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Published: 2004-08-02 02:22:04 +0000 UTC; Views: 130; Favourites: 3; Downloads: 5
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Description I HATE...
knowing that i killed what we once had
I HATE...
the feeling of feeling so sad
I HATE...
the fact that when i sleep at night i dream of you
I HATE...
that there are so many things that i wish i knew (about you)
I HATE...
when i see the moon it reminds me of your eyes
I HATE...
myself for all of the lies
I HATE...
that i couldn't be the shoulder for you when you cried
I HATE...
that the bullet was the wrong size
I HATE...
the fact i never got to say goodbye......
I LOVE...
all of this fucking torment!!!!
I LOVE...
all of this fucking anger!!!!
I LOVE...
knowing i'm a fucking danger (to myself)
I LOVE...
ALL THE HATE THAT'S BUILT UP INSIDE!!!!
I LOVE...
I HATE...
love....this hate is what i created
I HATE...
i'll never see her again.......
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Comments: 22

yybablann [2007-04-20 20:39:49 +0000 UTC]

WOOOOOOOW!!!!!!!!!! the is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO "Fucking" deep! /

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RedheadedBrunette [2004-09-16 04:31:44 +0000 UTC]

hasn't everyone felt that intense vision of red?

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program In reply to RedheadedBrunette [2004-09-16 04:35:06 +0000 UTC]

true...yea, i was pretty pissed when i wrote that....and i still want a shotgun

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RedheadedBrunette In reply to program [2004-09-16 04:36:36 +0000 UTC]

loads up the shotgun... coks it and hands it over.... shoot at the pretty duckies dear.....

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program In reply to RedheadedBrunette [2004-09-16 04:39:23 +0000 UTC]

lol fuck yes

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RedheadedBrunette In reply to program [2004-09-16 04:44:38 +0000 UTC]

just do not shooy your eye out


*grin*




*pull*

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program In reply to RedheadedBrunette [2004-09-16 04:48:12 +0000 UTC]

lol that's fucking awesome....i love the jack d. nigga....i wont shoot my eye out,but i probably will be shot by gang members

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RedheadedBrunette In reply to program [2004-09-16 04:49:14 +0000 UTC]

in Arizona?

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program In reply to RedheadedBrunette [2004-09-16 04:51:37 +0000 UTC]

yes ma'am

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program In reply to RedheadedBrunette [2004-09-16 04:51:35 +0000 UTC]

yes ma'am

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RedheadedBrunette In reply to program [2004-09-16 04:52:17 +0000 UTC]

scary...... and I live in Baltimore......

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RedheadedBrunette In reply to RedheadedBrunette [2004-09-16 04:55:55 +0000 UTC]

well you think of Arizona and you thing wide open spaces and well not exactly the scenery for the next gang banger movie ya know

BUT I will chastise myself for being a little judgemental


*BAD JENN*

*bad bad bad JENN*

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program In reply to RedheadedBrunette [2004-09-16 04:53:49 +0000 UTC]

why is it scary?

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RedheadedBrunette In reply to RedheadedBrunette [2004-09-16 04:45:43 +0000 UTC]

SHOOT I mean Shoot


*another swig of Jack and it all over*

Ha Ha Ha

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RedheadedBrunette [2004-09-15 15:03:33 +0000 UTC]

powerful.... every time I dream I sink into a nothing ness it feels kinda like that

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program In reply to RedheadedBrunette [2004-09-15 22:09:06 +0000 UTC]

thank you, i'm glad you like it.....i hate that feeling...

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RedheadedBrunette In reply to program [2004-09-15 22:41:35 +0000 UTC]

I actually get that....


I have a shot gun.....

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program In reply to RedheadedBrunette [2004-09-16 04:19:33 +0000 UTC]

i need a fucking shotgun....or a bigger baseball bat to beat people down with....thanks again for commenting on I HATE i'm very happy you could relate to it.

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dementedanqel [2004-08-02 16:16:59 +0000 UTC]

i like this poem. it's very well written.

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program In reply to dementedanqel [2004-08-03 02:29:18 +0000 UTC]

thank you very much

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program [2004-08-02 02:33:34 +0000 UTC]

i just posted 4 min ago!!! lol but thank you very much

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TheEllenThingg [2004-08-02 02:29:24 +0000 UTC]

wow...so many emotions...well written

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