000 UTC]

Ah i am so honored QvQ !! 
it is so cool looking back and being able to really see what you were expressing even though you did not know it yet! 
but thank you <33

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brytewolf [2019-07-30 21:52:47 +0000 UTC]

Your art has really upgraded recently hun, and I'm absolutely adoring it!! These two are such a neat concept, and I love that it represents the wonderful dichotomy that is you! <3333333333333

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Plush-Bean In reply to brytewolf [2019-07-30 22:17:51 +0000 UTC]

thank you QvQ i have really been putting more time into my peaces that are finished! ;; 
these were my first sonas before i even knew what sonas were so it makes me happy to share them! 

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brytewolf In reply to Plush-Bean [2019-08-02 04:01:09 +0000 UTC]

The extra effort definitely shows!!! Keep up the great work ;u;
They are amazing and I loved hearing about them!! SHOW MORE THINGS <3

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Catchovie [2019-07-30 20:53:49 +0000 UTC]

I can absolutely relate to this, I often feel as if there are two sides to me and struggle with gender identity. I ended up settling with non binary.
i hope to see more of these two! :3c

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Plush-Bean In reply to Catchovie [2019-07-30 21:00:29 +0000 UTC]

it is something really hard right! when you don't have that feeling of oh i am deff that, instead you just feel like all the options given dont apply. and you are stuck there trying to force one way or another, until you realize there is more than the options often presented to you! 
and thank you ;v; i hope to draw more of them! <3

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Catchovie In reply to Plush-Bean [2019-07-31 10:56:58 +0000 UTC]

Totally! X____X
Like, I choose he/they pronouns (though I'm not too bothered what people use) because I don't feel like I'm male or female, or anything tbh! D: It's hard to put a finger on it.
You're super welcome! C: <3

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