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PonderTheLight — [VENT] Silence Is Not The Way...

Published: 2017-11-01 21:23:27 +0000 UTC; Views: 164; Favourites: 18; Downloads: 0
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Description ''Silence is not the way.. We need to talk about it. If heaven is on the way, If heaven is on the way'' (Letting The Cables Sleep)

Okkaayy.. so vent warning up ahead ^^''

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I'm in honors math (All honors, to be precise, but that's not my concern), aaaannd it has been quite the struggle for me. I was in honors last year as well, and it was just as tough, but now my parents are kinda getting involved. I scored a not-so-great grade on a recent test, and my teacher sent an email home to my parents.. they're not mad about the grade, they know i'm doing my best, but they're mad because i didn't talk to them about how much i had been struggling. I've been dismissing questions such as "How was your day?" and "How do you think you did on that test?" with answers like "Good" and "Fine". They've been stressing me out a lot lately because of this, and i know i need to do better, and i know that i need help, but i prefer not to ask.. I have a lot of friends (especially online) who are older/the same age as me and would be able to help me out, but i just.. hate asking people for stuff. It's not that i'm too proud or anything, it's the opposite really. I don't like bothering people, i know that everyone is busy and have their own things to worry about, i don't want to concern them with my own problems. So.. i just don't really know what to do. I might go on hiatus for a little while while i try to figure this out, because i'm really, really stressed right now. Please, don't worry about me.

Thanks for reading ;;



Also this drawing was a quick doodle, so i'm sorry that it's not of high quality
(And it's of my new secondary fursona, with slightly more pastel colors. I'll upload her ref soon.)
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Comments: 15

Red-Pawsx [2017-11-02 16:19:26 +0000 UTC]

u can do it bb i believ in u. u dont have to be stressed about your parents or it will just make you depressed 24/7

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PonderTheLight In reply to Red-Pawsx [2017-11-02 18:44:39 +0000 UTC]

yeah i know :0 it's getting better


thanks <3

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DixieDreams [2017-11-01 23:12:16 +0000 UTC]

Ahhh!! I get exactly what u mean!! I was in gifted math last year and I was struggling terribly! I was to shy and didn't want to bother anyone so I tried to do it on my own and got dropped out now I'm in honors math and I'm trying to be re evaluated for it. Note me if u ever wanna talk or if u need any help on ur math! It's used to be so easy and now it just doesn't make sense!

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PonderTheLight In reply to DixieDreams [2017-11-01 23:17:37 +0000 UTC]

aaaahhh thanks so much <333

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Acorn-Trees [2017-11-01 22:37:22 +0000 UTC]

Aw I'm sorry school has been stressing you out, it can be a pain in the ass. The best thing to do is try asking people for help, even if you don't really want to. I have the same problem, I hate asking people for help because I don't want to bother them. However there are nice people who would be glad to help no matter what you need!
Anyway, I hope you get good grades and school can get less stressful for you!

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PonderTheLight In reply to Acorn-Trees [2017-11-01 22:57:49 +0000 UTC]

ack thank you so much Alli <333

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Acorn-Trees In reply to PonderTheLight [2017-11-02 01:07:02 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome!^^

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xikinz [2017-11-01 21:43:51 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry you're stressed about this Ponder. I know how hard school can get. I was forced to be in an honors English class, even though I didn't need or really want to. It was awful, my mom pushed me too hard to be "better" than everyone else and that's not at all what I wanted. I didn't understand the material, I didn't know anyone, the teacher was extremely strict and honestly kind of rude, etc.
Anyway, I hope you start feeling better! Do not be afraid to ask for help, you may think you're annoying people, but trust me when I say your friends would be happy to help you!

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PonderTheLight In reply to xikinz [2017-11-01 21:56:50 +0000 UTC]

Ah that sucks :'0 I'm definitely more of a Social Studies-English person than a Math-Science one.
And thanks so much, that really means a lot to me <3333

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xikinz In reply to PonderTheLight [2017-11-01 22:08:49 +0000 UTC]

I am too. And no prob Bob. <33

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Great-Comet [2017-11-01 21:37:21 +0000 UTC]

I'm love you!!!
Honey, your parents should understand that it's hard asking for help sometimes and they should be easier on you. School sucks ASS. I can't sugar coat it because it's the truth. If you ever need help or even need to talk, don't be afraid to hit me up! You won't be a bother or anything to me 💕

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PonderTheLight In reply to Great-Comet [2017-11-01 21:55:39 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, i agree, school really does suck :'0
Thank you so much hhhhhhhhh <33 That really means a ton to me <3

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Songstream [2017-11-01 21:27:52 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry!
Something like that happened to me a while back, and I hated it. I wish I could give you some advice, but I'm honestly terrible at giving people advice.
I hope things get better!

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PonderTheLight In reply to Songstream [2017-11-01 21:33:16 +0000 UTC]

aahh thank you so much, that really means a lot to me ;o; it's good to know that other people understand what i'm going through <3

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Songstream In reply to PonderTheLight [2017-11-01 21:58:28 +0000 UTC]

aahh you're welcome!

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