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rayray18 — can i trust once more ...? ...

Published: 2011-03-09 13:27:27 +0000 UTC; Views: 703; Favourites: 35; Downloads: 7
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Description this path i wake on .. its very dark and i'm alone ..
should i run .. should i fight by my own ..
shall i stand .. or risk my self to fall ..
is this who i am .. is this my goal ..
its hard on myself .. its not my fault it is'nt fair ...
why am i here... should i even care ..
i need to find this light .. its my only way out ..
this scares me .. this feeling i cant put out ..
i can't take it .. this feeling is unbearable ..
but i'll stand and fight .. because i am unbreakable ..
i'll fight you .. where are you show me where you stand ! ..
there has been battles here .. blood marks this land ..
should i be scared .. should i just give up ..
i shall hold this hand .. and walk straight up ..
this is just a path .. i see the end ..
there should always be a light .. at a tunnels end ..
whats this voice i hear ? should i fear its wrath ? ..
wait .. it says ..
"youre the light that guides this dark onto a better path.."

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i've being hurt over and over again ... it seems to the point where i think if i get hurt like that once more .. i will srsly lose it .. no one can easily break me .. but a simple promise break can easily shatter my soul ..

thinking to my self i never want to feel the same way again .. never want to be left behind or listen to anyones promises .. yet they try .. and i keep fighting till no ends .. i walk on this path alone .. slashing to whom ever dares to even try to step in my way .. i shall stand and fight .. no one can break me cuz i am unbreakable .. but this heart .. that i carry .. is very fragile and it is in pain and broken .. time will make it heal hopefully .. but if it did or did not .. can i trust it with some one once more ? ... can i trust some one once more? ..

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ok i was really in the mood to draw this .. the poem was made by me in shear 20 minutes after looking at a pic i liked ..
this is not my first time drawing bloody pics but this was my first one with so much blood o.o ... and i still think it needs more >.> ..
i didnt want to give this the blood and gore stay away option cuz i really like it and it would mess up my gallery ._. ..
any ways .. this is me .. on my path that i walk one every day .. and thats the end of the tunnel hope i will reach it some day ..

enjoy :3
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Comments: 826

talon-the-lynx In reply to ??? [2011-03-09 15:31:57 +0000 UTC]

come on lets go to my place so we can get u cleaned up and into some new clothes

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rayray18 In reply to talon-the-lynx [2011-03-09 15:33:52 +0000 UTC]

sure :3

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talon-the-lynx In reply to rayray18 [2011-03-09 15:34:22 +0000 UTC]

*takes her hand* *takes her to his place*

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rayray18 In reply to talon-the-lynx [2011-03-09 15:38:23 +0000 UTC]

*looks around* nice place you got here ..

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talon-the-lynx In reply to rayray18 [2011-03-09 15:39:57 +0000 UTC]

yeah...it is ..i mean hey i still have to pay u back for that one time u let me stay at your place

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rayray18 In reply to talon-the-lynx [2011-03-09 15:41:15 +0000 UTC]

oow thats sweet but you dont have to ..

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talon-the-lynx In reply to rayray18 [2011-03-09 15:42:47 +0000 UTC]

but i do

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rayray18 In reply to talon-the-lynx [2011-03-09 15:47:15 +0000 UTC]

thanks :3

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talon-the-lynx In reply to rayray18 [2011-03-09 15:48:36 +0000 UTC]

the showers down the hall

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rayray18 In reply to talon-the-lynx [2011-03-09 15:52:24 +0000 UTC]

*looks over* k *walks there*

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talon-the-lynx In reply to rayray18 [2011-03-09 16:09:31 +0000 UTC]

*sits on the couch*

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rayray18 In reply to talon-the-lynx [2011-03-09 16:16:42 +0000 UTC]

*sound of splashing inside*

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talon-the-lynx In reply to rayray18 [2011-03-09 17:11:45 +0000 UTC]

u ok in there?

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rayray18 In reply to talon-the-lynx [2011-03-09 17:17:05 +0000 UTC]

*comes out wrapping self with towel* aah -w- that was nice ..

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talon-the-lynx In reply to rayray18 [2011-03-09 17:17:30 +0000 UTC]

*nose bleed, turns the other way*

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rayray18 In reply to talon-the-lynx [2011-03-09 17:30:12 +0000 UTC]

*draying head with another towel* you really need longer towels than these lol

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talon-the-lynx In reply to rayray18 [2011-03-09 17:32:11 +0000 UTC]

sorry i don't have as much to cover up as u

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rayray18 In reply to talon-the-lynx [2011-03-09 17:34:38 +0000 UTC]

as me?

