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prelandra — So this is what it feels like
Published: 2004-04-02 07:44:18 +0000 UTC; Views: 2246; Favourites: 59; Downloads: 738
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This is for you, ~luciferous-glow ... request number 1 from the email. The feelings that made me do what I did.. . .
Its like you see this huge city, this world before you, all these people living their lives, happy...And its as if your on the sidelines, merely watching...Unwanted by the city, unwanted by the world. They dont know you exist, nor do they care...You tried calling out to them...And yet they ignore you. You can never enter, A wall holding you back, keeping you from living..And all that you have that wants you is the decietful ocean...And so you fall back into the wave's, letitng them engulf you...The only thing that wanted you...
All Stocks courtesy of Stock Exchange, and the city was from DA but I have no clue who's it could be...
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Thats close to what I think sometimes..
And the picture is very good too.
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Your galerie is filled with all kind of excellent works...
But I must choose this one to be among my favourites...
It's simply breathtaking and I just don't know why...
I just love it...
A 
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One of it not the most moving pieces I've seen. Simpil yet not, in a strange way. Very good!!
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Simply beautiful. Remember that while on the sidelines there is no expectations, hate or violence, you are free from that which cripples those within the city. You have a chance to learn without being told a chance to see without being shown. And the ocean, while deceitful and full of lies, you know to expect them to see them for what they are. Whereas the city that you want to reach has its own deceits and lies, but those are the ones you have yet to find. There is comfort in knowing as well as in exceptance of any form. I'd pick the ocean. Thank you for sharing your talents with us.
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woww amazing, reminds me of tht evanescence new single - everybody's fool video? during the end when she was up on the roof in the nite screaming i think ? lol... so its amazing
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wonderfully strange and immaterial. the theme makes me angry a bit, but it doesn't stop me from faving
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This is amazing. Perfectly constructed and beautifully illustrated. Nice work.
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no i wanted to hurt myself afterwords 
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god dammit no... dont you realize that you just let some of that blackness out of you? its seeping away...
then again I wanted to kill myself last night and came close to it....so I shouldnt be the one talking about it...
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yeah..
Why
thats not good though.....~_~
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I see a girl who prays for a tsunami to come, a girl that recognizes how despicable it is.
Someone who joyfully distinguish herself as rejected for being better than the mass.
Specially the upper part is so striking and emotional
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oh GOD is this wonderful! omg omg! I cannot keep my eyes off of it.. this is my fav from you all together.. BUT.. I think this is my favorite deviation I have EVER seen! Omg.. this is soo wonderful, its soo awesome! I am in awe at it.. the colors, the feeling, the mood, the meaning.. the picture itself! It's like sooo soo perfect...
.. its like the girl is running away from the city, and is taking her last glance at the world she has known to go somewhere else where she will, hopefully, live much happier.. and all that she takes is her broken heart, hurting memories, and the clothes that are upon her back...
my god is this wonderful! I cannot begin to explain how awesome this truly is.. omg.. I am in love with this picture! god you did soo well on this..
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Gorgeous work. The atmosphere is breathtaking. Wonderful works. Fav.
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This is absolutely amazing......it oozes with feelings that I just cant put into words, yet I coudnt relate to them more. Everything about this is beautiful, specialy the colors. Such a dark mood you've set for this...such loneliness.
I must 
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the image is so open to interpretation
i can relate to it, i think a lot of others can too
great job
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This looks great, full of meanin'...lovin' the texture on the wall and sky, very well put together
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this outstanding. i really like the posture of the girl. and the description makes it
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the atmosphere, all the details and the whole composition with those colors and pose, fitting perfectly togeather in my eyes, love the urban lonely feeling and the wonderful melancolic feeling
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Rich textures, and I absolutely love what you have done with the city the fog on the water also fits perfectyl for this picture... You have blended very well many styles in this one piece and I think that it is what makes this such strong work. Very inspiring piece indeed, great work! 
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wow... i luv the mood... sweet job 
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thank you i really like what i did with the city....the stovk was just one set of buildings no depth to it...i played aorunf added layers and changed settings and really really am proud of how it turnedout.
than you again hun
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oh god this is so incredible. hands down my new fav from you, and i do believe it takes top fav of anything I have seen, for me.
excellent work, prelandra. absolutely excellent
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thank you...this was very hard for me to do. lets jsut said i went to the hospital the other day...but, my dear firned told me to make an image of what i felt that made me do what i did...and i think it was too soon to make it because right now all i want to do is do it again.....so im glad theres emotion in it....and im glad you like it hun
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i have definately been right there in those shoes, and i do hope that things begin to recover soon enough for you as well. It's hard. But, thats where our doing art comes in handy, at least for me. Nice to just pour out some of the crap and try to get a little free
this was absolutely, though, without doubt, the best thing I have seen in a very very long time. out of the worst times can come the best, perhaps?
Well anyhow i dont want to awaken any ikkiness in you, but just know that theres those out here who know just what youre goin through, even if you dont say them aloud.
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*nods* well thats not a good thing but its good you can relate........things are allright, although the reasons i did it - nothing has changed. i still feel unwanted and ignored and no one gives a shit..dont know....but yes thats why i love art to release the feelings onto a canvas......i dont see why you think this is the best thng you've seen in a long time, this is nothing spectacular although i am proud of it tis nothing special...but hey, you think it is and thats what matters right? that people accept my art and adore it and relate...heh....
Yeah i know hehe, thank you for the wonderuflly kind words hun means alot to me even ifmy head is killing me and i can ahrdly think right now lol....but yeah..thank you very much again,
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Oh my god!!!!!!!!!
its soooooooooooo beautiful!!!!!!!
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This is so moving and gorgeous!
Definitely a
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pure suicider poetry- fucking strong mood- about everything I even not talking because better than perfect
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wow beautiful.
very in depth look...so simple yet profound.
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