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Puppiii — eyes getting wet, don't be upset [vent?]
Published: 2017-11-25 12:47:41 +0000 UTC; Views: 588; Favourites: 54; Downloads: 2
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not gonna say much here but
i feel liek bullcrap,, i'm just so piled with stress and anger i can't take it anymore
i feel so so damn lonely, every time i speak about it to someone, it ends within seconds.
it also feels like i'm losing friends, i lost 1, and i feel like i'm losing more and more very slowly. I'm literally losing contact with them and i just can't.. ugh. People are always judging me it's just so annoying. People being mad at me just because i hang out with a friend? pff shut your fucking whore mouth.
i feel like a bad person because of the way i act,, i feel like a waste of space and an "extra" in people's life. I just feel so useless
i also feel like people are trying to avoid me.
i find it so very hard to find a conversation with one of my friends because they always reply as "good to know" or "idc" like are we even friends? what happened to that old you.
I'm getting too annoyed in life and i literally hate how things are going on.
Oh, did i mention that i feel so fkin dumb and my self esteem is at 5% rn? A lot of my friends are calling me stupid, idiot, dumbass, dumbfuck, dumb i just,,, really want to,,, give up on everything, i want to forget my exams because ohohoho, according to people "i'm so dumb and can't do anything and i won't succeed".
kinda vent over uh ,,,,, i'm gonna go bed so goodnight
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Aww your an amazing person! You have a lot of skill and bring joy to many people!
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you deserve way better than what you're getting, i promise you. if you're friends don't like you as much as they used to, so be it. don't change for them, they don't deserve you. find someone else, find a new group of friends who love you for who you are and don't take you for granted. good luck with your situation, tea <3
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I cannot compliment your art more than I have before, I cannot say anything that others haven't said before, but if it is worth anything, I'll do it, but here me out please, I'm here if you need to talk to someone, I'm here if you need any help, I've been through many things too, you can trust me, you are better than you think, and if you ever need advice or simply a friend, you can count on me, I am here, don't doubt yourself, don't underestimate yourself, that is the way of those that give up, don't follow that path, I believe in you, push yourself forward, you can do it, don't let others take you down, you're better than that, I believe in you, never forget that
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Thank you so much everybody,,,,, ily all dearly ;0; i feel a lil better!!!
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Hey some people in the world are jerks and assholes, and we all know that, try to ignore them, if their judging you like that, that means they have no reasons to be friends with, I don’t want you to feel this way cause you’re my friend, you’re a wonderful person and a inspiring, amazing and a talented person with great arts, so what I’m trying to say is, I want you to be okay and happy
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Replace those jerks insulting you. You deserve better, Tea.
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If your friends are calling you that, they're not your friends. You're an amazing person. Don't listen to anyone who thinks otherwise. And I know what it feels like. You should talk to someone.
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Hey, hey
If your friends are hurting you in porpuse, then they are not your friends, they are some dumbass people.
You're not a bad person, you're not extra and you're not a waste of space, you're a person, a persn with feelings, dreams...
You don't deserve to feel like this, you're an amazing person.
There are people that always are going to care about ya'.
You're amazing, keep that in mind. owo
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Those people really don't sound like friends, friends don't say that shit.
You're amazing, no matter what they tell you!
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Dude, are they really your friends for calling you that? I recommend getting new friends.
And no, you aren't a waste, you are a person who was born to do something in life. So don't feel like that, please...
I know it's hard, but try to keep strong :'> We're here for you bud <3
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This is so pure and beautiful, I absolutely love it. If you EVER need anyone to talk to I’m always here, you can talk to me if you’d like, because I understand what you’re going through. Just know that people love you, people care about you, you beautiful human being <3
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okay wait
hol up
first of all, your art and artstyle are fucking amazing. you are an inspiration of mine and your unique and colourful style of lineart is absolutely beautiful, as well as your impressive shading! it's. amazing. no. fricking. joke.
also, if your """friends""" are calling you "dumbfuck" and "shit" or whatever, are they really your friends? i mean, i don't know these people, so you may correct me if i'm wrong, but...
aren't friends supposed to help you out? if these assholes are lowering your self esteem enough to make you disregard your own grades and exams and shit then...
idk, but to me, i don't think they're your true friends.
i'm not telling you to stop talking to them, but to me, i don't think you should consider them friends.
also, i totally emphasize with you as far as losing contact with friends... recently, i myself have stopped talking to people regularly, mostly cuz of some... social slump or sth? idk. point is, i understand the shit you're going through, cuz i'm kinda going through the same shit myself.
just know that you can talk or vent to me if you need to!!! i'd be glad to help or even just listen, if that's all you need. <3
on a slightly less serious note, i've been trying to contact you on Discord, but it doesn't seem to be working??? any chance you've sent a friend request or sth? it'd be nice to talk to you, you seem like a really sweet person!
♡ hecc, i hope you feel better tho! ♡
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hnnngg thank you so much <33
sorry, i keep changing my discord name lmaoo
bane of your existence#6068
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