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.: " He told me that I could be a member of Safe Haven for as long as I promised to protect it, and I have been following that promise to the best of my ability. " :.



Name: Ashenfoil
Gender: Male
Common Nicknames: Ash, Ashen, Smashin' Ashen'
Previous names: ???

Age: 4.8 years [last update 4.2 PC]
Unsure of his exact age due to his origins, he was somewhere around 2 years old upon arriving in safe haven. 
(approximated birthday, 6 months before the calamity) 
Rank: Vanguard

Auma: 68

Class: Self
Power Chart: 
[Link]

Ashenpaw's Relationship Tracker

Origin: Ashen (darkling)
Breed: Brazilian Shorthair mix
Mentor: Hopflight
Items: 
-Soul gem (Starlight guide)
-Winterfest Scarf
-Winterfest Cloak
-Sack of Heroes Feast, 10 charges 
-Banshee Necklace
-Bone of a two-leg
-Banshee bead
-Fright night mask

Appearance: 
His fur is light silver, but not reflective in the slightest. His pelt markings are in extreme contrast, as his paws and underbelly are a dark charcoal. However the most noticeable aspect of his appearance are most certainly the sinister flames that flicker across the back of his pelt.

His eyes look inverted, darkened selcra and a bright silver iris that strikes unease into those who look directly into them, these eyes used to constantly ooze a black tar-like tears, but have since dried up, and only leak when he's emotional or under extreme pressure. 
His whiskers drip darkness, these droplets soon fade away and seep into the earth like raindrops.
Ashenpaw's back is completely engulfed in dark auma flames that run from the scruff of his neck all the way past the tip of his tail, mimicking what he once had
the flickering shadow-flames circle around his shoulders in a way that somewhat forms a wing shape, if you squint.  
His fur has darkened across his eyes, forming a mask similar to that of a raccoon.
Ashenpaw stands proud and strong, having gained muscle and mass from diligent training with Hopflight to become a vanguard,
his paws, nose, tongue, and insides of his mouth are as dark as the flaming auma circling his body.


Personality: Hazed - Aloof - Stoic - Strong-willed - Unstable -  Easygoing - Redemption - Socially Awkward

[HAZED]
Ashenpaw is a darkling, this means he comes with a lot of memory issues. His brain is foggy and his mind isn't always clear of the right and wrong things to do anymore. He has a hard time remembering things, including stuff that happens to him on a day-to-day basis. Often getting lost in his mind and forgetting what someone asked him to do, or why he's even there. Sometimes it happens suddenly, sometimes it happens gradually. Ashenpaw perpetually fights with his amnesia, and the darkness that's still trying to claim him. However exposure to safe haven and its light auma, and other cats, (especially Hopflight) have helped to fix most of this problem, but it's only a matter of time before the darkness reclaims his mind, he can feel it whispering the moment he steps outside of safe haven's walls. 

[ALOOF]
Ashenpaw doesn't feel like he fits in with the rest of the cats, he's a darkling, the rest of the cats are normal (mostly). Because of this, he usually sticks by himself, watching from afar. He seems distant from everyone, and hard to approach. However that doesn't mean he wouldn't mind a friend or two. In fact, you'd be surprised how many cats notice the lil' guy just standing over there awkwardly watching them.

[STOIC]
Do not be mistaken, his darkness has corrupted him. Hardened his heart, cut him off from the rest of the cats, and made his emotions close to naught. Ashenpaw doesn't have emotions that are nearly as strong as the average cat. He might say things that would seem offensive to those who aren't familiar with his behaviors, he doesn't apologize, he just is. Though Hopflight has taught him a lot about the meaning of loyalty, he will uphold most of his thoughts to the morals of safe haven before he even considers his or other cat's emotions. 

