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For KittyTheGengarQueen and Darren the PantherKing239 . I decided to draw these three; me with two friends. I decided to draw a bellybutton on my pokesona for once. I like how it turned out. I look up to these two users. They're my good friends. I made this like, dunno (forgot), somewhere less than a month ago or so, but was looking for the right time to do so. However, I made some things worse for them this month, so I'll get some stuff off my chest.

I'll tell you about Kitty's case first. The other day, PantherKing (AKA Darren) made a post telling us to block a bad user known as gokudrad. I asked Kitty if she wanted to block him, and she did it. But I guess I should've told her not to engage or try to reason with him (but instead leave it to me). Then he made some posts about her, annoying Kitty. I was partially responsible for this, but thankfully, he wasn't the reason for her break (at least not a major reason), so I don't feel too guilty. But even so, I'm glad to help her feel better when she's down. When she started her break (because of modesty, another bad user with some alt. accounts), I felt terrible I couldn't help her feel better. I showed the preview of this drawing in my post when Kitty started her break. I don't want others to hate on her. But even so, she looks up to JinjiTheGengar more than any other user, just like PantherKing and katamariluv care about each other (I actually had a funny thought about KittyTheGengarQueen saying, "I'm too good for katamariluv, because Jinji better." ). Also, I felt like I haven't done enough for Kitty the Gengar.

And as for PantherKing239, I made at least one huge mistake last night. The other day, I posted a fanart of one of PantherKing's characters (a cute non-pokemon). And one of my other friends wanted me to play as that character. I told him I couldn't because I don't own that character, and then I told him he could ask the owner to RP. He did, but PantherKing didn't respond. That friend didn't tell me until last night. So I told him I could play as that character. And then we started the RP, so in my reply, I said some things I'd like PantherKing to look at in case he ever sees that comment, which I didn't think he would, but he did, anyway, by replying to me. I didn't know how upset he got until I saw his posts. So I said sorry in the post. I wish I talked to that other friend in notes. And then I made another big mistake: I told that other friend I couldn't do the RP anymore, and then he got so upset saying how his dreams got crushed, making PantherKing feel even worse. So I tried to get the other friend to calm down and RP in notes. And I tried patching up things with PantherKing. He said it wasn't my fault, but the truth is, even though I didn't start the situation, I made things worse and that's it's still partially my fault. I didn't ask PantherKing a favor. I broke a rule and didn't hide it well enough. And I let my fear take over me and back down on the RP that already started. Anyway, we talked things out and we made up, but I still felt pretty bad I made him mad, even though I didn't start it, but still did some stuff wrong. So I want to do another nice thing for him as well.

Whatever happened last night, something pretty similar happened with Cyanesque111 6 months ago when I wrote two bad posts because I was upset, making him so mad that he did 2 posts that were directed at me. I got so shocked and scared, and I apologized. I was filled with so much regret and guilt that I made a crying drawing of my pokesona the next day. He said he was deeply sorry he made me regret writing these posts. And eventually, I became very good friends with Cyan.

Another thing I want to say is that I actually may have wanted Kitty and Darren to meet each other, but because Kitty can be strict and upset at times, I didn't want to risk upsetting her. Kitty, if you're reading this, Crash the Tyranitar is very friendly and kind and sweet, kinda like Gargantua. Darren, if you're reading this, I know I told this to you before, but you can say, "I see...", as long as it's not toward Kitty, because she dislikes when a grown-up says that to her.

Kitty... and Darren... I'm sorry if I were a manchild. I hope you understand, and I'm sure you'll both like this. And if you want me to erase anything in the description, let me know (but only if you're Kitty or Darren). *sniff* <:'3

Rawburt belongs to me
Kitty belongs to KittyTheGengarQueen
Crash belongs to PantherKing239

Description
For KittyTheGengarQueen and Darren the PantherKing239 . I decided to draw these three; me with two friends. I decided to draw a bellybutton on my pokesona for once. I like how it turned out. I look up to these two users. They're my good friends. I made this like, dunno (forgot), somewhere less than a month ago or so, but was looking for the right time to do so. However, I made some things worse for them this month, so I'll get some stuff off my chest.

I'll tell you about Kitty's case first. The other day, PantherKing (AKA Darren) made a post telling us to block a bad user known as gokudrad. I asked Kitty if she wanted to block him, and she did it. But I guess I should've told her not to engage or try to reason with him (but instead leave it to me). Then he made some posts about her, annoying Kitty. I was partially responsible for this, but thankfully, he wasn't the reason for her break (at least not a major reason), so I don't feel too guilty. But even so, I'm glad to help her feel better when she's down. When she started her break (because of modesty, another bad user with some alt. accounts), I felt terrible I couldn't help her feel better. I showed the preview of this drawing in my post when Kitty started her break. I don't want others to hate on her. But even so, she looks up to JinjiTheGengar more than any other user, just like PantherKing and katamariluv care about each other (I actually had a funny thought about KittyTheGengarQueen saying, "I'm too good for katamariluv, because Jinji better." ). Also, I felt like I haven't done enough for Kitty the Gengar.

And as for PantherKing239, I made at least one huge mistake last night. The other day, I posted a fanart of one of PantherKing's characters (a cute non-pokemon). And one of my other friends wanted me to play as that character. I told him I couldn't because I don't own that character, and then I told him he could ask the owner to RP. He did, but PantherKing didn't respond. That friend didn't tell me until last night. So I told him I could play as that character. And then we started the RP, so in my reply, I said some things I'd like PantherKing to look at in case he ever sees that comment, which I didn't think he would, but he did, anyway, by replying to me. I didn't know how upset he got until I saw his posts. So I said sorry in the post. I wish I talked to that other friend in notes. And then I made another big mistake: I told that other friend I couldn't do the RP anymore, and then he got so upset saying how his dreams got crushed, making PantherKing feel even worse. So I tried to get the other friend to calm down and RP in notes. And I tried patching up things with PantherKing. He said it wasn't my fault, but the truth is, even though I didn't start the situation, I made things worse and that's it's still partially my fault. I didn't ask PantherKing a favor. I broke a rule and didn't hide it well enough. And I let my fear take over me and back down on the RP that already started. Anyway, we talked things out and we made up, but I still felt pretty bad I made him mad, even though I didn't start it, but still did some stuff wrong. So I want to do another nice thing for him as well.

Whatever happened last night, something pretty similar happened with Cyanesque111 6 months ago when I wrote two bad posts because I was upset, making him so mad that he did 2 posts that were directed at me. I got so shocked and scared, and I apologized. I was filled with so much regret and guilt that I made a crying drawing of my pokesona the next day. He said he was deeply sorry he made me regret writing these posts. And eventually, I became very good friends with Cyan.

Another thing I want to say is that I actually may have wanted Kitty and Darren to meet each other, but because Kitty can be strict and upset at times, I didn't want to risk upsetting her. Kitty, if you're reading this, Crash the Tyranitar is very friendly and kind and sweet, kinda like Gargantua. Darren, if you're reading this, I know I told this to you before, but you can say, "I see...", as long as it's not toward Kitty, because she dislikes when a grown-up says that to her.

Kitty... and Darren... I'm sorry if I were a manchild. I hope you understand, and I'm sure you'll both like this. And if you want me to erase anything in the description, let me know (but only if you're Kitty or Darren). *sniff* <:'3

Rawburt belongs to me
Kitty belongs to KittyTheGengarQueen
Crash belongs to PantherKing239