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Published: 2016-05-27 22:43:07 +0000 UTC; Views: 93; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 0
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Description he speaks to the mountains.
and talks with the trees.
he is everything caught, and taught to disease.

he is a simple civil servant with baggage.
he wants to run away, wants to end it.
caught between what is right, and what is easy.

break into my heart
and i'll steak you alive
into my little torture chamber, where all my shadows lie
in wait for their meal, of cold hardened steel

even so, GO ON, GO ON they say.
waited again for another day.
caught in rapturous thoughts, and tainted eagle wings

we are he who sings, and makes the world spin, spin
goes the toy on the floor.
who's at the door?

no one. just a little needle to break my concentration..

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I  scream but no one answers.
Only my heartbeat would dare make a sound.
The subtleties of sex; moan and groan until it ends
the illusion of freedom and free will
grounded into our brains. now make the kill.

kill me slowly, so i'll remember how it feels.
stick a needle in my eye and I will die
again, one more time around the bend.


we may never be free.
perfect little horses, in harmony
dance to the leaves that catch the wind's epic romance

we are beautiful in shame
wrapped in the lie that beauty comes from the inside
have you seen the reaper, capturing his prey with the scythe?
it makes no sense. i think I might
have to call it a day, so I'll go home. In my room I will stay
until the pain withers away my emptiness


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the heaviness of releasing ecstasy into a writing.
~~~~

echo, echo
crawling back into my shadow, shadow
it's the playmate I had, while you were yelling at mommy and dad
you were different, so I played with you; once or twice..

~~~~

i am an empty mind..

~End~
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GrayValkyrie [2016-05-28 13:53:54 +0000 UTC]

Some of this sounds like me.

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PyroShadow18 In reply to GrayValkyrie [2016-05-28 14:07:19 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry for that..

I hope that things get better for you.

~J

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