[STRONG-WILLED]
Ashenpaw retains one thing from his history. The one thing that no matter how dark the corruption gets, it's too deep within his bones- and ancestry -to remove from his behavior: The Loyalty to his clan.
This strong nature, his stubbornness and determination to carry out the tasks assigned to him flows through his bones like the very auma that radiates off his pelt. Though he may sometimes forget what the tasks are, you can count on him to do anything he sets his mind to. No matter the cost

[UNSTABLE]
Even though Ashenpaw may be cold and reserved, there are times when he snaps. Only brought on by over exposure to the darkness, His entire demeanor shifts and he changes into a drastically different cat; One who is filled to the brim with complicated emotions and evil intentions.
It's almost as though two cats are fighting against each other without realizing that the real enemy is the dark auma that has corrupted them. Whatever the case, this alternate personality is horribly corrupted, often lashing out at himself or other cats around him, he laughs, he is angry, he is sad, he experiences every emotion at once while scolding himself for some unknown crime.  

[EASYGOING]
Ashenpaw is typically very calm and collected, he says what's on his mind but he doesn't get easily riled up or irritated. He tries his best to be understanding towards all members of Safe Haven but he has his own boundaries. when they're crossed, he most likely will stop talking or try to avoid the cat causing problems, rather than lash out at them.

[REDEPMPTION]
Being in safe haven has exposed him to mass quantities of Light auma, fixing most of his more negative behaviors and making it easier for him to exist within proximity to other cats. He's had plenty of chances to prove his worth and takes every single one of them. While he's within safe haven the whispering is almost completely nonexistant, and he enjoys the company of light auma cats just as might as he feels kinship with other darklings.

[SOCIALLY AWKARD]
after having lived in haven for over a year, Ashenpaw has finally warmed up to the presence of other cats, especially after embarking on Tiger's proving, he has a desire to connect with others and make friends, though he doesn't know how to go about it just yet. 



History: 

BEFORE THE CALAMITY: 

***ATTENTION, SPOILERS AHEAD!!!!**** 
Ashenpaw doesn't remember his history at all, but that doesnt mean he doesn't have one! If you want to keep this a secret and descover it through roleplay, skip ahead!

Ashenpaw was once normal, he once had a regular name and a clan that loved him dearly. 
His name was Slatepaw, and this is his story:

When Slatepaw was just a kit, he and his brother Gravelkit went out into the forest to play. Late at night they decided was best. They were just kits! They weren't allowed to play outside RaggedClan's walls, so they snuck out together, and wandered the forests without anyone around to supervise them. They had so much fun! Played in the woods together, pretending to be warriors and hunting to feed the clan. However, their games ended when a shadowy cat approached them and asked the two kittens what they were doing out so late. They told the mysterious cat of their games, he chuckled and told them he could take them to see something really fun.. The portal to the dark forest.

The kits exchanged glances, and followed their thirst for adventure rather than their instincts. 
When they arrived, the shadowy cat who had lead them to the portal ventured through it leaving the kits by themselves at the gate to the underworld. Peering into the swirling darkness, they started to joke and dare each other to poke their paws into the portal. Or perhaps venture through it as well to see what would happen? What was on the other side..?
Toms will be Toms, as they old saying goes.. The boys kept pushing further until the unfortunate happened. Gravelkit was pushed too far into the portal, and his yowls of terror and screams of pain echoed through the night and ingrained themselves into Slatepaw's head. The poor brother ran home terrified, hoping that it was all just a bad dream, hoping that his brother wasn't killed and was actually just stuck behind the portal. He felt like it was his job to go rescue him. I didn't mean to harm my brother, it was an accident! He kept telling himself. Trying his best to hide this horrible event deep within his memory, claiming that he didn't know what happened to his brother, or where he had gone that night. 
Slatepaw's mother was a hotheaded she-devil, who had a difficult time birthing kits. When she found out one of them went missing, and was presumably dead, she snapped. She began to take her anger out on Slatepaw, even though he refused to tell her what had actually happened. Her misplaced anger turned violent, and Slatepaw's father jumped in to try and save the day, but the heroic tom ended up horribly mangled and scarred afterwards. 
Weeks went by, and eventually everything settled down. Most of the clan members forgot about Slatepaw's brother- that is -everyone except Slatepaw. 
    When the portals collapsed, StarClan and the Dark Forest were destroyed. It is said that Slatepaw's enthusiasm and constant remembrance for his brother called out to Gravelkit's spirit, pulling it to him like a magnet. The two cats souls fused together, and a dark and corrupted energy formed between them.

