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ok, soo I know I always talk about my mother never showing any interest in me and always being so negative and down and depressing.

But i have a dream, basically a flashback of when I was little and my sister, mother, and I were drawing on hte dining room table. I was aobut 7, shannon being 5 and my mom..well, old. And she drew an elephant, a really GOOD one for someone like her who hasn't really done much wiht art. And I remember her laughing and smiling and there weren't bags under her eyes, and she didn't slouch when she walked.

and when I woke up all I could think about was how much I wished she could be happier, and how she didn't marry an ass, and how her father wasn't an ass and how her son wasnt an ass. I wish she didn't have to work so hard, I wish she wasn't so angry, mad, sad, all the time.

I just want my old mom back before she's gone.

and the room is called Default

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ok, soo I know I always talk about my mother never showing any interest in me and always being so negative and down and depressing.

But i have a dream, basically a flashback of when I was little and my sister, mother, and I were drawing on hte dining room table. I was aobut 7, shannon being 5 and my mom..well, old. And she drew an elephant, a really GOOD one for someone like her who hasn't really done much wiht art. And I remember her laughing and smiling and there weren't bags under her eyes, and she didn't slouch when she walked.

and when I woke up all I could think about was how much I wished she could be happier, and how she didn't marry an ass, and how her father wasn't an ass and how her son wasnt an ass. I wish she didn't have to work so hard, I wish she wasn't so angry, mad, sad, all the time.

I just want my old mom back before she's gone.

and the room is called Default