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Published: 2016-05-25 10:24:24 +0000 UTC; Views: 66; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 0
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"smile!""Give mommy that pretty smile of yours!"
Hehe. Yay! Good girl!..
...
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It's sickening really.
Just the same thing, over and over.
"Smile for the camera! Look pretty! Gorgeous! Beautiful!"
And I hate all of it...
Sure, I guess I'm pretty.
I don't really care though...
My name is Jane.
Hi. Don't look at me!
Just, don't okay.
I know.
You're thinking how 'beautiful' I am.
How it would be just amazing to 'get with me'..
Are you an idiot?
I'm a model. Of sorts.
I've been practicing since I was three.
Now I'm sixteen.
Though I can only remember what it felt like at seven years.
At first, I was happy.
You're such a good girl!
Good for you! You're just amazing!..
Yeah.. Right...
I was happy that I made mom happy.
I even got treats. Every now and then.
It was fun...
But then I got older.
And I started to see things differently.
And instead of feeling good about myself, because of the constancy of the endless praise, I started not to like it anymore.
Truth be told, I'm not a virgin.
Mom doesn't know. And dad? He's not in the picture.
Which is fine.
I have sex to take my mind off everything.
Though I will say that giving my body up to a guy doesn't make me feel any better...
This whole thing is just a mess. I'm a mess.
People are so dumb. You know?
It's all just idiocy,
Hopefully this will change one day. But I don't really care...
See ya..
~End~
