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Published: 2016-05-28 22:03:40 +0000 UTC; Views: 117; Favourites: 2; Downloads: 0
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the fan is goingthe music is hopping around
Still, one can never be too careful...
~~~~~
People are different. It's not a big deal.
Maybe that's why..
I asked the moon who her lover was. She didn't answer. Which was fine at the time.
~~~~~
They say I'm crazy. It makes me laugh.
And I've been stuck in this room for months.
What are you thinking? I ask the mirror.. Surely, the mirror will answer me.. Surely.
Maybe I'm a girl.
Or a boy..
Or both.. Surely that's okay too though, right?
Actually, I may never know.
Never respond, or make a response of any kind..
You can hear it, right? The beeping. The machines, keeping me 'alive.'
I wander an endless ocean of thoughts and emotions.
My physical body trapped, so I walk with spiders. And the creatures of the night.
I'm not special though Nope. Definitely not.
I just live here...
Where is here? I ask, like a child..
But maybe I am a child?
Am I a child?
Or an adult?
Does that matter too? Surely, when I open my eyes one day, they'll let me know..
Of course, then I'd have to abandon this world.
This pretty little world that I've made for myself while I'm here.
Do you like it too?
You can come in if you want to.
Heh. You're the first visitors I've had! I feel happy.
Thanks for coming.
Watch your step though.
~~~~~
a delicate flower, on the verge of death..
so she created a world where there would be no regrets..
poor thing...
~~~
~End~
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Comments: 10
It would be nice to make my own little world where everything is perfect...well, not necessarily perfect, but one that works for me.
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Same here.
I hope you can find a place in this world where you can be happy. And live without judgement and fear and oppression.
I wish that for everyone.
Because we''re all on this planet together. So we should all care about each other...
But that's just what I think....
~J
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You've got a big heart to want everyone to be happy. It'd be really nice if more people were like that.
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Thanks.
I just care about people.
Often times, more than myself.
Thanks Gray.
~J
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We're a lot alike in that sense. I've lived my whole life for others, trying to make everyone happy and satisfied. I'm trying to be able to live for myself as a change, but it's difficult because it's hard for me to identify what I really need and want out of fear that others won't approve. So, I usually shut out myself and worry about everyone else.
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I see.
I think people are gonna hate you even if you are a nice person.
If you identify with anything other then straight then you're going to hell. Which to me is FINE. At least in hell I won't have to deal with their shit anymore. So that'll be nice.
You're a good person Gray. And we do care about you.
I wish people could just wake up and realize that gay, bi, trans, intersex, asexual, and everything else in between DO EXIST!
And we will keep on existing. As long as earth is here, we will be too.
It's ridiculous..
And slightly irritating
Anyway. Take care okay. 
~J
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I get what you mean; it's very irritating that people are so close-minded.
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I say we make hell absolultely FABULOUS! <3 Just to piss off people like Donald Trump who is an asshole and who is apparently trying to run for the Presidency of the US.
It makes me very sad, as well as mad that some people can't accept others.
I just wish IĀ could move to a place where all my friends where and we could all live together without any judgement or fear whatsoever.
That would be absolutely amazing. ...
~J
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That would be a very amazing place indeed.
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Quite so.
~J
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