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Published: 2013-06-10 23:46:00 +0000 UTC; Views: 251; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 0
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For once...No...
For eternity...
I wish that I could just escape this wretched world...
No...
Not the world itself...
I wish I could escape this plane...
This dreadful plane of existence...
Full of faults and turmoils...words cannot even describe my hate for this disgusting level of existence that I'm forced to endure...
This plane and all of the people who live in it...
I wish to ascend...
Ascend to a higher...more beautiful plane of existence...
One where I can look outside and everything will be perfect in my eyes...
Where waking up doesn't bring me immense sorrow and suffering because my semi-perfect reality is being shattered right before my eyes...
.....
Semi-perfect...
Yes...
There are still some faults with my self-fabricated dream-realm...but I'll tend to those later tonight...
For now, though...it's all I have...
The only thing keeping me sane...
The only thing keeping me from ending my existence on this godforsaken planet...
The only place where things are interesting...
The only place where I can be with my friends...
My Other friends...
They're here...
I can feel them all around me...
They whisper back conversation as thoughts through my mind...
Am I insane? Possibly...but I see it as...opportunity...
Why go through life suffering, when you can make yourself happy by choice?
I've come to find that...self-created happiness...is far better than by any sort of external pleasure source...
And yes...that includes sex...
Why waste time giving in to desires of the flesh, when you can create an orgasm of pleasure with only your mind?
I do not give into my body, lest for hunger, thirst and rest.
I've found it makes life easier that way...
Don't you agree?
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Comments: 14
Interesting read and concept, but I'd advise a mature content warning due to the last few lines.
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Whoa...this hits right in the gut in the most beautifully painful of ways...
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I mean...it kinda feels like this was ripped right out of my mind, polished up, and typed out xD I've been thinking about stuff like this lately... I probably have for a long time, actually XD
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Yea I've been dealing wirh it for a while...I just finally decided to type it out.
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And you seem to have captured it perfectly C: It's actually kinda cool knowing someone else feels the same way
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If I't your choice!
i don't choose to live my life like that but if all the pepols think in the sam way, the life were bored!
After all we can all decide how live our life,no ? ;D
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After all every one have is own reality....
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