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Published: 2017-04-07 22:11:52 +0000 UTC; Views: 59840; Favourites: 2571; Downloads: 319
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- Silent! Now it's my turn to talk._________________________
Friends, I first decided to participate in the contest!
I was inspired and as if in one breath I drew this picture. I hope you will enjoy!
Diseases of the mind are very scary for me. If everyone is against you, then you can not prove that you are healthy. This is my nightmare. You can be put in a hospital and you will be treated. People will not believe you. I think not one book is written on this topic.
Thank you for comments, dear!
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The human mind is both an awesome and a horrible place. We can create many beautiful worlds and things in our minds, but we can also imprison ourselves there.
Personally, I believe hell isn't a place we go to after death, it's a state of mind that we create for ourselves when we let us punish ourselves.
Some people just don't understand what it's like to be a prisoner inside your own head, what things you create to constantly torture you because you feel like you deserve it, or you feel that you're not good enough, or you think that you're worthless, and all other reasons people shut down and lose their faith in other people and themselves.
Depression is just one side of the thousand sided dice that makes up the negative parts of the human mind, because there's never just one things that causes these things. Those who have experienced these emotions and feelings and thoughts understand what it's like. I have a lot of things that are 'wrong' with me; ranging from childhood trauma, to mid level depression. I understand what it's like, to a degree, for some people with these problems.
Sometimes, all we really need is to hear that we matter, and to know that someone cares and loves us, and not only hear it, but truly believe it.
A thousand apologizes for the long text, just got a bit emotional. I love the work you've done with this piece. It looks great with the shading, colors, lines, and symbolism/theme. Best of luck to you with the contest. I'd put it in my top ten or five. Have a great day.
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Thank you so much!
I agree with you. Support for loved ones, knowing that you are loved and appreciated, can help on the path to cure.
I wish everyone health and a strong hand that can support you!
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Man, the forces of darkness sure get fresh with the girls.
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the problem is that people can't tell the difference scientifically between spiritual awareness & disease of the mind. if they can't explain it, they call it lunacy. sad really. great picture
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Well, provided that "spiritual awareness" is inherently unscientific (which, to be fair, most scientists believe to the point of claiming dissenters "aren't real scientists")
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Absolutely gorgeous work! The mood and atmosphere of this combined with your superb shading technique really come together to create something special here. Good luck in the contest too. ^_^
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>All those hands touching her everywhere
This is actually my fetish.
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I can relate to being silenced.... I have Depression, and it never feels good to be repeatedly told o "shut up" both during your formative years as well as your adult years. It feels like your opinions don't matter. Like your ideas are stupid and not worth the breath it takes to voice them. People always talking on the phone with you just waiting paitently, politely for them to be done so that you can say what you were already in the middle of saying. Not everything I have to say is important, true, but if they never let me speak, then how can they ever know if what I had to say was going to be important or not?
They assume that I have nothing to contribute whenever I try to enter a conversation. I don't like being the one to start the conversation since I never know what would be a good topic. I also don't know if they'd be willing to listen or contribute themselves. So I try to find a good point in an on-going conversation that I have something to say about and say my piece. But it seems rude to them that I just butt-in like that. It's not the best way, but its the best way I know to get involved in an actual conversation. After all, it's not like they're going to start talking to ME. Not unless they want to tell me to do something, or to stop doing something, or something like that. Not having my voice heard only adds to my Depression when it strikes, or sometimes triggers it to begin with. Have you ever been happy, enjoying yourself, laughing at something, and then suddenly someone comes in and tells you to shut up or that you laugh too loud and are being annoying? If not, let me tell you how it feels. Horrible. All of the joy you had a moment ago disappears immediately and you feel sad knowing that your happiness is an annoyance to others. Almost as if they don't want you to be happy. I try to stay out of other people's way most of the time. I try not to cause trouble for others. Allow them to forget I'm there in most cases. But it doesn't seem to be enough. I'm always doing something that someone has a problem with. At least, it feels that way anyway.
Sorry if this comment was too long or bummed you out or something.... Nice artwork by the way. It really shows an understanding of internal torment. Great job!
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I understand you. You should not let others take away your happiness!
Thank you!
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It's not so much that I'm letting them take away my happiness as it is more like my happiness just disappears the second I realize that the problem they have is directly related to me being happy. For instance, laughing too loudly. If I COULD control my laughter's volume you'd think I would've figured it out by now, right?
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It was a rhetorical question, but I appreciate your opinion anyway. It shows that you're at least a little bit concerned with what I deal with. So thanks for that.
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Holy crap! That is awesome and gorgeous and sad and amazing!
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Thank you so much! i'm very pleased ^3^
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Wow, impressive job! That looks incredible, best of luck!
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"The Grudge"
www.youtube.com/watch?v=3XwWIe…
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I really like it! I can't explain why though, I just do. Nice work!
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this picture is absoloutly awesome. the shadings the colours ...EVERYTHING!
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Thank you! You are so kind!
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I just sayed the true .... but np!
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