The brothers were now One. The mistakes erased, the bitterness withheld, the darkness approached. 

    It is unknown which brother holds full consciousness of Ashenpaw. If anything, both the brothers are conscious at all times. And during moments of instability you may hear mutters of their real names. yet to the average cat it just sounds like pure nonsensical insanity brought on by the dark auma. 
Ashenpaw doesn't remember much of what happened while he was ashen, he has hazy memories of ripping and tearing creatures apart, trees exploding and cracks of earth opening before the paws of other cats before they were eaten by the very ground itself. He lived alone for a long time, completely engulfed in darkness. Before one day when he heard the call for unity, the Signal of Haven, and part of his old self returned to his ashen soul waking him from the chaos... and he was the first darkling who arrived at safe haven.

Family: 
Mother: Spiderflame - A dark colored she-cat with blazing amber eyes and a heated personality. She was violent and mentally unstable, Slatepaw is glad she's gone as he began to hate her the older he grew. She was claimed by the darkness, for darkness lived in her soul. She was then eaten by the world itself when the end of all things destroyed everything. 
Father: Cedarpath - A kind and noble brown tabby tom with a knack for staying on the right path. He died just before the world ended, killed by a swipe to the throat by his mate Spiderflame. Although she was awful to him, he was deeply in love with her and never regret a moment of time he spent with her. He thought her temperament was just a quirk, and didn't realize how corrupted she really was. Slatepaw was good friends with his father, a kind old tomcat. 
sibling:  Gravelkit – Deceased? Gravelkit was Slatepaw's best friend, he will never forget him.

<-- Previous ref


Joining Safe Haven

 { The Darklings Cometh } - OSaC RP Log

Ashenpaw was lost, he was a darkling who was shaken out of his stupor from the call, but he was still lost. the energies of the darkness seeping into his broken mind and causing him to wander aimlessly for weeks, the only reason he was able to survive was because of his dark auma, he looked like the ashen, he was an ashen. 

Ashenpaw was (in canon) the first darkling to ever appear in safe haven, such a striking contrast to any of the light auma cats, the oddity was inspected by Hopflight as he discovered him in the forest one day, Ashenpaw swore his undying loyalty to safe haven and eventually Hopflight himself, giving him a reason to live and something to strive for. the first founding milestone of his personality begins here. 

 The Ashen Souls

Routine Living

Adjusting slowly to life in safe haven, he feels outcast but finds solace in doing whatever task is given to him, it feels straightforward and easy to do whatever he's asked to do, he starts making small talk and occasionally chatting with various haveners but mostly sticks by himself and devotes all of his time and effort into training, however the orders started becoming sparse and his mentor grew distant from him due to his darkling appearance, it wasn't that long before she died trying to protect other cats from a beastly ashen, leaving the apprentice without a mentor, where soon Hopflight decides to take his training into his own paws. 

 {OSaC Assignment} Chpt 1|| The Juggernaut ||
 || Honor to Safe Haven || {Hop's Roses Event}

Loosing grip

Keeping to himself mostly, this is when all the big plot events start to kick off. directly after the events of his assessment where Ashenpaw got corrupted by the hellion's influence, Skinner's gang arrives. Chaos, turmoil among the cats of safe haven and Ashenpaw has no moral compass to follow, he just looks to Hopflight to tell him what to do, what to think, what to say. He has logical conclusions he can come to but he constantly looks to the monarch for answers on how to act, picking up subtle clues and hints based on what Hopflight is saying rather than what he's explicitly telling him. 

The darklings start to loose themselves, cats begin to revert to the clutches of the darkness, Ashenpaw goes to Nicholas for help based on Hopflight's approval of the cat... 

