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Published: 2018-01-18 02:19:42 +0000 UTC; Views: 1264; Favourites: 4; Downloads: 0
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Description Recently I've been feeling sort of shitty, and I'm really not sure why. Most of it is from my dysphoria I guess, but others could just be me building a tolerance to my meds.
Sometimes I really wish I weren't like this I suppose. Just the effects of being like this are painful sometimes. These feelings could all be chalked up to being melancholy, who knows, maybe this will all go away in a few days. Right now it seems like no matter what I do, at the end of the day I still lay in my bed feeling hopeless and ashamed of my body. 
I used a lot of the words I get called at school, some of them are statements I get. 
This is just me sorta venting out my frustrations, maybe someone can relate.
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Comments: 7

Newtered [2018-01-21 01:40:10 +0000 UTC]

Hope you’re feeling better man! And have been able to find solace in someone you trust.
On a lighter note: your style’s rad, and you seem like a chill dude. And I hope you continue to grow as an artist, and especially grow into a body that you’re comfortable in. Best wishes over the inter-webs man! ^u^

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PR1SMBOY In reply to Newtered [2018-01-21 01:41:17 +0000 UTC]

aaa thank you so much!!! Things have been slighty better since then, but not a major difference

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MemeJunkie [2018-01-18 14:36:52 +0000 UTC]

*huggles from pyry*

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PR1SMBOY In reply to MemeJunkie [2018-01-18 15:08:46 +0000 UTC]

xoxo

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ob-sc-ur-it-y [2018-01-18 02:33:18 +0000 UTC]

I'm so sorry you're having a tough time, here's a hug if you want one  This probably isn't too relevant but I think that this piece of art is very beautiful, and it sends a powerful message too. I hope something very good and happy happens to you in the near future. 

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PR1SMBOY In reply to ob-sc-ur-it-y [2018-01-18 02:53:00 +0000 UTC]

thanks for the hug, it means a lot . I hope something good happens in the near future as well, I really need that good karma coming my way

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ob-sc-ur-it-y In reply to PR1SMBOY [2018-01-18 13:11:21 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome! I'm sending good thoughts out to you

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