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PSEUDOSAVlOR — had to make my name, i had to break my spine.

Published: 2020-02-06 16:29:58 +0000 UTC; Views: 135; Favourites: 18; Downloads: 0
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Description this is an old piece i never uploaded here, but i wanted to post some art & also i feel like shit so TW for this next little paragraph for dysphoria and just general sorta venting

hi i feel like fucking garbage? i just want to delete everything & have everyone forget about me so i can start over 
i feel so fucking dysphoric i just want people to stop LOOKING at me like holy fuck 
i've yet to speak in any of my classes because i just? my voice is so fucking shitty & high pitched and everyone fucking knows it 
and maybe i'd feel better if i could make ANYTHING i was proud of? i'm almost 18 and my art still looks like a fucking 15 year old could've done it 
that's not shade at 15 year olds i jst. don't feel adequate 
i have one more class for the week & then i'm done so i guess that's nice at least

if u read that i'm sorry lmao i just needed to get it out somewhere 
i'm hoping ill be able to work on some owed & whatever this weekend i did some doodles yesterday that weren't terrible so i think the art block is at least going away 

i hope ya'll are doing ok! i'll be back on the regularly scheduled fuckshit soon hopefully 

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Comments: 2

gorepet [2020-02-06 23:12:48 +0000 UTC]

hey my dude, just wanted to say i really love u and i think u and your art are just. absolutely lovely

bc you're honestly so talented?? not to mention reliable for commissions and trades and such,

which i think is rare but so important

i really hope u are able to find your voice and feel better soon, you're super important and valid

no matter what      

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PSEUDOSAVlOR In reply to gorepet [2020-02-07 02:10:20 +0000 UTC]

you are an absolute sweetheart ?? i love u so much 
thank you so much this message lowkey cheered me up a lot ok 
i'm rlly glad u think so !! i try sometimes life jst smacks u in the face ?? 

i'm feelin a bit better! i really jst... needed some time to cool down i think 
seriously thank u so much <33 

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