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Published: 2009-03-15 03:30:01 +0000 UTC; Views: 194; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 3
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Waiting in darkness,waiting in nothingness,
waiting for the numbness to end.
Lost and confused,
calm then anxious,
sure but uncertain,
utterly aware and completely helpless.
Waiting for the day to break,
waiting for the dawn to crash down on me.
Waiting until I finally have my fill and pour over the egde,
overflowing with sorrow and anger and regret.
Waiting, looking for answers, looking for reassurance, for comfort, for rest.
Hoping still to wake up and find that it was all a dream.
Never wanting tomorrow to come,
Never wanting the darkness to end,
Never wanting the truth to shine, the day to break,
the dawn to crash like waves on the shores of my mind.
But the truth must dawn,
The truth it lingers in the far reaches of my mind,
stretching its burning red fingers towards my heart.
It lingers ominously in the distance, awaiting its moment.
I fear its arrival, the coming of reality, the face of death.
I look into the near future and cringe.
This cannot be real.
This cannot be.