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talon-the-lynx In reply to rayray18 [2011-03-09 17:35:19 +0000 UTC]

i only have to wrap it around my waist u have to cover more

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rayray18 In reply to talon-the-lynx [2011-03-09 17:41:02 +0000 UTC]

lol i know that :3 .. >.> my spare clothes are at my place ..

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talon-the-lynx In reply to rayray18 [2011-03-09 17:41:42 +0000 UTC]

i got some spare clothes granted they'll be a bit big on u but u can wear them

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rayray18 In reply to talon-the-lynx [2011-03-09 17:43:42 +0000 UTC]

that would be good enough for now :3

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talon-the-lynx In reply to rayray18 [2011-03-09 17:50:22 +0000 UTC]

*using hand so he doesn't look at her and goes to get her clothes*

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rayray18 In reply to talon-the-lynx [2011-03-09 17:54:08 +0000 UTC]

o.0 .. lol cute >w< .. *sits and drys tail*

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talon-the-lynx In reply to rayray18 [2011-03-09 17:56:49 +0000 UTC]

J-just hurry and get dressed *a tail sprouts out of his pants*

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rayray18 In reply to talon-the-lynx [2011-03-09 17:59:47 +0000 UTC]

you got the clothes ? *gives a quick shack like what a dog would do if it was wet*

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talon-the-lynx In reply to rayray18 [2011-03-09 18:03:06 +0000 UTC]

--*gets wet* yeah not so funny when your on the other end of that

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rayray18 In reply to talon-the-lynx [2011-03-09 18:05:34 +0000 UTC]

oow sorry *holds up my towel drying your face*

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talon-the-lynx In reply to rayray18 [2011-03-09 18:06:52 +0000 UTC]

*dries face* ray what if I said in a way I was like u

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rayray18 In reply to talon-the-lynx [2011-03-09 18:07:43 +0000 UTC]

like me?

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talon-the-lynx In reply to rayray18 [2011-03-09 18:09:24 +0000 UTC]

*sighs* i'l show u *takes off shirt* *ears and tail pop up* and sometimes I get other effects like my eyes change and stuff

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rayray18 In reply to talon-the-lynx [2011-03-09 18:12:48 +0000 UTC]

your a wolf too? or have the effects to appear as one?

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talon-the-lynx In reply to rayray18 [2011-03-09 18:14:57 +0000 UTC]

I'm a wolf alright I've been trying to hide it but I can't do it anymore...I'm sorry I didn't tell u the truth

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rayray18 In reply to talon-the-lynx [2011-03-09 18:16:27 +0000 UTC]

why are you sad about it? your not happy to be one?

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talon-the-lynx In reply to rayray18 [2011-03-09 18:17:38 +0000 UTC]

....well u see i have these urges...and since u came back my wolf side has been showing more and more i can usually control

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rayray18 In reply to talon-the-lynx [2011-03-09 18:21:08 +0000 UTC]

you dont want to be a wolf?

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talon-the-lynx In reply to rayray18 [2011-03-09 18:22:19 +0000 UTC]

i never said that but things get out of hand some times and i can't control it

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rayray18 In reply to talon-the-lynx [2011-03-09 18:24:40 +0000 UTC]

i'll help you ..

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talon-the-lynx In reply to rayray18 [2011-03-09 18:25:12 +0000 UTC]

how?...

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rayray18 In reply to talon-the-lynx [2011-03-09 18:36:36 +0000 UTC]

i'll be by your side and when you lose control i will make sure you wont do anything you would regret ..

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talon-the-lynx In reply to rayray18 [2011-03-09 18:38:41 +0000 UTC]

but what if there's a difference on how to stop from your outbursts

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rayray18 In reply to talon-the-lynx [2011-03-09 18:41:05 +0000 UTC]

how?

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talon-the-lynx In reply to rayray18 [2011-03-09 18:44:19 +0000 UTC]

idk i might be more...well u know aggressive

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rayray18 In reply to talon-the-lynx [2011-03-09 18:47:53 +0000 UTC]

*holds your hand* i'm here for you brother ..

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talon-the-lynx In reply to rayray18 [2011-03-09 18:48:43 +0000 UTC]

*blushes deep red* like my beast side knows we're siblings

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rayray18 In reply to talon-the-lynx [2011-03-09 18:51:21 +0000 UTC]

is that a problem?

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talon-the-lynx In reply to rayray18 [2011-03-09 18:56:36 +0000 UTC]

Well idk what stupid stuff I could do

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rayray18 In reply to talon-the-lynx [2011-03-09 19:00:33 +0000 UTC]

guess were gona have to see how stupid you are then but now .. can i have something to wear?

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talon-the-lynx In reply to rayray18 [2011-03-09 19:04:08 +0000 UTC]

*looks her**gulps* *hands clothes*

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rayray18 In reply to talon-the-lynx [2011-03-09 19:07:54 +0000 UTC]

thanks *gose in a room locks the door*

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