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Why does it always rain on me?
As I sit under the green-leaf'd tree.
I only think that I can try
To erase the horrors of this lie.

I try to weep, my eyes are dry,
I simply sit, but cannot cry.
I wonder if happiness will come
To those in need, even just one.

If I could wish one thing to you,
I would wish I were not so blue
So I could run around and smile,
And make both our lives so worthwhile.

I only sit, and then I think
"What did I do, why did I blink
Out his existence, were you truly mine?
Did I think he was out of time?

Did I believe that what I told
You was only meant to polish gold
And make you shine out in the light
And turn Valuable into bright?"

I never knew what I thought I did
I never thought I'd shut the lid
On my emotions, that were so true
That I conveyed from me to you.

I only thought that you would stay,
And dance with me, a merry way,
And sing a song alongside me,
And stay and smile and be as true.

I should have known, I should have seen
What you were going to do to me,
To polish off the brazen sheen
And put to light the ugly true.

I should have stopped when I had time
I should have there was no shine
Of happiness coming from you
Until I would be just this blue.

I should, I should, I should so much
Have tried to gather all the dust
And started once again, anew
So it would rain on me AND you.