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Reconstruction
Now the task seems easy, Yes.
All you need are blueprints, some wood, some nails and BAM.

But to reconstruct oneself is much harder then it appears.
Tears flow, and happiness seems to never come past.
The pillow and ice cream carton used to be my best friend.
Then I realized they made me gain, gain a lot!

Now my friends are my sneakers, and the pavement.
I let my anger slip into the ground with each step.
The burn in my abs only there to release my anger.
The pain is good.
The pain shows internally how much I was really hurt.

So the reconstruction has begun.
When will it stop, I don't know.
But at least I can be happy.
At least my emotions are expressed.

So when I am TRULY happy,
I'll inform everyone.
Sometimes it may appear that I am happy.
But it may be fake.
So please ask, Are you happy?
Then I'll realize if I am.

So my reconstruction has started and it may take awhile.
SO bear with me.
It will be hard and annoying.
But it is best for me.

Description
Reconstruction
Now the task seems easy, Yes.
All you need are blueprints, some wood, some nails and BAM.

But to reconstruct oneself is much harder then it appears.
Tears flow, and happiness seems to never come past.
The pillow and ice cream carton used to be my best friend.
Then I realized they made me gain, gain a lot!

Now my friends are my sneakers, and the pavement.
I let my anger slip into the ground with each step.
The burn in my abs only there to release my anger.
The pain is good.
The pain shows internally how much I was really hurt.

So the reconstruction has begun.
When will it stop, I don't know.
But at least I can be happy.
At least my emotions are expressed.

So when I am TRULY happy,
I'll inform everyone.
Sometimes it may appear that I am happy.
But it may be fake.
So please ask, Are you happy?
Then I'll realize if I am.

So my reconstruction has started and it may take awhile.
SO bear with me.
It will be hard and annoying.
But it is best for me.