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Jaymask | Keeping her paw locked and loaded and not looking at the other, "Why didn't you say goodbye?" It was a simple non-angry tone, she wanted to know what happened, why she was left alone. "Why did you just leave me ? " She finally looked at the other, feeling the pent in feelings she tried to drown out and ignore for all these moons came spewing from the deputy maw. The color-point had felt like a important piece of her life left, how a piece of her own heart just crumbled and suddenly came back. The fluffy molly loved the other still, it was obvious yet she didn't know if Dustbunny cared about her, if she ever did care.."Well..? Was it worth it...?"

Dustbunny|| Sorry wouldn't cut it. It never would. Dustybunny seemed to had shrunk into her skin. That was all that came to her mind, though. Sorry, sorry that I left you. Cicadafang and Sheepsong left when the famine and sickness raided our old home. I...or...we, my family, didn't want to contract it. So we all left. Her eyes finally drifted away from the color point, falling down to the snow below her. "I know I didn't...exactly say goodbye. And it was foolish of me for...not...really thinking about it." Her lower jaw tightened, blinking several time before continuing in a lowe tone. "Well, yes. And no. No, because it wasn't fair to you. I can't fathom your emotions, even now that I'm back." She breathed out a cold swirl of air. "Yes, because I didn't die. Don't you remember that sickness and starvation we had back at our old home? My family didn't want to subdue to that or worse, spread the sickness if one of us were to fall ill. I didn't to neither. So...We left."

Dustbunny lifted her head back up, staring right at the crushed Molly. "I know that's a crappy excuse, but that's my reason and I understand if it sounds stupid... It probably is. I should've stood by you and the clan during those harsh times. Instead, I didn't. "

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Jaymask || Her face twisted into frustration, she got closer -- angry this time. "You're a coward." She gritted her teeth smacking the other she-cat with no claws but she still smacked the other. "You left me, I needed you...Even when I was a scout, I still needed you. You we're a coward, I became a hero with other cats chosen by the stars." She bit her lip, "You just left my life, left me CRUSHED. You didn't even think twice before breaking my heart.." She wheezed, glossy optics and claws digging into the ground. She always thought about her..

Wondering where she was, hating her for doing what Braveheart had done to her, then removing her from her thoughts moving on until she saw her face again -- she didn't want to see her face..She didn't want to be reminded of good and bad memories. It hurt, Dustbunny hurt her too much. The feline was made a better cat but still had a grudge in her heart, she wanted to accept her apology but couldn't.

"Did you even love me at those times...?"

"Was I nothing at all to you...?" She questioned, feeling her face flustered with tears and anger.

"Forget it.." The deputy turned away, going a bit farther down the creek and didn't face the other.

ow my heart?
they finally see each other and its angst
creek
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Jaymask | Keeping her paw locked and loaded and not looking at the other, "Why didn't you say goodbye?" It was a simple non-angry tone, she wanted to know what happened, why she was left alone. "Why did you just leave me ? " She finally looked at the other, feeling the pent in feelings she tried to drown out and ignore for all these moons came spewing from the deputy maw. The color-point had felt like a important piece of her life left, how a piece of her own heart just crumbled and suddenly came back. The fluffy molly loved the other still, it was obvious yet she didn't know if Dustbunny cared about her, if she ever did care.."Well..? Was it worth it...?"

Dustbunny|| Sorry wouldn't cut it. It never would. Dustybunny seemed to had shrunk into her skin. That was all that came to her mind, though. Sorry, sorry that I left you. Cicadafang and Sheepsong left when the famine and sickness raided our old home. I...or...we, my family, didn't want to contract it. So we all left. Her eyes finally drifted away from the color point, falling down to the snow below her. "I know I didn't...exactly say goodbye. And it was foolish of me for...not...really thinking about it." Her lower jaw tightened, blinking several time before continuing in a lowe tone. "Well, yes. And no. No, because it wasn't fair to you. I can't fathom your emotions, even now that I'm back." She breathed out a cold swirl of air. "Yes, because I didn't die. Don't you remember that sickness and starvation we had back at our old home? My family didn't want to subdue to that or worse, spread the sickness if one of us were to fall ill. I didn't to neither. So...We left."

Dustbunny lifted her head back up, staring right at the crushed Molly. "I know that's a crappy excuse, but that's my reason and I understand if it sounds stupid... It probably is. I should've stood by you and the clan during those harsh times. Instead, I didn't. "

Ed

Jaymask || Her face twisted into frustration, she got closer -- angry this time. "You're a coward." She gritted her teeth smacking the other she-cat with no claws but she still smacked the other. "You left me, I needed you...Even when I was a scout, I still needed you. You we're a coward, I became a hero with other cats chosen by the stars." She bit her lip, "You just left my life, left me CRUSHED. You didn't even think twice before breaking my heart.." She wheezed, glossy optics and claws digging into the ground. She always thought about her..

Wondering where she was, hating her for doing what Braveheart had done to her, then removing her from her thoughts moving on until she saw her face again -- she didn't want to see her face..She didn't want to be reminded of good and bad memories. It hurt, Dustbunny hurt her too much. The feline was made a better cat but still had a grudge in her heart, she wanted to accept her apology but couldn't.

"Did you even love me at those times...?"

"Was I nothing at all to you...?" She questioned, feeling her face flustered with tears and anger.

"Forget it.." The deputy turned away, going a bit farther down the creek and didn't face the other.

ow my heart?
they finally see each other and its angst
creek
neritiq little-ashen-finch chlckadee Altiasdog strawberryflames