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Lately I feel like complete shit. I have not motivation, no spirt, nothing. I'm tired, I'm stressed. Yeah I live in this loop, over and over and over. Am I just bad luck? Am I cursed? I'm meant to be happy now, and yet... I stand in my own brain still wanting to take my life and having no outlet for any of it. I don't want to draw, I don't want to fursuit, make videos, write stories as i once did. It all seems overwhelming and much harder then it is. I feel as if over time I've gotten soft. Gotten lazy in making myself "feel" better.

I'm happy sure, but I feel like my life has no prepose, no meaning. I get high, I fuck, I eat, and i got to work. Over and over and i feel like I am living a fucking lie. I just wish I did waste all of my creative energy when I was fucking 12. I peaked in fucking middle school and I've been sparling ever since.

I want to be something, I want to be know and have my name fucking out there and yet here I am once again trapped in my own hell.

Who the hell am I?

Description
Lately I feel like complete shit. I have not motivation, no spirt, nothing. I'm tired, I'm stressed. Yeah I live in this loop, over and over and over. Am I just bad luck? Am I cursed? I'm meant to be happy now, and yet... I stand in my own brain still wanting to take my life and having no outlet for any of it. I don't want to draw, I don't want to fursuit, make videos, write stories as i once did. It all seems overwhelming and much harder then it is. I feel as if over time I've gotten soft. Gotten lazy in making myself "feel" better.

I'm happy sure, but I feel like my life has no prepose, no meaning. I get high, I fuck, I eat, and i got to work. Over and over and i feel like I am living a fucking lie. I just wish I did waste all of my creative energy when I was fucking 12. I peaked in fucking middle school and I've been sparling ever since.

I want to be something, I want to be know and have my name fucking out there and yet here I am once again trapped in my own hell.

Who the hell am I?