 You Must Not Drown In Your Own Darkness.
-darkness of the heart, eventually needs to be done/put here-
 Darkling Ashen

Investigation

The darklings have been murdered, everyone splits off to search for clues, Aashenpaw is afraid to go alone, he hasn't made many friends and Hopflight is incredibly busy with all his monarch duties, the only way he can think to help is to investigate but he's been shaken to his core by the crazy events happening in safe haven that he doesn't feel safe anymore without Hopflight's presence, he pushes these feelings aside and searches with all his might to help solve the mystery of who killed these cats, hoping that he won't be the next target.

 OSAC || Gathering Evidence

Babylon

Nicholas has been revealed as the traitor, he's erected the tower of babylon and it's time for those who call themselves cats of haven to prove their worth and strike him down. 

Ashenpaw teams up with Hopflight to tackle the seven trials, their bond growing ever stronger to that of father and son, Ashenpaw makes a bold move to sacrifice himself to the guardian before Nicholas to let his team pass through unscathed. This is the first time he has sacrificed himself for his team, but it won't be the last. 

 Hop and Ash Get Lost || Babylon Floor 1
 Hop and Ash Go Dark || Babylon Floor 2
 Hop and Ash Get Rekt || Babylon Floor 3
 {OSAC} Babylon Floor 4 || Face What You Fear
Hop and Ash Find Paradise || Babylon Floor 5  
 Hop and Ash Confront Themselves || Babylon Floor 6
 {OSaC} Babylon Floor 7 || Heart Attack

 {OSaC} - Babylon, FINAL BOSS! || Deity Nicholas

 Ashenheart

Recovery, Repentance.

Nicholas has been defeated, its time to trial him, it's time to rebuild. 
Ashenpaw takes a lot of time to recover after his final blow to the guardian, all of the cats are wounded and it takes a while but they eventually convene together and pull Nicholas in front of safe haven to atone for his sins 

It's a bit of a chaotic situation, but eventually a consensus is given. 

 OSaC VIDEO LINK! || The trial of Nicholas
 {OSAC} Second Chances

Winterfest

after all of that settles down, and Ashenpaw falls into his normal routine again, he starts to feel a bit drained and sad, thinking about the negative and chaotic events that has just occurred really got to him and he started spending /even more time by himself than he already was/ if that's even possible. 
He had desires to talk to certain cats, but never really followed through with it and he started to become a ball of angst and misfortune that nobody wanted to hang around, he never knew what to say anyway. 

But then things changed. 
Snow, happened. and Ashenpaw was surprised, he had emotions, he had.. fun?
it took him some time to get used to this celebration and a bit of prodding from a few cats he knew, but despite the darkling's hesitation and dislike of the cold, he actually learned a lot about himself during Winterfest, and is looking for the future now, it's just what he needed to pull him out of his depressive episode

 OSaC || Winterfest || Ashenpaw's Ice Skating
 OSaC || Winterfest || Snowball Fight! {RP}
 OSaC || Winterfest || Sledding with Hopflight {RP}
 OSAC || Winterfest || Ashenpaw's Ice Sculpture
 OSAC || Winterfest || Decorating the Roost
 Winterfest Bonfire Story: Ettinmire's Head

Tiger's Proving

Coming soon...

Ashenpaw is back from Tiger's proving, and it looks like he LOST HIS TAIL ON THAT JOURNEY! I'm gonna update this later with the info from the proving here, but for now I don't have the time to do much else than the art update and personality updates!


Roleplaying Preferences: 

If you want to rp with me, please write in third person! Thank you <3 
I live in the Eastern Time Zone (UTC-05:00)

I prefer SKYPE for rps! though I will do DA note if you like, but I will be much slower to respond and there will be a large chance that I may forget to reply altogether, leaving the rp unfinished. if this happens PLEASE don't be afraid to remind me to reply!

