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Porsheee — Why Would I Not Be Real?

Published: 2018-04-23 21:09:17 +0000 UTC; Views: 193; Favourites: 16; Downloads: 1
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Description So I guess I'm not dead yet. Even though I think it's been four months since I last posted? To be fair, I've still been sketching in my sketchbook every now and then (er...once a month?) but I'll admit, I haven't been drawing like I used to. Which is probably why my improvement is getting stagnant.

That said, the painting portion of this took maybe 3hrs, which is...not great, but good for me haha. The last hour was me screeching at the background and slowly dying. I hope I get back to drawing and writing when summer starts, but I'll admit I'm a little nervous. What if I never do?  

I dreamed this girl two nights ago—a girl made of porcelain with the brightest, fluffiest orange hair I'd ever seen. She was beautiful, and smiling, and caught in the light of golden hour. I came up to her and looked closer at her arm, realizing she had not skin but ceramic. "Are you real?" I asked. "Why would I not be real?" she said. It's a weird question, for someone who knew they were asleep. 
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dottys-friend [2018-05-07 13:52:41 +0000 UTC]

I would be sad not to see you here again if you never get back into drawing or writing.
But I guess if you don't you will have found something else that gives you more enjoyment and while sad for your watchers it is a good thing for you

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Porsheee In reply to dottys-friend [2018-06-06 01:01:25 +0000 UTC]

I don't think that's a risk anymore. I'm definitely not where I was last summer, but I'm for sure getting back into it! I think I've been improving slowly despite not drawing haha. Sometimes we need a fresh start to see how to improve. 

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StrangelyShiny [2018-04-23 23:26:06 +0000 UTC]

It's been far too long, darling. You certainly drew something that looks beautiful enough to be right out of a dream. <3

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Porsheee In reply to StrangelyShiny [2018-06-06 01:00:08 +0000 UTC]

I feel terrible for replying so late, forgive me.  Thank you so much!! She was definitely a lot of fun to draw~ 

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StrangelyShiny In reply to Porsheee [2018-06-06 06:24:57 +0000 UTC]

No worries! <3

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Toasty-Marshmallow [2018-04-23 21:12:50 +0000 UTC]

It's so great to see some stuff from you!!! How have you been??? That dream is REALLY cool. I love that kind of stuff!! 

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Porsheee In reply to Toasty-Marshmallow [2018-04-23 21:20:49 +0000 UTC]

Thank you! I've been good, college has been fun, it's just that I'm spending all my time with schoolwork, eating, class, or hanging out (so like...no writing and drawing?? akjhdsjkhd). I'm quite happy though~ What about you? 

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Toasty-Marshmallow In reply to Porsheee [2018-04-23 21:45:23 +0000 UTC]

YEAH ISN'T COLLEGE TIME CONSUMING??? Rest in peace. ;_; I've been in the same boat pretty much? Trying to get stuff done for school and not doing too much else~ I'm super excited to graduate though!! I begin animation school in October!! Thanks for asking!!! 

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