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“Sometimes I wake up in the night, and I can’t figure out why. I just…sit up in the darkness, with my heart hammering and my head aching, afraid of something that I can’t pinpoint.”
“Yeah?”
“Mm-hm. I usually think that it must’ve just been a bad dream or something…but then I remember. It wasn’t a nightmare. It was real.”
“A memory. I guess that makes sense; we’ve been through hell a few times.”
“Yeah. I remember pain, and confusion, and frustration, and way too much red light. Being able to think, but not being in control of my own body. Being used like a puppet.”
“PAMA.”
“I don’t…I don’t think I’ll ever forget that. It was too horrible.”
“Me neither. Well, I wasn’t controlled for as long, but-”
“But it was still like living in a nightmare. That kind of experience, that possession, it’s something that taints your mind forever. You can never really scrub away the feeling of not being controlled.”
“Yeah. But it’s gone now, Petra. We’re…we’re ourselves again. It’s okay.”
“I know. I just…sometimes it’s hard to remember that. Some part of me can never forget.”

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“Sometimes I wake up in the night, and I can’t figure out why. I just…sit up in the darkness, with my heart hammering and my head aching, afraid of something that I can’t pinpoint.”
“Yeah?”
“Mm-hm. I usually think that it must’ve just been a bad dream or something…but then I remember. It wasn’t a nightmare. It was real.”
“A memory. I guess that makes sense; we’ve been through hell a few times.”
“Yeah. I remember pain, and confusion, and frustration, and way too much red light. Being able to think, but not being in control of my own body. Being used like a puppet.”
“PAMA.”
“I don’t…I don’t think I’ll ever forget that. It was too horrible.”
“Me neither. Well, I wasn’t controlled for as long, but-”
“But it was still like living in a nightmare. That kind of experience, that possession, it’s something that taints your mind forever. You can never really scrub away the feeling of not being controlled.”
“Yeah. But it’s gone now, Petra. We’re…we’re ourselves again. It’s okay.”
“I know. I just…sometimes it’s hard to remember that. Some part of me can never forget.”

YeS oF cOuRsE i'M mEnTaLlY sTabLe