I typically would like it if I can schedual the rp's that I'd like to do, I'm working on a rp tracker for ashenpaw right now that I'll link here when I'm finished!
for now though, he's stuck in proving hell, so he can't be rp'd with anyway :C

Thanks for reading!
~Purrl
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Comments: 34

Brightlights03 [2022-09-19 21:10:08 +0000 UTC]

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PenguinEatsCarrots [2017-02-25 06:50:19 +0000 UTC]

I'm loving his fire tail so much omg but am also still sad about it
Also let me just gently toss Lynx your way for a possible rp because damn does she know how it feels to lose a tail and she wants to help Ashen be accustomed to the life of a stumpy tailed cat if he hasn't been already ;w;

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Purrlstar In reply to PenguinEatsCarrots [2017-02-25 08:33:12 +0000 UTC]

yesss!!! that would be perfect he has no idea how to function really and has been trying to make the best of it but the poor kid lost his balance and is trying not to think about it too much and he already looks up to lynx so much from helping him out with the whole bablyon thing when nic went bonkers and manipulated him to start attacking people? lynx 'n ashen need to be friends now its vitally important to my sanity and I want to do your rp sooner than everyone else's just because it'd be first on the timeline, since she'd see him and talk with tiger and then probably go check up on him soon after?? I'll shoot you a message in the morning on skype when I wake up and we can get that started!

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felinemon [2017-02-24 23:34:11 +0000 UTC]

Oh no! Poor Ashenpaw's tail! I hope that he at least lost it in a GLORIOUS battle!  MUAHAHAHA ....

<><> He looks good though. <^^>

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Purrlstar In reply to felinemon [2017-02-25 08:34:00 +0000 UTC]

you'll find out what happened to it soon! I have several art pieces to go with the adventure

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felinemon In reply to Purrlstar [2017-02-25 15:45:43 +0000 UTC]

EEEEE~ I wait eagerly in anticipation!

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Benepotentia [2017-02-24 21:36:13 +0000 UTC]

I absolutely love the tail thing Ashen's got going on! Flame tail is so wicked cool. I love it.

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Purrlstar In reply to Benepotentia [2017-02-25 08:33:42 +0000 UTC]

I knooooowww the best part is that I was hoping/regretting not making that his design first but found the perfect opportunity to change the design into this ;3c

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RyanSignGuy [2017-02-24 21:31:24 +0000 UTC]

Nice

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WildAnimeKittyKat [2015-07-08 18:12:32 +0000 UTC]

*Pushes Tiger towards Ashenpaw*
I'd like to rp

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Purrlstar In reply to WildAnimeKittyKat [2015-07-08 23:44:33 +0000 UTC]

yesyeyesyes do you want notes or skype or some other thing? O:

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WildAnimeKittyKat In reply to Purrlstar [2015-07-09 00:08:21 +0000 UTC]

Skype is easier for me
my Skype is WildAnime
do you want to start?

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bagelbitts [2014-07-13 23:31:11 +0000 UTC]

oh! oh! I remember you from the previous oSaC! I think we role played once in a group rp with our characters and their mentors.
But besides that, his design is really great and his personality is really interesting, especially with his instability. 

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Purrlstar In reply to bagelbitts [2014-07-14 03:01:38 +0000 UTC]

ooh hello! ;w; I maybe remember that sorta, nice to see you again!~ thanks!! maybe we can rp again sometime >W>

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bagelbitts In reply to Purrlstar [2014-07-14 23:35:52 +0000 UTC]

That'd be fun to do!

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PoisonYew [2014-07-12 11:36:18 +0000 UTC]

oml, his design is absolutely perfect<3 and i love his unpredictable personality, it makes him really quirky and unique. gotta' love a bit of crazy xD 

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Purrlstar In reply to PoisonYew [2014-07-12 18:30:40 +0000 UTC]

aaaah, thank you!! ;w;

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Furdora [2014-07-12 07:37:37 +0000 UTC]

Oh my goodness ! His design, his past, his whole personality, everything about this lil guy, it's all so interesting ! Wowow ; v ; I'm definitely curious in that split personality he has. All in all, I got my eyes trained on this one and I'm not gonna look away. Ever.

Seeing as I have a Darkling character also, I'd love the chance to introduce her to this cutie ! Maybe they can bond over their unfortunate condition haha though with his unstable personality is that even possible? :'D

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Purrlstar In reply to Furdora [2014-07-12 18:31:22 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much!! I'm interested in him too, I'm sure I'll have a blast playing as him xD >w> 

oooooh!! maybe they can~ I don't know if its possible, but maybe she can force her way into his broken heart? ;3

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Furdora In reply to Purrlstar [2014-07-12 18:47:23 +0000 UTC]

Yea, no kidding haha He's a ticking bomb waiting to explode
I wanna be there when it happens ok.

Hushedlight doesn't like to hang out with other cats because she feels herself a burden and is ashamed of her dark auma, but since they're similar she might be able to convince herself it's ok ; v ;

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Riveriia [2014-07-12 04:26:20 +0000 UTC]

Hey there!  Aah it's so awesome to finally see this guy fully finished and fleshed out!  The character design is gorgrous, the backstory fantastic and interesting.  And it's going to be so nice for Safe Haven to have a dose of insanity to keep everything real hehe.

Welcome to oSaC!

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Purrlstar In reply to Riveriia [2014-07-12 04:46:17 +0000 UTC]

Yeeeeheeeee!!!~

Im glad you like him! >w<
I'm gonna have a lot of fun roleplaying him for sure! I hope he's not going to be the cause of too much mischief though.... ;D
Is the first-darkling rp thing still on or not? Its okay if you don't want to or have different plans!
I saw we got another darkling accepted into the group as well, I'd hate to leave out someone just because I helped make the idea a reality ;o;

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Riveriia In reply to Purrlstar [2014-07-12 04:51:16 +0000 UTC]

No I'm definitely up for a first-darkling RP!  We've got I think 4 darklings in the group right now including you, though Ashenpaw's still cannonly (is that even a word XD) the first darkling to arrive in Safe Haven.  It would have been directly-ish after the Call, so we'd be RPing a bit into the past, but I'm still cool with it!

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Purrlstar In reply to Riveriia [2014-07-12 04:55:59 +0000 UTC]

*hasn't actually been reading any of the applications yet*

sweet! I'm free ALL DAY tomorrow, and I'll probably be sitting around my room drawing stuff xD so if you wanna rp then that'd be cool with me! idk notes/skype/anything works really. though I hope its okay if for some reason I dont like how events played out we can re-do certain parts? Ashenpaw is quite a unique character and as I'm inexperienced in his personality and quirks right now I may get some things "not quite right" about him that may need reworking if that happens (it rarely does, but I thought I'd clarify just in case!!) 
if it wasn't almost 1am right now I'd suggest we did the rp thing today since we're both online, but i'm too tired xDDD

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Riveriia In reply to Purrlstar [2014-07-12 04:59:20 +0000 UTC]

That sounds like fun!  I have the day off of work tomorrow too so I should be good.  Shoot me a note when you're ready to start, and we can get this jazz done!

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WarriorCatHeart [2014-07-06 00:57:55 +0000 UTC]

I love his design!! >w<

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Fyrepyromaniac [2014-07-05 17:59:20 +0000 UTC]

That shadowy leaky effect looks really cool. You're so good at coming up with character concepts.

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Purrlstar In reply to Fyrepyromaniac [2014-07-05 18:35:36 +0000 UTC]

aaaaah, thank you!! characters are my forte, as I like to say.... I gotta get good at it if I'm gonna be an author like I want to xD

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Fyrepyromaniac In reply to Purrlstar [2014-07-05 19:32:54 +0000 UTC]

You're well on your way. I think there are some famous authors who don't know their own characters as well as you do yours. ;D

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Steampunk-Stopwatch [2014-07-05 17:49:43 +0000 UTC]

question, can I make a wallpaper of this guy too?

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Purrlstar In reply to Steampunk-Stopwatch [2014-07-05 17:51:51 +0000 UTC]

Sure, if you wanted to! O:

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Steampunk-Stopwatch In reply to Purrlstar [2014-07-05 17:54:39 +0000 UTC]

for the contest I mean.

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Purrlstar In reply to Steampunk-Stopwatch [2014-07-05 17:55:15 +0000 UTC]

Yep!

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Steampunk-Stopwatch In reply to Purrlstar [2014-07-05 17:58:37 +0000 UTC]

k thx ^^

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